This is it, /feels/. This month officially marks half of a year of having zero contact with a girl who betrayed me.
I don't know where to start with this. I try my best to be a good person to her, and one day she just backstabs me.
It began back in June when I needed to get in contact with her. I sent a few notes on DeviantArt and she wouldn't respond until late at night. When I checked the inbox, she said she just came back from the hospital. In absolute concern about her statement, I ask why. Suddenly, three days go by and she doesn't even bother to read my messages. At this point, I get worried. When I get the urge to send another message, she reads it and does nothing else. No response came from her at all.
These silent days build up to weeks, and then months. During that time, not a single word left her. Being so confused as to why she was doing this, I start asking one of her friends to check on her. He tells me that she's fine, which only adds up to my confusion and even slightly frustrated me. I start to think if she was doing this to merely avoid me.
In horrid desperation, I try to reach her again, and it always ended up with the same results.
One day, she talked with someone about me. The words that I read… they were really painful.
>___, if this is really you, I've made a huge mistake. I gave Anon a chance and overlooked the stupid shit he did because I thought that deep inside he had potential. This was my mistake. He grew attached to me… psychotically attached.
>___, for your sake, do not even acknowledge this guy. He has been harassing even some friends of mine. Don't let him grow attached to you, too.
>I have considered to return several times before since you guys seem to have gotten your act together, but the thought that he is there stops me.
>I will never, ever direct a word towards Anon again. I just pray that he disappears from my life.
>Feel free to tell this to the others so they know to avoid him too. I truly miss some of you, but I just can't go back with him there.
Basically, what she said was that I was "psychotically attached", even though all I merely wanted to do is know if she was okay.
I was so angry when I first saw it. Every effort I made to be a good friend to her went to waste. For a long time after, I felt like I was crumbling deep inside.
The next day passed, and I got another snapshot of the conversation.
>Hey, thank you for talking to him. Sorry to put you into the position of a messenger, but I hope to make this my last message to him.
>"Anon,
>I'm fine, the hospital situation was sure that serious. I'm back to normal now.
>I tried to have a normal relationship with you, even looking past stupid crap unlike everyone else.
>… but as soon as I left, I started noticing early on signs of your obsessive behavior.
>That completely put me off and made me kinda creeped out by you.
>
>I'm afraid that if I show up again, your behavior will come back."
I'm in a state of sadness even after this happened a long time ago. I'm probably never going to get over this considering how long it dragged out. It's been on my mind for so long now.
Share with me your betrayal stories, /feel/
I'm never going to forgive you, Leo.