>>932
Some times if i feel really hard i feel better the next day
Once a year i go and seek out a feel thread, i read every post and watch every video at least twice. and if i can't find it there i go somewhere else. I keep going until i get what im looking for.
When it starts its not even a tear, just a lump in my throat and i slight blur in my vision. Once i have that i dont need any stimulis. I turn of the computer and sit alone in the dark and work up a good sob. when im done my face is soaked, and my eyes are red and my head is pounding but i feel great.
In fact through almost the whole thing i feel great. After the first tear is out i feel fine. Through the whole heaving shuddering sniffling mess i feel like im on top my my game. I feel releived and certain that things will only get better from here on out.
I dont understand it but it works. The whole thing only takes ten minutes.