What keeps you going?
When you feel like giving up and just locking yourself away what keeps you from just quitting everything?
Is it necessity or maybe you think of the consequences?
Do you think of payday or graduating whatever "reward" applies?
Is there a family member or important person you think of that you want to make proud or not disappoint?
Maybe you just do it because it's what you've always done?
Obviously this question doesn't really apply to people who are hardcore NEET and have already given up.
Feely Music
Share music that makes you feel something.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3D1wcSqC3M
ASMR
Anyone else here who listens to ASMR?
I feel like it's really popular with robots because not only does it offer the great feeling of ASMR, it also gives you some kind of sense of comfort, intimacy and personal attention. I usually imagine I got a gf who is whispering into my ear as we're going to bed. I don't think this is what normal people actually do when they go to bed but it works for me.
Anyway share some good ASMR videos. This is one of my favorites and the first time I listened to it I was like hypnotized, just lying there shaking for the entire video, it was like an outdrawn orgasm. One of the strangest feelings I've had.
Weird music thread
ITT we post weird songs that you like and enjoy. Guilty pleasures if you will.
http://mp3with.me/mp3/kyary-pamyu-pamyu-slow-mo.html
(can't find it on youtube, soz)
I find this song very soothing and calming. Eases my mind. Also conjures happy childhood feelings.
What the fuck is up with the sudden anime hate over on /r9k/? Everything robot related is literally getting squeezed out more and more everyday… wtf do the normalshits want out of it anyway? What the fuck is their purpose for coming to /r9k/? /r9k/ is literally a mix of 9gag, tumblr and reddit today…
Now, I'm not a normalfag hater, only certain types, types such as the ones browsing /r9k/ these days. Fucking hell. Normalfags browsing /r9k/ like it's some sort of social media. How are they surprised robots despise normalfags? All they do is mock and belittle robots.
I guess I'm not one to speak since I'm a cyborg (I work). Although I'm all alone at work all the time and don't socialize at all(which IMHO iis worse than NEET dom since I'm being reminded how I just don't belong in the world 8 consecutive hours a day…. it REALLY wears me down), I can tell you however, most normalfags are not mean. But most on /r9k/ are… Like some angry failed chads. Fucking pathetic. /r9k/ is now literally for failed chads. It's riddled with boring repetitive shit, too.
I hope they stay away from this place at least…
I wish I had this special someone to die for. Someone that would ease away all this bitterness and hatred, have me forget what it means to hate and be angry. To prove me I am NOT better off alone. But instead of ever getting a glimpse of hope all I ever see are the typical hot, cute, pretty self worshiping girls OR the hypocritical fat ugly ones who wish to be only such that only care about the same shit in a man….
I don't care about them, they can all die off in a holocaust hole for all I care. They're all vapid cunts gazing at their own self reflection, for it is all they are and ever will be. Once that withers away they are nothing. Would it even be possible to kill them all of and mass extinct such qualities about people?
I just want a, non-fat (chubby is fine) 4/10+ gf with a REAL personality. Someone who does not have social media or visits dumb normalfag websites or associates/relates with its culture. Someone that's lonesome, kind, concerned, non-associative, etc etc.
A real gem. Someone to die for. But all we get are these stupid basic cunts.
Fuck this gay Earth.
What games are you looking forward to /feel9k/?
Me, pic related.
I've known Metal Gear Solid since it first came out back in 1998 when I was 6 years old. Two of my cousins and my brother used to have regular meetups and play this game while I would watch as they tried to figure stuff out and defeat bosses. Whenever they were around I'd always ask them if they were going to play 'Snake' since I couldn't pronounce the game's actual name (English is not y native tongue)
I was too young so I never really played the game myself at that age (too hard), except for playing around with the stealth camo.
When I was 11-13 I ended up finishing this game endless of times together with MGS2. When I heard of MGS3 being out I bought it immediately. But sadly had to wait years to play MGS4 because I couldn't afford a PS3… So I ended up playing it a few years later. I freakin' enjoyed the Shadow Moses mission. It was so sad but so nice at the same time. A lot had changed in my life ever since I sat there with my cousins and brother playing the original MGS…. so it was quite the experience.
Now. Metal Gear Solid V: The Phantom Pain is going to come out in 18 days and I can't fuckin' wait.
How about you, /feel9k/?
Crush
Do you have a crush, /feel9k/? Irl or a celebrity? Share stories/feels related to it.
I used to get them all the kind. Obviously it was always onesided and no girl ever showed me the slightest response but I still miss having them. The thought of her motivating me every morning to go to school, stealing glances of her from the back of the classroom, that feeling of expectation when you were put in groups hoping you would get with her. I don't even know why I was so happy about it but it felt like my life had purpose of some kind.
Now I haven't had a crush for 2 years, since the first few weeks in university, I got over her pretty quickly when she got together with Chad just a month into university and after that it all just went stale. It's not like I haven't seen and met new women, I just don't get crushes anymore. I guess I have sort of a celeb-crush on miwa (pic related) but I will never meet her so it's not the same.
Golddigger gf
Has anyone considered getting an Asian golddigger gf from China, Philippines, Thailand etc?
That's what plenty of older robots do atleast here in Suomi. You don't even have to gf them and can just go there and have a shitload of sex if you're afraid of getting ripped off (although many of them do seem to be fine with their husbands over here and form families). These girls will fuck you no matter what if you're western. I've been on vacation to Thailand and Philippines and have seen fat ugly old men with 2 cute girls under each arm. They weren't even particularly rich, just normal middle class men over here. Sure these girls are whores and sluts but what western girl isn't? Atleast these girls won't bitch about feminism and still have feminine personalities. If you come there as a relatively young white man who take care of his body and hygiene, you will be treated like a God, even if you're ugly and socially retarded.
The problem with this is that it will usually cost you some and can't be afforded as a NEET. This is honestly my sole motivator to work out and study hard so I can land a good job as I have completely given up on ever getting a gf here in my own country or anywhere else in Europe.
Self-Sabotage
Most days, I keep a normal sleep-pattern. Go to bed at 10. Fall asleep at 11 or 12 (this is normal for me). Wake up at 7 or 8. However, when I have an appointment planned for the next day, I always stay up browsing imageboards. Every time. I don't know why. To make things worse, this night I did some strenuous (for me) exercise. I've taken some modafinil, to get me through it, which helps.
In what ways do you guys sabotage yourselves?
Post something, any media form, to sum up about how you feel about your life at this point in time.
"I’m intuitively certain that for people like me no material circumstance can be propitious, no situation have a favorable outcome. If I already had good reasons for withdrawing from life, this is yet another one. Those courses of events that make success inevitable in an ordinary man have an unexpected, adverse effect in my case.
This observation sometimes causes me a painful impression of divine hostility. It seems that only by some conscious manipulation of events, to make them work against me, could the series of disasters that define my life have happened.
The result of all this is that I never make much of an effort. Let luck come my way, if it will. I know all too well that my greatest effort won’t achieve what it would in other people. That’s why I give myself up to luck, without expecting anything from it. What should I expect?
My stoicism is an organic necessity; I need to shield myself against life. Since stoicism is after all just a stringent form of Epicureanism, I try to get some amusement out of my misfortune. I don’t know to what extent I achieve this. I don’t know to what extent I achieve anything. I don’t know to what extent anything can be achieved…
Where another man would succeed not so much by his effort as by a circumstantial inevitability, I wouldn't and couldn't succeed, whether by that inevitability or by that effort.
I seem to have been born, spiritually speaking, on a short winter day. Night fell early on my being. The only way I can live my life is in frustration and desolation.
None of this is truly stoical. It’s only in words that my suffering is at all noble. I complain like a sick maid. I fret like a housewife. My life is totally futile and totally sad." - The Book of Disquiet, Fernando Pessoa
Life
Robots, I have a question for you
What's the point of it all?
We all die in the end. Poor, rich, happy, sad, male, female, black, white, smart, dumb, big dick, little dick. If none of it matters in the end, is every one of our goals pointless? The status or material wealth, or even the personal satisfaction that we gain from accomplishing them will not matter one day. They will not matter because we will be dead. Is it all just one big distraction that we all willingly allow to fool us because the truth is too horrifying to live with? That every thing, evry single little thing that has ever been accomplished on this planet will cease to exist because the sun explodes?