/fit/ - Fitness, Health, and Feels

I learned that I hate myself.

>>84232

Also

> Cinnabon Cinnamon Roll

> 1 pastry

> Sugars, total: 55g

> Calories, total: 813

> Calories from sugar: 220

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT

>>84252

Fit or fat the hate never went away

>>84288

But Latviabro, you have us

>>84292

You're probably hanging out with the wrong people. Unless you're some weird ass dude (like a pedo furry who enjoys sticking glass into its anus), you'll find someone that will enjoy your company.

>>84305

How did you deal with them?

>>84302

I had those same problems when I was at high school, my father's job required to constantly change from town to town. But things get much easier after you leave daddys house, trust me.

>>84306

I didn't, high school sucked for me. I wasn't properly bullyed or excluded, but I just hated it, I had no interest in spending time with my classmates, even though they liked me and wanted to come to their parties. I had some good friends from my home town that I visited regularly, that made my existence a little bit better. Some of them realized how needy I was and stopped seeing me.

But I know some things that I could have done on school that could've help me, such as playing a sport (I was pretty good at tennis, but after I moved, I never played it again), going to the parties my classmates went and participate on those events. My school years could be just as good as my life is today, but I was pretty self centered back then. I thought life itself was simply unfair to me. Don't let it happen to you, anon.

Also, sorry for the double posting. But yeah, after school, things get more clear and you'll have more opportunities.

>>84310

I guess I have to grind through it and hope for the best. It's what works for me in everything else. The sluggish pace of it all is just killing me.

>>84310

Also, I appreciate it, BRo.

Like the others said, Latvia: Things will improve after school. School is simply a shitty environment, for too many people. It has a low tolerance for error, i.e. errors in your behavior are quickly detected, and yet you can get away with a lot before shit really hits the fan. Making it through it is just hard enough to be frustrating, but not hard enough to feel like a proper challenge, unless you're one of the 10% who really, really excel in school.

>>84312

>I guess I have to grind through it and hope for the best.

You don't hope for the best. Everything life will ever give you are chances. It's up to you to take them. Hope for chances to happen, not for the good things.

Not exactly all of the from 2015 but it seems appropriate.

>Learned in the hard way how I'm a piece of waste if I'm not doing something slightly productive with my time and I become depressed after stopping these productive habits even for a couple of days

>Lifting "cured" my depression and helped with my image issues along with happiness through the purpose of lifting heavy shit for the sake of lifting heavy shit

>Bench Press is fun, but the thought of a heavy weight falling on my face drives me crazy and I feel anxious when doing it

>The Deadlift is the most productive exercise you can do if you want a healthier back and joocy glutes

>Shitty posture and carelessness are some of worse things you can do to yourself through your newbie journey Seriously, I'm the guy who fucked up his back some weeks ago and I felt horrible in the first 3 days of the incident, getting out of bed was horrible

>>84339

>It's up to you to take them.

So what you're telling me is that it's really hopeless. I am in a sea of opportunities and potential, what drives me fucking insane is that I'm not using any of it whatsoever.

I spend a large majority of my day sleeping in classes and staring at walls because even my phone is inadequate - the audio jack is broken so I don't even have music.

I'll tell you something I learned yesterday. Don't eat a boiled egg one hour before intense cardio.

>tfw stomach was nauseous as hell

>tfw burping and tasting egg yolk only made it worse.

>keeping mindful of macros is all you need to control weight

>only being able to do calisthenics is shit for gains

>working out is better with friends, best with drinking buddies

>>84232

>Black Coffee isn't bitter

I'm a bitch for 80+ percent dark chocolate but I can't see this.

>>84356

You're probably drinking shit-tier coffee then. Get yourself a cafetiere and some roast ground beans instead of instant shite and I guarantee you'll notice a difference.

>>84365

You are the only one who can ever truly look out for yourself and make the life you want for yourself. Just because something is hard doesn't mean it shouldn't be considered.

Part of being strong is being willing to bear heavy burdens, just figure out what kind of weight you want on your shoulders and then make something happen. We've all got precious short time here, don't waste yours.

>>84349

I actually wasn't thinking about having access to other people. Everyone has that. It's nothing special, and you can have a wonderful life even if you don't talk to every random stranger you meet. Some opportunities only present themselves once, though. If you find someone who really, really cares about you, then you'll know what I'm talking about. And then you should never let that person go.

>>84457

I'm in the same position as you, my perspective though is that happiness should not be the goal of your life, it's fleeting and you will never find what you think you really want. I think What people in this situation really need is a sense of duty and purpose, men need to build things, make things better, and fight for something, this will in turn make you happy. If you're school is making you feel this way it's probably because it's fucking pointless, that's how it was for me at least. I don't know what to say beyond that, I don't know what will give you purpose.

>>84458

I do try to divert myself with things like that, lifting, cleaning things, taking care of my boots and practicing general skills.

>a proper lifting program is better than doing random lifting

I used to flit about between machines doing not much at all. God im retarded

>>84474

I've found that once you learn about the basics of programing, minor variations won't make much difference. Like 3x5 or 5x5, conventional vs sumo, high bar vs low bar… And those little things seem to be widely discussed on half chan.

>I'm going to be a professor and teach/study body mechanics

>Use university facilities and student base to teach martial arts

>use students as research subjects

>Discover cool stuff while doing what I love

That's the lifeplan anyway

>>84786

>using students as lab rats for sick and /fit/ experiments

kek I like you, I really do.