/erp/ - Erotic Roleplay

>>70885

Don't feel bad man. What you're doing is totally normal. I don't mean to turn this into a pissing contest, because it's not, but just know that sometimes you need a way to cope and this isn't the worst way to do it. I'm just gonna repost what I posted in the bitching thread, because fuck it.

I'm so fucking tired of people saying that my profile is too generic. That I'm too vanilla. That I'm just not interesting. Sorry, but my interests are in playing a regular sort of dude that's into vanilla sex. Everyone always answers me with the same god damn thing: "Why would you want to do that? Don't you have any crazy outlandish fantasies or whatnot? You can be regular in real life!"

Here's my fucking answer. I've been holding it in for too damn long, and I'm so fucking tired of it.

I'm not normal in regular life. I am missing my right arm and leg, and missing my left foot. My face is severely deformed from scarring and burning. I was in a car accident when I was very little. I've lived my WHOLE. FUCKING. LIFE. Just wanting to be a NORMAL ASS PERSON. I don't WANT magic powers. I don't WANT to be a genius. I don't WANT to be a bad ass. I just want to be a regular ass person, doing regular ass things, and falling in love in a regular ass way. This IS my fantasy. I'm so sick of it. I just want to live normally for once in my life, even if it is just through type fucking. To feel like someone isn't pitying me or pretending I'm "so brave". I just want to attract someone by being normal, and sharing some interests and maybe falling in love because we can depend on each other and make each other happy instead of some fetish shit. Yes, I have a couple of fetishes I like to indulge in sometimes. Yes, I like to engage in relationship drama and live out something that's a little bittersweet or outright sad – to experience a real fucking heartbreak, or to experience the joy of really finding love and forgiving each other for our flaws. To explore some mutual interests in the bedroom, not because we're trying to lewd the shit out of each other but because we want to enjoy each others' bodies in new and interesting ways. But fuck me if I try to put ANY reference to any of it in my god damn profile, it's always what people INSIST on focusing on. I'm so god damn tired of it, /erp/. I just wish I could be normal and not be judged for it.

>>70885

OP, have you made this thread before? I feel like you did.

>>70891

He's made it multiple times.

He even admits it.

I kind of wish he would just fuck off now mate. Even my listless ass wouldn't have done this… Three, four times now?

>>70890

did you post in an /r9k/ thread about wanting to be a femboy?

i was the OP in that thread and your story sounded really familiar

I'm sure you're not alone when it comes to using ERPing as a substitute for intimate companionship. Not to try and equate our lives, but I often found myself getting into ERPs for similar reasons back when I was struggling with crippling depression. It's also probably why I ended up befriending a lot of my ERP partners from that period of my life, since I wanted to feel like a genuine human connection existed outside the sexual thrill.

I think it's debatable whether that's healthy or not. For me, I'd say it started to get out of hand when I was devoting hours of my day playing fantasy characters in fantasy relationships with other people's fantasy characters, only to still feel lonely as shit when the sessions wrapped up. What's more, it got in the way of college and offline relationships, since ERPing ate up so much of my time.

>>70890

This strikes me as a different scenario, somewhat. Depression is something that can be overcome with treatment. It's not permanent, unlike the injuries that this person has. That's also not to say that you're doomed to misery and loneliness if you ever become physically handicapped. It just strikes me as a significantly different problem, is all.

Anywho, just want to make sure OP understands that ERPing isn't the only taste of intimacy he/she is capable of having. It's just the easiest.

>>70891

>>70893

Actually, I barely frequent this board out of fear. I've made something like this a long time ago.

>>70906

I've been on the receiving end of that. It was fairly awkward but I ignored it.

>>70901

No, sorry. I don't go to r9k.