Just read the first few chapters, got really turned on by the idea.
I do still have lingering feelings apprehension to it though, don't know if I have it in me to fully let go and be an object.
Also, would I still enjoy it as much if I really did fully let go? I mean I know it's supposed to be enjoyment for the domme, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't also derive enjoyment from being the sub.
Question is, how does one go about drawing enjoyment from being whipped and doing all the routine stuff?