/feel9k/ - Chad Worship

I write it off as shitposting/baiting.

>>3039

>E

imagine that

told you you were a normie

outta here now

>>3044

so basically im the better cooler one

>>3049

juice is good so drink it

>>2477

Oh fuck I am retarded. I think I fixed it.

>writer

>dictator

Why not both? Hitler accomplished both why not you? But really good luck. Have you wrote anything or working on anything to publish?

I want to become YouTube LPer/gaymen streamer #380184512 and make enough moolah to not have to do anything else.

>>2479

Kek. Do you really? Is there any niche you want to get into? If you do I would probably watch tbh

>>2480

You'll never know my streaming name, though. I would think of something completely new.

I've always wanted to be a streamer/u2br. Since I hardly even like games or people, it doesn't make much sense and I probably wouldn't be very successful, anyway.

I want to escape the situation I've been in since the day I was born. I'm not sure how to do that, though, seems like putting effort into it makes it worse. It's like an almost perfect system designed in a way to stop you from escaping it.

Sucks to be born in a wrong place.

I'm mad now

>>2095

I tried Tinder. It's full of the kind of people I want nothing to do with. I tried OKC, I had one girl of like 50 who was interested in me and I in her, she kept checking my profile pictures for some reason while talking to eachother. I didn't really felt a connection so I stopped all contact.

They suck. These sites are either full of people I can't relate to or text book stacys.

>>2075

I'm like you, so I have to deal with that same instinct of feeling lonely, wanting someone near me..

You hear this cliche a lot of times around here (or similar imageboards, you know): getting a gf won't solve your problems. I think it might. I believe that there are people who can't stand being alone and it makes them feel bad. That might be one of the reasons to be a beta orbiter: it's not a relationship, but at least you're not completely alone.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I've figured something out for myself. What I like is to feel enclosed. Sitting in a small field, hills all around me, shielding me from the world. Driving through a narrow forest road. Being hugged by a soft sweet girl. Sitting in my room, although I've had so much of that, that it's become dreadful. I actually like to sit on a public toilet because I'm shielded from the actual public.

I still feel bad most of the time, but I know now what can make me feel better. Maybe you should try to figure that out for yourself too, and do that. Don't spend you're time doing nothing but giving in to the awful feeling of loneliness, it's useless. Hopefully you'll meet that someone in the process.

>>1943

the funny thing is you are equally shallow, anon

you are using women for self-esteem, that's all it really is. the entirity of society is a market where everyone works in their own self interest. read that last part carefully. everyone is working in their own, best, selfish, self interest. you won't be loved if you aren't 'good enough', whatever that is, for your ideal partner.

>>2210

>the funny thing is you are equally shallow, anon

Ofcourse I am, we cannot reason outside of ourselves. Everything ALWAYS comes down to one thing and one thing only: Survival. Literally E V E R Y T H I N G.

That is what conscious existence is all about. It is the meaning of life itself.

>you are using women for self-esteem

This would bring me no happiness. I just don't want to wake up next to someone that makes my stomach turn.

>you won't be loved if you aren't 'good enough', whatever that is, for your ideal partner.

Cynicism, I know.

Sometimes I dream about randomly bumping into a girl and we instantly connect about so many things. And we'll start discussing those things and delve deeper into each other and it's so nice… These dreams are better than wet dreams can ever be. It's all I want IRL but it will never be.

>Sometimes I dream about randomly bumping into a girl and we instantly connect about so many things. And we'll start discussing those things and delve deeper into each other and it's so nice… These dreams are better than wet dreams can ever be. It's all I want IRL but it will never be.

This feel anon. I know it to well. But my anxiety to speak to people and general apathy will never allow it.

I am pretty stoked for Fallout 4, Dragon Quest Heroes, The new Xenoblade, and Street Fighter 5.

>>1731

>Dragon Quest Heroes

>The new Xenoblade

These might prove kinda interesting.

Although Heroes of Might and Magic 7 might be interesting as well.

>>1739

Yeah I hope so. I am just glad NA is getting Dragon Quest back.

Is Heroes of Might and Magic a good series? I have been thinking of checking it out.

>>1812

TBH, I haven't played Heroes of Might and Magic since the third one. I really enjoyed that one, so I definitely recommend that one.

Haven't played the others one tho, but from I gather of other players, they are not really worth it. Some say 7 might be similar to 3 again. And since I enjoyed that one, this one might be good as well.

I hardly post at all. I lurk mostly and only reply when I have something to input into the subject, which more often then not, someone in the thread has already said.

I post on Wizchan and some other 8chan boards

dreamchan.net came around yesterday

wizchan, 4/r9k/, and 4/v/ for metal-gear threads. Sometimes lurk lain, and used to post on hikki.

>>330

You are very young. Are you going to college?

>>346

I'm currently applying for uni

>>420

This

Plenty of robot-type losers starts partying in university due to the more mature and accepting culture. There's also more nerdy and weird people overall so you won't stand out as much. Just don't expect to get a gf or anything out of it, girls will still most likely not be interested in you.

>>1525

autism is funny

I have a crush on Jackie Chan. He is a hero. He is always so happy and cheerful.

Reposting a thing I posted on 4/r9k/

I began crushing on a new girl in 3rd grade. She hung out with the mini-Stacys, but didn't act or talk like one of them. She was pretty cool and just interesting to me. In 5th grade, I was going to buy her some flowers and a big teddy bear for Valentine's Day. I'd told my plans to the kid I sat next to, and he must have told one of her friends, because I eventually overheard one of her friends telling her about it. She was just disgusted, so I didn't bother and gave up thinking anything could ever happen. I kept crushing on her until around late 7th grade or early 8th grade, can't remember. She had developed fully into a middle school Stacy, just like the friends she was hanging out with. It's not surprising that she would change over the years. She was the first and only person I ever had a crush on irl.

>>1407

Do you really want sex that badly? Sometimes I think I want it, but usually it's just a short whim because my biological programming is telling me it's a good thing that I should want. 99% of the time, I can say I do not actually want it. I'll probably never have it and that's the way I want it.

What's even so bad about being alone? It has never bothered me.

>>1408

I crave both sex and companionship more than anything. If you're fine being alone then I'm both jealous and happy for you. I'm definitely not and it gets worse every single day.

Now summer is almost over so atleast I don't have to see girls in their short shorts anymore but still having no gf to get comfy with as it gets darker is horrible.

>>1405

What I want more than anything in a relationship would be acceptance or validation, whichever you choose to call it. To be accepted and loved for who you are as a person despite all your flaws.

Sex and physical attraction only lasts so long. It would eventually fade away and the only thing keeping you two would be the personalities and your weird quirks. Trading money for false love is like getting a giftbox with a punching glove in it. You'd just spiral lower into the depths of loneliness.

>>1419

>>1419

>Anyone else feel that way?

Yes. All I know is what I want at each particular moment. I have basic goals, like getting fitter and acquiring more money, but outside of these, I just don't know.

Throughout my life, I was never a fan of them. They were too unpredictable. Especially dogs. Lately, I've been warming up to them. Whenever I'm outside (rare), and there's a cat in my vicinity, it will always walk towards me. There was even a time where I was walking down a footpath/sidewalk, and I heard something behind me, so I turned around, and saw a pair of dogs walking in an orderly fashion. Once I turned around, they stopped, and were just sitting there, waiting. I slowly stepped to the side, and they quietly resumed walking past where I once stood; back to their home, I would imagine. Can dogs really be like this? I only ever knew dogs as unbridled boxes of energy and spontaneity. Maybe, I'll get a dog.

I was going to put this in the OP, but I figured it made it sound too blog-like.

I like them but don't like the responsibility and cost of them. I'll never get a dog once I move out and live alone. Since my grandparents mostly take care of the animals we have, I like it. They're kinda fun, I guess.

>>821

Well-trained dogs are amazing, and yes, they can be like that. Apparently my grandparents had a dog that would actually go out and do the old movie cliché of grabbing the newspaper. He died before I was born, though. He was a collie, and I guess they're really smart.

>>825

Yeah, I think a cat would suit my personality much more. They seem to only approach you for a short time, then wander off to conduct their own business.

>Can we post our pets in this thread?

I don't see why not, as long as you don't post yourself, and you don't go overboard on the whole thing.

I dislike dogs because they scare me.

>>659

That's because you are stressed about this appointement

>>715

I was going to say "I don't think so", but maybe it's not the usual type of stress. Maybe my brain is trying to prepare my body for this "event", in a weird, roundabout way. Or it could just be that the awareness of the impending event disturbs my subconscious (unconscious?) tranquility. I don't know.

>>828

You could've at least posted some feel greentexts

>>693

>camwhoring

no

absolutely not

>>706

It's not about orbiting (not sure what this word really mean) it's just that it's unecessary on this board.

Lets hope it doesnt turn into one of those disgusting traps thread