/fem/ - Female

>super quiet in early grade school

>don't have many friends

>came out of shell a little as years go by

>complete spaz in 6th grade

>only had two friends

>both moved away at the end of the year

>mellowed out and found new group of friends

>realized i've been a bitch for most of my life

>not many friends in grade school because I was mean

>got mocked for idiot behavior in middle school

>realized only friends in 6th grade probably just barely tolerated me

>treated current friends like shit without realizing it because i was an oblivious twat

>go back to being incredibly quiet unless with close friends out of shame

>barely dated anyone because very shy and religious

>hated even looking at own naked body even though i was in shape and decently proportioned

>didn't lose virginity until 19

>spontaneously lost v-card in a desperate attempt to keep a guy with me after he had cheated on me

spent a lot of my younger life being an idiot, but things could've been worse.

I was raised by 2 older brothers and my dad with intermittent grandma girl advice. No mom, She ran off when I was 4. I only have one memory of her and that's of her sneaking out with a bag while my brothers were asleep and my dad was at work. She knelt down, kissed me on the cheek and said "Go back to bed anon" and then just upped and left.

Having nothing but male role models I naturally grew up tomboyish. I never wore a dress from age 5 right up until prom and I grew up liking stuff like vidya, karate, dragon ball z, ninja warrior and of course Daria.

I've always been a straight shooter, I had a growth spurt when I was 11, grew boobs at 12 (B cups, aw ye) and I didn't really have a big social circle, just me and my best friend. people used to call us Lesbos and scissor sisters, we didn't mind. I got my blackbelt at 14 but I've never been able to beat my older brothers, I did knock a 17 year old boys front teeth clean out and broke his arm at 15 for putting his hands down my shorts at a party when I was 15, I was never invited to another one after that and he tried to sue but whoops. Camea phones are everywhere and it was obviously self defense albeit excessive force, but he didn't want to go down anymore than I did so that was that.

Moving on, I didn't go to college, I instead work at a gym and I'm saving money to try and start my own coffee shop. only $15,000 to go before I can cover the first 9 months of business so I can have a good hard run at it without tearing my hair out over footfall.

I'm 27, still live at home, not kissless but very much still a virgin, never felt pressured to loose it. I masturbate and have pretty much tried every type of vibrator in existence. I've dated a few times but the guys I've been out with were kind of stupid and boring, yes even the college grads. I had an ldr but ended up finding out the dude cheated on me so that crapped out about 2 months ago. I'm considering buying 10 cats and just accepting my fate.

My #1 fantasy is fucking my oldest brother. and I can't get horny over weak guys, I need someone who can make me submit. I'm fairly muscular myself but not grotesquely so, just girlbuilt. I'm trying to learn how to draw as I just bought a surface pro 3 and I'm loving the N-Trig active digitizer. I also like to eat pot brownies and sun bathe in my spare time. HAVE FUN SIGGY FREUDS!

>>65119

You sound perfect femanon. I'd definetly wine and dine you. Except for the fucking your brother part. that shits weird.

>>65119

>grew up liking stuff like vidya, karate, dragon ball z

I don't see anything wrong here

>I did knock a 17 year old boys front teeth clean out and broke his arm at 15 for putting his hands down my shorts at a party when I was 15

Thanks to Dragon Ball

> I masturbate and have pretty much tried every type of vibrator in existence.

Are you sure you want to open a Coffeeshop?

>my #1 fantasy is fucking my oldest brother.

Yup, nice to see a female /fit/izen here

>>65504

And absolutely this. Even though I trained almost anything in my life (from Boxing to Wing Tsun) and I could easily beat you, it would be nice to find a girl to be rough with

>>64809

I remember most of them pretty well.

I was average (a chubby tummy, but I was told that I was adorable), long black hair. Buck teeth.

I was a crybaby. I had terrible separation anxiety. I was always anxious. I was either giggling like mad, crying, or nervously quiet. I wasn't very good at keeping friends. I would often befriend the less popular kids in elementary. In middle and high school I started hanging around other anime/gamers. Mostly boys because girls made me nervous. I never admitted to someone that they were my best friend because the one time I did she said that we weren't and it destroyed me…

I was into boys and girls at a very young age. I started masturbating at 6/7. I remember having a bf in kinder, my mom thought it was cute. In 2nd grade, my teacher bent over to put a paper flower in my hair for a cultural dance, I forgot to turn around so I had her boobs inches from my face. I was in heaven. Gave first kiss to a girl when I was 13/14, sucked one dick a few months later.

When I was 15 I met my current husband and we are 7 years strong. He took my virginity on my 18th birthday. I want a cute girl to be our 3rd so bad

I grew up super sheltered by my parents because they were too afraid to let me go outside, not that any other kids lived around anyway. My dad got Brain Damage when I was young which effected how my mom treated me and he treated me. Surprise surprise someone has daddy issues on /fem/. They got me a Gameboy shortly after this with Pokemon Yellow, but I spent a lot of time playing with toys and watching cartoons. Mostly Cartoon Network stuff and a lot of Tom and Jerry recordings. At School, because I played video games and ended up watching Dragonball Z from Toonami, I ended up only really making friends with a group of like…3 boys and no one else. One of them was super shy, the other was pretty similar to me, and the other one I didn't meet until my last year of school. He was..kind of a dick. He hit me a lot for no reason but I put up with it. I wasn't unpopular but I didn't have many friends either. For some reason I also never really…seemed to get any crushes on anyone. Shit's weird. I grew up getting more and more into games. Went from Gameboy to Sega Megadrive, then N64 and PS1, then Gameboy Advance, then Gamecube and PS2. Everything went pretty good until I was like…11.

By 11 I ended up having internet access and because I had a Megadrive growing up I liked Sonic. I did…a lot of embarrassing shit. Stupid fucking fan characters, really bad kind of edgy role playing, and I ended up learning about sex because someone posted Furry Bomb on the Sonic forum I used to browse.

That was also when I went into Secondary School. Suddenly a lot of people were assholes to me. Lots of bullying. My circle of friends also grew though because we met more people into stuff we liked. I ended up retreating deeper into the internet to be happy. Started listening to a lot of edgy music like MegaDeth and Three Days Grace. I ended up afraid of everyone and thought I was less than a human being. Played on Ragnarok Online Hentai servers, joined a Monster Girl forum and made a character there, ended up missing out on my teenage years due to self hatred and fear. I also grew away from my parents because my dad was unable to care about me and my mom got ill too along with her constantly insulting me and making me feel like garbage because of how I'd ended up.

I'm only 20 now, going on 21 in May, still a virgin but I ended up going out with another girl who knows about all this bullshit. I'm trying to come out of my shell but I'm still so fucking terrified of everyone because of how much of a weirdo I am. All of my friends from Secondary School are gone and I only really still have my internet friends. Without that then I dunno what I'd do. What I want to do in life is find a way to help people so they don't end up a total fucking loser like me but I'm not sure how to go about that.

Life's hard.

>>67120

You're not weird, and fuck people who say so.

/everyone/ has things about them that others dislike. 'cause its part of being human.

Unless you deliberately murder, rape or steal, you're alright in my book.

Now get out there and have people doing body shots off your navel!

>>67120

I also played a lot SEGA and PS1 when I was young (male guy here tho) and I also ended up having… less real friends. Mostly because my family basically forced me to stop having a good friendship to people I used to have (my best friend and cousin), so I basically became socially awkward and pretty quite.

Good thing is people don't really seem to dislike me, just like me a litte tho. I wish I had it as easy like everyone else to make IRL friends without wasting my body.

Good thing is, I know some really nice people too on the internet which are often helpful haha

Oh well, if you can help others, you can help yourself, too! Good luck on your journey, british cowgirl!

>>67121

>Now get out there and have people doing body shots off your navel!

I agree

>>67145

Like me, you mean?

I can go from helping a friend in need, despite hours of lost sleep and days of tears (they never know I sacrificed anything at all) to kinky party girl convincing us to play human margarita, where you put a line in a girl's mouth, strip her to her underwear, and race licking lines of salt up her sides to get the lime. Winner gets to tease her taking it out of her mouth. No kissing allowed!

>>67147

No. Like that, except without the shitty, slutty fucking last part.

>>67150

You're in denial, catholic schoolgirl! You FELT my lips on your body when you read that, and you can't allow yourself to admit that you like it.

Find some people you trust, explore your sexuality with them, and have some fun! Doesn't have to be slutty, or rushed, and you can still have standards.

>>67151

>You're in denial, catholic schoolgirl!

What the fuck am i reading.

Why are you being this retarded to score anon.

I was pretty fucking weird when I was younger, obsessed with creep insects, weird taste in pretty much everything, wore clothes mismatched on purpose, did my hair stupid, liked attention (crazy mother), but never got any positive from my peers until I reached about 14, hit puberty and became socially "attractive". I hated high school, I wasn't 'popular', but I did have a boyfriend all throughout, and lost my v-card to him at 16, and that relationship lasted until I was 20.

I never had a lot of girl friends and the ones I did have I didn't really like all that much usually. I always thought a lot of them were pretty boring, same now with female co-workers, a lot of them are dull as hell, but there a couple I would actually consider 'friends'.