Alright, Ciara:
In hindsight, our relationship was never going to work, and there were so many red flags that I purposefully ignored just to convince myself that it would.
I don't even know what I expected when we started dating. That despite you cucking Eaton for me, you wouldn't cuck me for someone else. That despite knowing the risks, I would make it work. But look where we are now: our relationship is dead and I did literally nothing wrong.
You were never really in love with me, either. You were in love with the idea of us being in love. No, not even that, you were just in love with the idea of someone else loving you and feeding you the attention you so desperately crave. You didn't even respect me enough as a person to tell me before I spent 500 fucking dollars on a bus ticket to go see you.
I'm very happy I've broken free, too. I literally called you one night, almost in fucking tears, because I thought my abandonment issues would kill our relationship. And looking back, I kind of wish they had. And, hell, yesterday, before I realized how manipulative you were, I was having constant panic attacks. I literally threw up because of you. I missed school because of you.
It's kind of funny that the first suspicion I had about you was completely right, too: you were only manipulating me into loving you just to see if you could. And then when the "new relationship high" ended, you decided to see if you could manipulate someone that was apparently more disgusted in you than I was: Richard. You guys got together the day after he had his mental breakdown.
Richard's already pretty obsessed with you, too. Said to stay out of "our" life. He's also got incredibly low self confidence, so he makes up for it by feeling superior to other people. He threatened to call the cops on both Jeremy and I. He tried to manipulate Eaton into staying friends with him by lying to him and saying you two had broken up. He tried to manipulate David into kicking me by saying I was both trying to convince him to commit suicide and threatening him with legal trouble.
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