No.86266
It's quite sometime since the death of the notorious feels thread, let's have another one
>Be me
>Live in the land of sand
>It's Valentine's day today
>All alone
>lonely.mp3
>At least I started doing HIIT and am changing from a shitty program
>But HIIT and muh superior noob deadlift don't hug, or feel
>tfw no gf
No.86267
why do you need a gf when you have lifts and /fit/
No.86272
>>86267
>not wanting a companion
No.86273
>valentines day
>dont usually care
>all these threads on the ch0ns are getting to me
>start to feel like shit
>realize ive been pushing people away for a while now
>realize i have no concrete relationships
>thoughts drift to my best friend
>hes been dead for a while and ive been broken for a while
>all i have left are my lifts and my feels
>i am a broken man
No.86288
>>86273
sorry about your friend anon, but you'll always have us
No.86292
>at superb owl party at friends house
>grill I like arrives late
>greets everyone, we just shake hands
>all the grills are chatting and the guys watching the game
>handegg game is over
>friends gf gets the board games out
>grill I like is on her phone the entire time doesn't play
>friend plugs in Wii to the TV
>sit next to grill
>start talking to her in between our turns of Wii sports
>hit it off
>party dies down
>walk her to her car
>she ask if I'm going to the next group get together
>can't make it
>hug her goodbye
>watch her pull away
>didn't ask for her number
Ive been beating my self over my ineptitude all week. I'm at work tonight until 8 but I still could have done something with her.
No.86293
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>be me
>be relatively attractive
>be decently strong and aesthetic
>have potential
>waste it all
>spend time drinking and playing vidya instead of improving social skills or studying
>no friends
>cant empathize with family because they love the one person i hate - myself
I wish I could just ask someone to shoot me right now. My life has a lot of immediate and long term potential but all I can do is watch as I drive it right into the ground.
No.86295
I had been fat so long and loved food so much that now as I lose the weight I'd been carrying for all those years the only thing I mourn is the loss of deserts, pastries, sweets and soda.
Each time I remember how good a milky way bar tasted to me I'm filled with a hollow sadness, I know they were good but that time is over for me now. Like looking back at a really good book knowing I can never re-read it and have it be like the first time. I'll only ever eat candy knowing what I'm doing to myself and knowing what horrors could happen again.
I'm replacing my love of candy and sweets with fine meats, fish and cheeses but holy shit guys I'm going to miss the fuck out of candy and cheesecake and shit.
No.86297
>dad was a bodybuilder when he was younger
>swole as fuark
>got out of the game for 15 years due to drug abuse and other stupid shit
>2 Christmas's ago he was at mine and my mothers for Christmas dinner
>"So dad, I'm going to start going to the gym… Do you want to come along?"
>"… Sure buddy, sounds great!"
>Me and my dad start going to the gym
>timewarp to present time
>dad's getting older
>his knees are hurting a lot lately
>more prone to injuries
>tfw when he's 50 and I'm waiting for the inevitable "Sorry son, I'm going to have to stop going to the gym with you." talk.
He's the one pushing me to go and I don't know what I'm going to do if he's not there with me when I'm making my gains.
No.86298
>>86297
I am sorry to hear it man, if you can convince him to still come along telling him that he's still gonna make it
Also, if you can't convince him, still don't stop it, he will want you to carry on making gains
But trust me, many dudes make it to their 50s and past their 50 and remain swole, he might just need a dramatic change of program
>tfw I don't have a good relationship with my father
>tfw I don't get alnog with him
>tfw I really don't want ti be anything like him as a father or as a person when his age
>tfw if I do simple menial tasks on my own like waking up bymyself, I won't have a conversation with him till I leave his house or something
No.86300
>>86297
He will not stop going to the gym with you as long as you keep him in your heart whenever you lift, britbong.
No.86302
>>86293
I used to be like that until i met the friend who hosted the super bowl party. I am one month older and we have the same last name but he has all success I should have had, had I not wasted the past 6 years doing nothing. He is the literal manifestation of my wasted potential. Its my envy and hate to see what could have been present it self that has motivated me to get off my ass. I have made it my life goal to be a better man than he is.
No.86303
>>86297
He's going to make it brah, there are plenty of people older than that who are still active in bodybuilding. At his age, test shots might even be advisable medically and even if that doesn't work out, you can do cardio with him for a long time, still.
No.86304
>>86293
Latvia, you're a big faggot. Stop hating yourself, big faggot.
No.86309
>>86298
>>86300
>>86303
Thanks lads, we're all gonna make it.
Here's a photo of him in his prime.
I'd be happy just getting half as big as he was.
No.86312
>>86309
Was he on roids tho?
No.86315
>>86304
I wish I could, krautbro.
No.86317
>>86292
>fat shit
>see stories of people being dumb and not "getting" the advances of women and blowing their chances
>at least feel secure in the knowledge that no woman would ever fuck me because I'm a fat shit, so I definitely haven't missed any cues
>have only seriously tried once, recently, because I lost some weight and was feeling better about myself
>chatting up a cute girl at work and we were getting along really well
>shift over
>asked if she wanted to grab food/drink somewhere
>no, she's got somewhere to be
>okay then can I get your number and we'll organize another time?
>"haha why?"
Put me back in my place real fast. I used to just ignore women and fap my urges away. But having the boosted confidence and test from lifting, but still being far too fat to be attractive, is a waking nightmare. I can't shed pounds fast enough.
No.86318
>>86309
Ever suck his dick?
No.86322
>>86317
>we were getting along really well
Unless she's a complete bitch and you're a complete sperg, you'll most likely get along really well with almost every girl you're going to meet. One, being nice is not a mating-signal. Two, tell your brain it shouldn't activate your horny-mode whenever a girl isn't treating you like shit. Being polite and superficially kind are the prerequisites for any potential partner, the equivalent of having learned how to read on a resumé, and being "cute" is something a third of all girls are. Get your standards up, nigger.
No.86326
I fucked my best friends girlfriend on valentines day and I don't really feel bad for it, am I a bad person?
I know this isn't really feels but I want some /fit/izens opinions on it
No.86333
>>86326
Bad person? Not necessarily, but likely.
Bad friend? Hell yes. You're a shitty friend.
No.86335
>>86326
You're an incredibly shitty friend.
Even though I share a board with you and I consider most people on 8ch my friend, I would not want you to be my friend.
Disgusting.
No.86337
>>86333
>>86335
Does it make it any less horrible if I know my friend regularly cheats on his girlfriend, pretty much every girl he's ever dated he's cheated on
No.86338
>>86337
no. you faggot. all three of you disgusting fucks are terrible people and deserve each other
No.86339
>>86338
Yeah for some reason Im not feeling guilt, shame etc. from this, I still feel like reconciling our friendship though because I know I should try. Any ideas guys ? or should I wait and see if it resolves itself?
No.86342
>>86326
You are the worst.
No.86343
>>86342
I know, I've never done anything like this before and I never thought I would but a few of my friends always acted worried about me pulling this sorta shit, guess they were right about me
No.86351
>Life was miserable for 2 years of me being a neet and fat piece of shit
>Changes happening
>Now in another city, a better and bigger one, a couple of friends
>Acknowledge /fit/
>Start working out
>Change visual and weight significantly for the better
>Finally started college and lifts are something to be slightly proud of
>See this thread
>All these feels
Everyone here needs a fucking hug, fuck, I'm feeling pretty shit for feeling good ;_;We're all gonna make it
No.86356
>>86292
>>grill I like is on her phone the entire time doesn't play
That's a red flag IMO. Maybe you missed a bullet.
No.86357
>valentines day
>don't usually care
>this time is no different
>tfw no fucks to give
No.86358
>>86292
dude, if she's in your circle of friends hit her up on facebook or whatever, you have an opener in "the next group get together" so just do it
No.86359
>>86338
This.
>>86339
>I fucked your girlfriend, I feel zero regret over it and I asked a bunch of chinese cartoon fans whether it's okay to fuck your girlfriend because you're constantly cheating, too
Something like that, maybe.
No.86361
>>86359
It's so weird to me that I don't feel guilty for it, It's not like me at all. Am I some soulless bastard now or something?
No.86368
>>86361
You're an awful person and should man up and tell your friend. That girlfriend of his also a whore, so you'll be doing him one last favor by telling him.
Also, what beta of a men must he be to let his girlfriend spend Valentines Day with you?
No.86369
>>86337
I don't sympathize with your friend. But you're still a shitty friend.
No.86371
>>86338
Exactly this.
Fuck all three of you.
No.86379
>>86272
you guys are my companions
No.86385
No.86430
>>86379
Will /fit/ hug you when you fail the last rep of your deadlift WHILE DELOADING in my defense, I didn't have that much leg drive, I ran up and down he stairs doing HIIT the same day like 3 hours before, my quads were twitching, then I did 4 full sets of Hack squats because of this Candito's six week program which actually resemble a shitty deadlift, I ended up with so little leg drive, really tired and unable to grab the bar properly, my grip strength is shite as is and the Gym was closing, there was no time to take some rest
>>86361
Fuck you, you bloody faggot who befriends cucks who datte whore, fuck all three of you
No.86431
>>86430
>tfw failed my last rep of bench
Though i did ohp not long before and pushed pretty hard. thats my excuse anyway
No.86434
>1st girl to say she loved me left me 5 months ago
>Disillusioned and lost interest in relationships
>Have gradually lost contact with all friends from high school
>Best friend in college passed away from cancer
>Academics used to be my strong suit, now I'm struggling
>Grad school turned me down, I will likely have to settle for less than I hoped for
>Hit a fitness goal and got under 200 lbs, and have lost close to 40 lbs, but looking in the mirror all I see is how far I am from where I need to be
>Slowly slipping back into depression
Sometimes I think my efforts to get fit are the only thing giving me hope for the future.
No.86436
>be me trying to get fit and actually not be a disgusting fat body like private pyle
>valentines day
>hanging out with my old friends, lady friend starts getting feels of ole thyme about a guy
>guy reveals he did like her, but she never moved on
>girl tries to get with him
>me and my bros kinda just look at her like rly negro
>mfw i realize the one i long for is across the country
>tfw no gf and still have no one to hold
>trying to be tough but i need somebody to help me deal with my feelings
>crying sets in when i have peace and quiet
>i sit there and cry for hours and just keep thinking about teh grill i actually would love
>i begin to realize that there will always be another one
>but when
pic related
No.86440
I have no long story, i just recently realized that my hairline is receding. Im barely 20, this drives me insane.
Can i do anything about it?
No.86441
>>86434
> Sometimes I think my efforts to get fit are the only thing giving me hope for the future.
datfeel.png, anonbro
I got turned down by 2 chicks, one on Valentines and the other on the day after. While I am no stranger to rejection the phantom pain is still there but I'll use this failure to sort out my diet and eating habits .
Always remember /fit/: if smart lifting to some form of failure in the gym leads to gains then your "failures" in life will lead to life gains as well :'^)
No.86459
> tfw when you were a sporty kid who became fat because of an accident and shit feels from sexual abuse
> tfw when no one hanging out with your unwashed lardass results in you being socially stunted
> tfw when no real friends, just people who sometimes feel bad for you
> tfw when you lose some weight from not eating, but still mature into a heavy drinking hikkikomori
> tfw when you plan to commit suicide on Xmas day
> tfw when you meet an interesting person, trolling a shitty Fagbook group while drunk
> tfw when after weeks of talking hours daily, you form a romantic
> tfw when a year later, you plan on moving in with and marrying each other
> tfw when finally have and want a future
> tfw when two damaged people get together and heal each other
> tfw when you motivated and getting /fit/ to join the army reserve as a combat medic
> tfw when you know Fagbook paramour is the one
Hard gay story but there's hope, anons.
Don't be afraid to get around, even if it is just online, because you meet people in the most unlikely places.
I really hope you find someone.
No.86462
>Think about Zyzz
>Google Zyzz music mix for motivation and get some new tunes
>No one has made a 2016 one
>I don't think there will be one
Well I guess. Time to move on?
No.86464
>>86368
I was with her early valentines day morning because I was with her and her friends the night before, an he knows now. Her and I started talking and she let it slip that she's had a little crush on me and she's had dreams about me, and I felt exactly the same, even the dream thing, then we were holding hands, the kissing and then we were fucking for about an hour and a half, jesus she was tight, no idea how I lasted so long. Anyways that's pretty much all there is to tell, besides the fact that my best friend has tried to kill himself before and I saved him.
I'm still not feeling any guilt for this, what's going on ??
>>86369
I know im a shitty friend
>>86430
Thanks for the feedback
I hope this goes to show you all to be careful who you trust, gong to go try to find my morality now
No.86465
>>86440
lament
According to dating site statistics bald guys don't do a ton worse than guys with hair. I would say that if it gets to a really noticeable point just shave it clean (and wash your head a lot, it gets really gross).
>>86464
>no idea how I lasted so long.
erectile dysfunction?
No.86466
>>86465
Probably was erectile dysfunction, but I'm 19, hopefully it was a one time thing
No.86468
>>86466
Are you overweight?
No.86469
>be me age 7
>parents break up: dad a drunken loser, mom goes off in foreign country to work for a house or we
>generally loser loner kid
Fast forward 8 years
>finally making social progress, 1 year after being reunited with mom
>realize humans are trashbags most of the time, revert back to being a loner, except I unlocked the cool status and I have 2-3 close people to talk to
Fast forward 6 more years
>unfriended random 9+/10 qt from hundreds of miles away because she didn't remember my voice after a fuckton of talking
Fast forward 6 months
>she started going on my profile and liking and sharing my things
>clearly wanting attention
>Feels.exe
>have random fuckbuddy
>be in relationship with anoter chick from few miles away
>tfw I'm degenerate
>tfw I've never been seriously attracted to girls in my town, except for a qt weeb that's transgender or some shit + didn't like me back
>I wanna start talking to hundreds miles away chick again, but I know it's futile. Also I think I still like her. (Because well I did)
> Actual gf really neat, wanna meet up w her and spend time w her, but can't. Fuckbuddy is getting attached. Really cool girl, lovely body, but my feels are somewhere else.
>keep flirting with others for the shits n giggles and because I am probably retarded
>tfw I probably have daddy issues
>tfw I need motherly affection aka mommy issues I guess
>tfw swole and handsome just to look like an achiever, under a mask of loneliness
>tfw I miss dad, but seeing him would be retarded and bothersome
Tfw you just have to carry on with your feels and move on with life, having yourself only as true support. Give me a hug, /fit/…
No.86472
>>86469
>having a fuckbuddy and a gf
>being attracted to a tranny
>still holding out for a girl really far away
Clean up your relationships. Maybe it would help your mommy issues to have a serious monogamous relationship.
No.86475
>>86472
I know what you're saying man, but, retarded as it may sound, I was kinda puhed here. Due to fucked up shit going on, I can't meet with actual gf now or in the near future, plus it's already been a few months. And I need them sexuals for a "normal" life, and so this chick just popped up and seemed pretty eager to… You know. But I swear I just wanna have the gf in my arms right now. Hold her tight. All the romancey shit. And random attractions and missing people and w.e are just because I'm emotionally unstable, which is easy to understand. I could easily have a monogamous reationship right away, but the attraction would be rather meh, and I really don't wanna quit on actual gf. Like really.
I know I sound like a whiny sudumb bitch, but it's actually been tearing me down for some time..
No.86480
>>86266
>Intentionally spend Valentine's day alone
>Playing video games and watching TV
>Get a text from two different chics I'm fucking
>Don't reply to either until the next day
>Chat to a female friend about her shitty Valentine's
>Go to the gym
>Shoulder hurts
>More video games
Besides the sore shoulder it went exactly as planned.
No.86484
>>86465
Man i don't want to get bald. Fuck life. Why can't this start when im 50?
No.86493
>>86484
i found my first grey hair when i was 21
i'm 27 now and am visibily getting gray as fuck
i blame my father, he was a whitehead when he was 35
No.86494
>>86480
>having a fuckbuddy
How?
No.86499
>>86484
If you're bald at a young age in Germany will people think you're a nazi? Or are bald nazis just an American thing?
My bro took a genetic test and has male pattern baldness. I'm scared.
No.86504
>>86468
Not even close, maybe I lasted so long because I knew it was wrong deep down, or maybe it was because she was so damn tight. My friend must have a micro dick.
No.86509
>>86480
>>86494
Yes how fellow Ausbro assuming the flag isn't bullshit then spill the beans kient
No.86511
>>86504
>Too tight, that's why I didn't cum.
I'm calling virgin underage larper fag on this one.
No.86515
>>86511
Perhaps it was just a case of vagina dentata that caused the issue.
No.86519
>>86499
I don't know, i don't even know a single guy who's bald. You're making it worse
>>86493
You can easily fix that just by dyeing, right? Wouldn't worry about that at all.
No.86520
>>86499
>If you're bald at a young age in Germany will people think you're a nazi? Or are bald nazis just an American thing?
Not the german you're talking to, but I know plenty of bald guys. This isn't generally equated with being a nazi.
>>86504
Seriously, shut the fuck up and piss off already. I think you're a shitty person and I don't feel like helping you at all, and judging by how everyne else has told you to stick it, I'd say I'm not alone.
No.86529
>>86298
What's the problem between you two?
>>86309
joocy
>>86493
white hair is sexy
No.86539
>>86529
Well, I want you to imagine that he is the kind of father who'd ask you "How old are you again, son?"
The one who would call you a faggot over something stupid like buying the wrong newspaper
And the one who's convinced that the beat way to raise a child properly is being overly protective while doing beat-the-crap-outta-your-son*5
Also forcing you to do stuff you hate as a young kid
As a high schooler, he would probably frown upon me taking a choice he doesn't find pleasing, even if it was my life I am not picking something stupid, I want to major in computer science and do my post grad on Artificial Intelligence while sorting out where I want to do grad and post grad and where I hope to work, but no…he wants me to be a cyber security expert, who would hire a sand nigger other than some regular companies as a security expert, why does he live in a more sci Fi world than I do
Also ridiculing 90% of my reading choices because they aren't what he enjoys
Basically, he was never there after I turned 6 or so,whenever I needed help, I would ask my mother, same goes for money
Seriously, If I do the stuff he keeps bugging me about buying him the newspaper, praying, waking up and going to sleep on time…etc we would seldom have conversations
He doesn't want to take much responsibility, and never wants to take blame I guess he would stay in a house with his books if money and food stuff were sorted out
Fuck it Spain, now you got me into some awful mood
No.86543
>>86529
Well, I want you to imagine that he is the kind of father who'd ask you "How old are you again, son?"
The one who would call you a faggot over something stupid like buying the wrong newspaper
And the one who's convinced that the best way to raise a child properly is being overly protective while doing beat-the-crap-outta-your-son*5
Also forcing you to do stuff you hate as a young kid
As a high schooler, he would probably frown upon me taking a choice he doesn't find pleasing, even if it was my life I am not picking something stupid, I want to major in computer science and do my post grad on Artificial Intelligence while sorting out where I want to do grad and post grad and where I hope to work, but no…he wants me to be a cyber security expert, who would hire a sand nigger other than some regular companies as a security expert, why does he live in a more sci fi world than I do
Also ridiculing 90% of my reading choices because they aren't what he enjoys
Basically, he was never there after I turned 6 or so,whenever I needed help, I would ask my mother, same goes for money
Seriously, If I do the stuff he keeps bugging me about buying him the newspaper, praying, waking up and going to sleep on time…etc we would seldom have conversations
He doesn't want to take much responsibility, and never wants to take blame
I guess he would stay in a house with his books if money and food stuff were sorted out
Fuck it Spain, now you got me into some awful mood
No.86544
Okay, Fredric, get your goddamn shit together and fix your goddamn crippled website
No.86555
>>86511
I could get screenshots of my texts to the grill but we don't talk about sex, just how we fucked up, so it would not be proof
>>86520
Yeah I get the point, I'll fuck off now
No.86606
>>86539
shit happens i guess, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and shit, as katy perry said, how common are sandstorms there?
No.86627
>>86544
Kikewheels abandoned 8chan and is working on an Emoji language.
I'm not joking: https://8ch.net/tech/res/523015.html
No.86631
>>86627
I don't even….
Does cripplekike even?
I don't know what to say
No.86667
>20
>steam friend who 14 is getting laid
>I am still virgin
>still have 40 pounds before skinny
>Thought it was 25
>Still hanging in there
No.86668
>>86667
Get fit and then get laid, anon. We can make it.
No.86696
>>86627
How many measle-vaccine-shots do you have to drink for breakfast to reach this level of autism?
No.87131
>tfw thought I outgrew SS or SL and went for Candito's 6 week
>tfw first week had me lifting only 90 Kgs for muh diddylift when I had just diddylifted 125 Kgs the week before
>tfw changed Gyms, first time diddylifting here
>tfw couldn't diddylift 130 Kgs
>tfw after deloading, still couldn't diddylift 120 Kgs
>tfw ended up deloading 25 Kgs all the way to 2pl8
>tfw
No.87134
>>87131
I went to Candito's 2 weeks ago, sticked to it for 1 week then went to SL this week
It had me diddylift 105 Kgs
No.87140
>>87134
How the fuck you couldn't deadlift the same weight? less leg drive?
>>86627
WTF is happening with autismwheels?
No.87155
Every time I'm left alone with my thoughts, my brain fills with anxiety about almost everything in my life.
>that broken thing on the car I haven't repaired yet
>need to find a better job that doesn't leave me penniless after paying household bills
>I'll never meet a woman I genuinely care about and I'll die alone
>I need to do my taxes
>there's a lot of dishes in the sink but I don't want to do them because the counter is too low and bending over ever-so-slightly hurts my back after a while
>why didn't I stay in college
>why did I even go to college in the first place
>would I have been better off just working straight out of highschool because I'd have the same level of education but no loans to pay off
>I'm such a goddamn disappointment to my parents why do they keep pretending to love me
>I feel like I forgot something important that's gonna catch me by surprise this week
>Nobody at work has told me I'm doing a good job or thanked me for anything recently, and my supervisor gave me the stinkeye when I was having a conversation with a coworker, oh god they're gonna fire me
>shit I haven't done [insert miscellaneous chores here] which one do i start with
>god my house is a mess, if my parents visited tomorrow I'd be up shit creek
>I owe my dad money, he says it's okay and he doesn't care if I ever repay him but I know he's lying
>if I got in a car accident and died, they'd find all my embarrassing shit because I don't hide it because I live alone
and so on.
It's so bad that I listen to music or have TV on in the background constantly, just so I'm distracted enough that the thoughts can't creep in. I tried one of those adult coloring books because it's supposed to calm you down or something, and it was even worse than normal. It's never just one thing, it's ALL OF IT at once. Tons of responsibilities and things I should be doing, so much that I can't decide which thing to take care of and cross off the list first, so I end up doing nothing. I can only manage to get to the gym because I place literally everything else below it on my priorities.
I asked my friend if this happens to him, since he's the same age as me and presumably has similar insecurities about adulthood or whatever. He was like "no dude… that's fucked up."
Why these things?
No.87160
>>87155
get your shit together anon and stop procrastinating. you make excuses, put things off and at the end of you day you accomplish nothing.
No.87172
>>86266
I made a couple of threads back in October and November on this board bitching about being fat. I should have listened to your advice. It is too late for me now.
No.87178
>>86266
>be me
>decide after work to get cheap protein and splurge on a quadruple patty burger from fast food joint
>get home feeling unsatisfied but full
>later that night
>feel urge to shit, make it to the bathroom just in time
>liquid shit shoots out so fast it splatters the floating diahrrea in the bowl onto my cheeks
>after i purged my anus, i shower
>urge to fart incoming, hold cheek to the side using proper form
>shit squirts out instead
>use my feet to squish the splattered shit chunks into the drain
>mfw
No.87194
>>87155
Meditate. Sit down, shut your eyes. Count your breaths. Let your thoughts arise and let them go.
Look up 'undoing yourself…' By Christopher Hyatt. Do his exercises every day. It works.
Lux ex tenebris frater.
No.87220
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>Hurt my knee running last week
>made a lot of gains last semester, but finals and holidays caused me to backslide to my starting weight
>Last semester of uni, I will graduate with a worthless degree history
>For numerous possible reasons (Low test, ED, porn addiction, depression) can't get erect for my gf
>Don't have any libido IRL, but can masturbate for hours to porn
>Usually get half-hard, then cum immediately inside of her
>She is supportive, but I know it is hard (hah) on her
>Try to compensate with lots of oral, but it isn't the same
My ED didn't used to be this bad, I am 23 and my dick is not functional. Anyone else in this situation? Should I do nofap or is that a stale meme?
No.87221
>>87220
To clarify, I have tried nofap numerous times, but without internet pornography I am borderline asexual, which is a strain on our relationship.
I am about four days into another attempt, my record for going without porn is 22 days, but everytime I meet that milestone I succumb.
My personal situation leads me to believe the nofap rhetoric on rewiring neural pathways for sexal appetites is correct, but would like to hear other anons' opinions on the subject.
No.87222
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>>87220
Maybe your dick is just super fat and long so it has a hard time staying hard? Idk I fap twice a day at least, lift shitty weight, do shitty cardio, and manage to stay hard for as long as I want even after ejaculation. Could you possibly be gay? Maybe cocks are what really turn you on and not the girl herself.
No.87228
>>87140
Well, I dunno Hue
I was slightly fatigued, didn't get enough rest before the diddylift set because Gym was closing due to maintenance
And all in all, I am doing SL so I had squatted 5*5 prior to diddylifting
A mix of all that plus that I went straight to a heavier weight, so it was probably mental as well
No.87231
>>87222
>Maybe your dick is just super fat and long so it has a hard time staying hard?
Nope, my dick is an average size, and I used to have really hard erections. I am pretty sure the ED is either caused by mental issues or poor dietary/sleep hygiene
>Could you possibly be gay? Maybe cocks are what really turn you on and not the girl herself.
Anecdotal evidence inbound
My whole sexual history has been tied to porn, about 12 years of hardcore use, and it has lead to a gradual escalation of sexual fetishes over the years.
I can pinpoint fetish pics from various porn artists which explicitly disgusted me six or seven years ago, that now arouse me more than tamer material.
One area where this occurred was gay porn. For the first four or five years I got off to explicitly straight porn, but this led to a gradual acceptance of futa porn, then extreme proportions futa porn, then traps (myself in the dominant position), within the last two three years gay porn (as equals), and in the last year or two gay porn with myself in the submissive position.
I know the common argument is that futa doesn't make you gay, but in my personal experience (for what it is worth), it makes you gay, or at least more likely to accept unnatural fetishes you would not otherwise enjoy.
If my first exposure to gay porn felt immediately 'right' or 'hotter' than straight porn, I would be inclined to agree with you, but that was not the case.
Instead I unintentionally conditioned myself to allow a wider scope of acceptable porn genres gradually over a period of years, and as a result have acclimated to exceedingly femininized roles.
Tldr: no, I am not naturally gay, but chasing a harder and harder dopamine high over the last decade has led me to be bi-or pansexual.
I want to avoid blaming everything on my porn addiction, but at the same time suspect a large part of my ED lies in the evolution of the addiction. Any advice on a solution would be appreciated.
>inb4 not your blog
No.87232
>>87231
you don't need nofap for physical reasons, you need it for psychological reasons. abstaining from your myriad fetishes might make you harder for vanilla after a while.
OR
you could try fapping exclusively to vanilla and maybe you'll rediscover a taste for it
OR
get your GF to peg you
No.87237
>>87232
>Get your GF peg you
Interacting with dedicated subs online has given me an idea of what leads down that path: the notion of being sub in a straight relationship usually leads to ruin. The submissive straight men I have interacted with are self-destructive, disgustingly pathetic, and the various flavors of sub all ultimately turn out to be cuckolds, wanting some dominant man with normal sexuality to come along and take their women.
>AnthonyBurch.jpg
My gf is wife material, I don't want my current warped sexuality to destroy our relationship if there is even the slightest chance of reversing the psychological damage to my sexuality.
As previously mentioned, I'm back on nofap, and will combine it with kegels to strengthen my pelvic floor muscles, as proponents of kegels claim it helps get harder/longer erections for men.
Thanks for the suggestions, if nofap doesn't work for me I will try your suggestion of exclusively fapping to vanilla. Hopefully it won't come to that.
No.87263
I was proud of myself for finally making it to 100 pounds + bar after a month of actually trying, until I found out it effectively means nothing at all and some dudes my age do more than that on their first try no problem.
I feel like my "progress" is absolutely worthless.
No.87270
>>87263
Out of curiosity, what lift is that?
Dont compare yourself to other people. There is always going to be someone who can lift more than you. Noone cares about how much you lift.
No.87273
>>87270
Bench, Squat, Deadlift, Standing Mil. Press, and Pendlay rows. Been keeping them at the same weight.
No.87275
>>87273
>squat/deadlift same as military press
Americans are disgusting creatures but that is horrific. You are wasting so much time with that. Are you just too lazy to change weights or what? You can almost certainly deadlift/squat double what you press. Are you autistic and have to have everything the same? This is ridiculous.
No.87276
>>87275
h-ha ha talking shit are we? isn't it t-time for daily salah britcuck? ch-checkem
in truth I just have no idea what I'm doing, I'm very very new to this entire concept
No.87301
>>87134
>>87131
Egypt pls you didn't even try, there's a good reason for doing what it tells you to do
>>87172
what do you mean too late?
>>87276
Well as the brit told you, lifting all the lifts with the same weight is idiotic, there's a somewhat handy ratio 1(ohp/military)/2(bench press)/3(squat)/4(deadlift), now it's not that you should follow that like a rule my own ratio is a bit far from that but it should give you an idea.
But tbh, haven't you felt the difference? how some lifts are tough and others are dead easy?
No.87312
My feels aren't heavy, but
>have some stomach chub
>have minor gynecomastia
>breasts jut out as far as my belly
>makes my body look like a cylinder
>people think I have a well built chest, but I can only bench 120
>can either lose weight and be a titted skelly, or bulk and probably get rounder
The man in the mirror grimaces at me.
No.87325
>tfw may have klinefelter's
No.87345
>>87301
Spain, I decided to leave Candito for now to pursue my noobgainz
No.87352
>>87172
there ain't no too late
i thought it was too late for me too
then i quit drinking, stopped smoking and lost 35kg in the last year.
my lifts are complete shit but i am doing low weight high reps for extra fat burning at the moment anyway so i don't expect much gainz (as i still need to drop 25 kg at least)
No.87419
>>87352
Dude, eat at maintenance, up your Protein intake, eat clean, do cardio on resting days and fuckin' do SS or SL
You should be building fuckin' strength, bruh
No.87436
No.87615
I wish I felt like a man. I wish I knew what it was like to command respect and be desired by women. I spend all day in a classroom learning a STEM field my family picked for me and like every Friday night I'm in my dorm reading comics. I thought lifting would fix this. I thought getting big and strong would help me. All the four plate bench does for me is prevent me from going out because I need to sleep in and recover if I want to get 425.
No.87622
>>87615
guy that did the exact opposite here mate. you're not missing out on fucking anything. i fucked up my education by partying a lot and most of it is a blur anyway. the result is that i am a 27 year old fat dude that is struggling to finish his studies, and i am running out of time.
you might feel like you're missing something, but believe me, you don't. while some dyelfags are partying now, fucking and knocking up some drunk college sluts and basically force themselves to marry them only to hate their life from that point on, you can end your education, get a great job and have a good physique. you'll be swimming in women mate.
No.87624
>>87615
Being swole isn't gonna help your autism. But if you think you'll be happier if you're able to socialize then go fucking socialize. Nobody's gonna care about you if you spend all your time in your room.
And >>87622 is right. Partying is not an important thing. Better to spend your free time on something that matters.
No.87626
It's 3:30 AM. I can make myself run in the snow and lift when I would rather do anything else, but I can't get to bed before 3:00 AM.
I want to smell dawn air and fresh coffee again.
No.87633
>>87626
Pop some caffeine into your system, stay up for an all nighter cut the caffeine 4 hours before sleep time and do some effort before sleep time to get tired
Might as well check all the sleep fitness shit in the sticky
No.87749
>>87155
You have anxiety and possibly depression. Definitely anxiety.
No.87750
>>87237
Dude try this http://yourbrainonporn.com/hypnosis-script-for-becoming-porn-free its been helping me a ton. Also sign up for the fortifyprogram its great and I've been making alot of progress with dealing with my porn addiction.
No.87753
>Me
>Posted to shit ass town I'm in now in August
>Still no friends
>No social life here
>When I do drink, I drink alone in my rom
>Rotator cuff tendonitis
Just shoot me please.
No.87757
>>86326
You disloyal faggot. Nothing more disgusting than treachery like yours.
0/10
Would NEVER friend
No.87760
>>87615
Go party then to prove to yourself that you're not missing out. Even going out once every 20 weeks will stave off those thoughts.
No.87763
>Busy 5am to 8pm working a lab job and going to college as a biomedical engineer
>Haven't had a friend in five years
>Haven't had a conversation with anyone but my mom in about two years
>Lifting feels ridiculously good, I literally get scared when I think I can't lift that day
>Eat noodles, sausage, brocolli, and two glasses of juice 3 times a day, every day (3kcal), and have for the past two years, absolutely love it
>Linear gains at 2.5plaet ATG 5x5 skwat, 3.5plaet 5x5 deadlift, 2plaet 5x5 benchpress, t-bar rows, pullups, OHP, Frontsquat
>Have gained 20lb in the past six months
>I've had to buy new pants every couple months for the past year because my quads are growing so fast
I both hate and love the iron, just as I both hate and love myself
No.87765
>>86484
Be happy dude, bald guys gets all the fun, remember Vin Diesel? How about Pit Bull? Or Bruce Willis? Successful bald bros who gets all the pussy, get some personality and work that magic with your muscles brah.
No.87834
>>86326
Not if you tell him.
No.87890
>>87753
Posted?
>>87763
>I both hate and love the iron, just as I both hate and love myself
Don't we all brother?
No.88013
>go out to pub
>end of night, walk home
>see life long crush with manlet doctor
>walk past and pretend not to see
>they end up walking behind me on same route by coincidence
>hear them flirt and laugh and enjoy themselves for several yards
>lift for one less person the next day
No.88031
>>88013
>lift for one less person the next day
>not lifting for one person only:yourself
No.88040
>>88013
Lift for yourself brah. You'll get yourself a lass and you will laugh and love together. Life has just begun. Cultivate the capacity for joy, reject resentment.
The book is never closed until you are dead.
No.88058
>>87220
I know your feels bro; I stopped masturbating to porn cold turkey, but continued masturbating to the thought of my fiance dominating me once a day. Eventually you will get as horny (if not more so) as you were while watching porn. If you have fetishes, talk to your girlfriend about them, she may even find them kinky. Not watching porn will be a battle (I've been off of it for 3 months and I still get urges "just to look", but I never do. You can make it bro.
No.88060
>>87237
To be clear on this as well, if you take my advice that I listed above, make sure to always properly fuck your girlfriend and not let your kinks run your life. I always give my fiance a hard fucking in either missionary or doggy after she rides my face, heaven for both of us
No.88061
>>86436
wax your balls
Trust me. It will breathe life into your loins
>>86440
>>86465
>get haircut yesterday
>barber mentions how "nice and thick" my hair is several times
>It's got a reasonable amount of silver in it so I don't know
>>87231
Dude, I started with hardcore porn at 11 and have been going strong for 13 years. Regular porn still gets me off with the right circumstances (hot girl, sensual motion) and I can get into /monster/.
If you're saying that you can watch gay porn without being repulsed then you're likely developing some tolerance for it and not actually becoming gay.
No.88062
>>88061
Your history of porn reminds me of my own. I have been watching this shit since I was twelve or so, and I can still get off watching heterosexual couples do it in the missionary position, under the right circumstances.
No.88106
>>88062
Where will you be in 20 years though? in 30? what are you going to find sexy by then?
No.88142
>take a muay thai class
>qt in the class
>big tits with the right amount of chub high test alpha male
>swear she always steals glances at me, especially today during warm-up
>I'm either an idiot for thinking this or an idiot for being oblivious
The biggest issue is that I think she mentioned she had a kid. I don't think I would really mind that inb4 cuck but as of now I'm a loser with no real prospects. I don't want a family until I can support one.
No.88167
>>88106
My kinkyness has peaked a few years ago, I think. Since then, by and large, it has already decreased a little bit. Same with how often I masturbate.
No.88345
>>88142
Fuck her before you consider becoming daddy. She might be a complete cunt.
>tfw ohp 60kg for the first time
>tfw no positive reaction images
No.88665
>>88040
>>88031
this is the best board
No.88682
>tfw overdid squats on thursday
>hamstrings feel really tight
>stretch a lot before trying today
>only manage warm up and one set before it hurts too much
>cant do deads properly either now
>think itll take a week or maybe more before i can get back to squatting
Fuck sake, i knew it was stupid but tried anyway
No.88692
>>88682
but nigga overtraining is a myth
No.88704
>>87750
I love the fortify program, so great to hear someone on the 8chins doing the same thing
No.88720
>>88682
Blueberries or cherrie for l-tyrosine (muscle rehab). Steam room and ice pool.
No.88771
>be a powerlifter
>been lifting for ~9 months
>can't bench 225 for the life of me
>190 for 6? sure!
>215 for 2? sure!
>225 for 1? lolnope!
I'll probably never bench 500 and it saddens me greatly. (Not giving up on the dream of a 500 bench though.)
Don't get me wrong, I'm not disappointed with my progress, I just wish my body would cooperate and realize it's real lifting hours so I could smash that MF 2pl8.
No.88774
I've been doing pretty well with my lifting. I finally hit 3pl8 not too long ago, though my upper body is a little behind. If you haven't used heavygrips yet, try them out.
I'm actually happy with how things are going. I'm going back to trade school to learn automation while finally having steady work. Life is pretty much just lifting, running, class, studying and working. I sleep in a sleeping bag and my apartment is pretty much the definition of spartan. Believe it or not, I'm the happiest I've ever been. Doing positive things feels good. Took me a little longer than I would have liked to sort things out, but I'm finally doing it. I feel like a penguin that finally found his way home.
>>88771
Don't worry about it dude, you'll get there. Just make sure to eat enough and sleep enough.
No.88793
>>88692
Overtraining is a myth. Staleness isn't a myth. Deloads working isn't a myth, either.
No.88886
No.88890
>>88771
Eat like a horse or start doing some higher rep work for awhile.
No.88891
>>88793
I like you, idk if your the same guy but everytime I see your flag it's a quality post. I think you said I'm your soul mate once too <3.
N-no h-homo
No.88897
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>Went to gym today.
>Gym full of rejects, a qt with a bf, and chad
>Accidentally take Chad's bench
> Chad goes around me and comes back and say, hey I'm using this, I went to the water closet
>Tell chad in the most autistic way but manly way, well, the gym is full and fuck I didn't see your ass here
>Chad says fuck it, and say, hey, you want to work in with us.
>Work in with his buddy who is overweight and big, but is trying to make.
>Feels good seeing another one trying to make it
>Tell chad about me going from 300lbs to 210.
>Make a gym bro out of Chad
>Cue Pain and Gain and Arnold and Lou friendship montage
>Feels good man.
No.88898
>>88886
Fuck. I forgot to type squat.
No.88899
No.88940
>>88774
>>88890
the worst part is that I know I'm strong enough to do it, I just have a huge mental block because >2pl8
In fact, I hit a 220lb bench at my meet in November and it flew up, and I'm definitely stronger than I was then
No.88977
>>88897
>making friends at the gym
This is beyond me
No.88979
>>88940
When you are repping 3 plates you are going to think back to how much of a weiner you were for having a mental block at 2 plates.
No.88980
>>88891
Thank you, Amerifriend. We're all gonna make it. Then gaysex, but n-no homo, of course
No.88983
>>88940
Mind over matter faggot. Your brain plays a bigger role in strength training than you'd think, your CNS. This is why you can see newbies shoot up in strength over night even with a shit diet. Be safe of course but don't be afraid to push yourself.
No.89005
>>88977
Even worse is when you become friendly enough to nod/wave at each other but aren't really friends, it becomes awkard as fuck sometimes
No.89010
Good feel for a change- went to deadlift, bar was already loaded with 1pl8 but lying a stupid distance from the rubber mats (free weights are kept in a wood floor basketball court) so I just casually walked up to it and picked it up with one hand and carried it at my side over to the mats. My lifts are still amateur but it was pretty great not having to deload the bar to move it 30 feet, or use both hands and awkwardly waddle.
No.89019
>>89005
I do introductions then instantly forgot what their name is, every day after they say "hey anon" and I come back with a'hey, guy' or something equally faggy. I am the worst of people.
No.89092
>Started going to the gym a few months ago
>Less than 4 months actually
>Wasn't following a perfect diet and probably the most shitty routine ever
>Wasn't able to do pushups at all when I started
>Decide to work my way there using chairs to elevate my hand
>say "Maybe I should try regular pushups, just for the sake of it"
>Get to the floor
>nohomo
>Push
>I did 6 pushups with great form and with relative ease
>I could do more after a minute's rest
>tfw I actually can do 6 or more pushups
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>dat " 'MURICA FUCK YEAH" genuine moment
>Not even 'Murican
>tfw
No.89115
>>89019
I've known a guy I work with daily for a year and a half, still don't know his name. just go "hey man"
No.89117
>>89115
>>89019
Shit, same here
There is that dude I study with, probably after class he'd ask me "What route are you taking, Anon?"
"Uh, this one I guess"
"Mind if I tag along?"
Of course saying that I do mind is extremely rude, he keeps saying hey anon every time he sees me, and I am just like "Oh, hey!"
Couldn't remember his name
No.89136
>>89092
What't happned to your ip egypt?
No.89139
>>87757
I agree, I am a shit friend but he's also a shitty guy. On time he convinced me to go for a girl that I kinda liked and then he went for her too and started banging her.
And he had a gf at the time
No.89140
No.89142
>>89136
I don't fuckin' know, Spain
The ISP is probably doing some weird shit and I can't find a way to regain my ip or my flag
would appreciate it if an Anon knows what to do
No.89209
>>89142
use an Egyptian proxy. It won't be your ip, and it will slow down your internet (though you could just turn it off) but you will have your flag back.
No.89212
>>89092
>be me
>fat all my life
>start going to /fit/
>start workout with dumbbells because autistic as fuck/extremely anti-social and not enough space for a barbell
>noobgains are slow as shit
>3rd month in and only benching 15kg /hand
>rowing 22.5kg
>curls 12.5kg
>after shower stretch in front of mirror
>randomly flex muscles
>chest muscles start flexing for the first time in my fucking life
>best feeling ever
gonna make it, even if takes longer.
No.89245
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two years ago
>had some serious social anxiety issues
>had a ridiculous self absorbed mentality for couple decades
>couldn't have a real conversation with barely anyone
>every time someone looked at me in the eye I would get confused and it would be extremely awkward
>could not hug a girl, nor shake hands with a men
>if I was with someone of a higher social status I would inconveniently laugh of every joke he'd make
>would repeat the same phrase twice before people understand what I said I'm the dude who a girl said I spoke with a penis in my mouth, I'm glad it is over
>were very good at the guitar but was too ashamed of playing it
join local gym
this year
>life completely changed
>going out at leat once a week
>I can talk to people making deep eye contact
>a woman actually said that she get embarrassed when she's talking to me because I look too deep in the eye
>girls don't scare me anymore, I can talk to them and not get red
>"damn, anon. I can't believe you don't pick up more girls. you're a very good at speaking"
probably because I just recently developed these abilities
>can talk firmly with anyone in the gym
>I can play guitar and sing to completely strangers
>respect for me in every social circle increases
>friends actually wanting to hang out with me
I'm not that guy who they call to drive they home and pay their bill anymore
Still a lot to work on. I want to stop giving a fuck about what people think about me by the end of this year.
No.89254
>>89212
That's pretty fucking weak dude, you should be doing way better than that.
Go to a gym, don't be a faggot.
>>89245
Good on you m8, i'm getting there too.
No.89273
>>89245
>be complete social outcast for all my life
>don't know anyone
>don't talk to anyone
>have no actual friends
>had 1 year of lifting already
>gym not helping autism
this year
>develop new mentality
>say whatever comes to my mind first
>don't care if people think i'm acting autistic
>realize that girls aren't another species
>if someone doesn't like me, then fuck them, they don't need to be my friend
made 12 acquaintances/friends (of which 7 are girls) on top of the 3 people that used to talk to me out of pity
We're all going to make it brehs
No.89276
>Used to be a fatfuck throughout most of highschool
>Talk very awkward and, even though I had a good amount of friends, they thought I was weird at times
>Junior year comes around
>Start playing football and browsing 4/fit/
>Start getting more confident and talk like I belong
>Senior year
>Start getting some serious newbie gains and git gud at football.
>Find 8/fit/ and look forward to reading posts
>Everything feels good
Finding both /fit/ was honestly the best that ever happened to me.
No.89277
No.89280
>>89212
I was never fat but this was me about 3/4 months in too.
I laughed and gave myself a genuine wink in the mirror after I first did it. It's nice when you see the sides of your abs coming in too.
>>89254
Shit's hard early on if you're a sedentary fucker all your life yo, it's not all meteoric gainz you get overconfidence injuries that stop you then you get paranoid about it happening again.
I agree he should try a gym or get a barbell though I did around month 4.
No.89289
No.89291
>mfw found /fit/ a couple of months ago
>got nice noob gains
>into college by now
>the classroom respects me and likes me a little
>tfw I'm the bulkan dude who uses a hoodie
>new friends in my gym
>all of them solid blokes
>can hold a conversation now without too much autism
>going all pretty good
/fit/ Sincerely is the best board, I love you guys N-no homo
No.89300
>>86295
5' 11" at 165 here,
I once was 195-200, and a total fatass.
my goal is getting down to 10% BF. I once lived like you, but after a while you forget the taste of everything that once made you fat. Once you start to look better in the mirror, you will NEVER miss your old self.
The taste of processed shit wears off, the blubber is forever.
No.89313
>>89254
my main problem is that i completely forgot about core strength and started incorporating planks and crunches just 2 weeks ago.
i can bench more weight, but i can't get up with these weights without risking to slam them on my knees
rows are at their max at the moment and curls are too
>tfw no friends
No.89314
No.89364
Fucking bitch, why did i fall in love with her…
No.89367
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No.89375
>>89364
You aren't our fullhomo Spaniard regular, are you?
Drop some details tho, bruh
No.89393
>>86499
Not unless you're in full-on skinhead gear.
No.89394
>>89300
Pizza made me fat, and I seriously don't think I'll ever give it up. Shit's too good. I don't eat processed garbage anymore like chips and soda and microwave meals, but pizza isn't going anywhere.
No.89400
>>89364
Say no more, that's a heavy feel, brother.
No.89409
>>89280
>Overconfidence Injuries
Fuck me that hits close to home. Greetings from snap city.
No.89410
>>89375
well, we talked dirty a bit last sunday but then i text her this thursday and she's all like "leave me alone" and shit, worst of all is she's got a "nude" photo (she's backwards, you can't really see anything) on her whatsapp profile picture, it makes me a bit jealous
i've seen more spaniards here, can't answer your question, i'm not that regular, i only come here to show progress, and that's not so often
no homo
>>89400
do you think this feellifting will keep me in shape?
No.89444
>>89364
Women are temptresses, sometimes the temptation gets too much.
What went wrong hombre?
No.89453
>>89313
It seems you don't squat/deadlift, which are the most important lifts there are, seriously if you want to get somewhere go to a gym or get a barbell.
>>89273
>>89245
>>89291
what's the secret brazil?
No.89460
>>89453
Stop overthinking too hard and just do your shit nigger. Really. I do all kinds of stupid and embarrassing stuff almost everyday, but I don't let it get to me (or that's what I think). This will help you a lot to being confident with yourself.
Still not that good with girls, but I am slowly making gains there too.
No.89473
>>88897
>water closet
Did he actually fucking say that?
No.89474
>>89473
How did we miss this?
No.89477
>>89473
Woah, is that a bong with a burger VPN? I always thought it was the burgers who used VPNs.
No.89483
>>89453
basically this >>89460
Don't overthink, JUST do it. The most important things i have to remind myself of is that people normally don't hold grudges and/or easily forget if you do something wrong or embarassing, it's just you overthinking it.
Even if you do something really embarassing just joke about it, lighthearted fun fixes anything.
And that people aren't extraordinary, no one is. That oneitis of yours is just like any girl ever to exist in the world
Like any type of gains, social skils are something that you need to develop, you aren't born with them
>tfw almost literally beating myself over something stupid i did friday even though it is so trivial that i don't think anybody noticed
No.89492
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>>89453
It's just going on and doing your shit like >>89460 and >>89483 have said, forget the small things and try to do your best in everyday life, you want to do something but yourself is the weight on your mental back? lift it and carry on, it gets easier. Video probably relatedIf you're going to try, go all the way, otherwise don't even start, go all the way
No.89530
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>>89410
>That feel when it's been over for a while but you still can't stop thinking about her
Use the feels to fuel the gains my friend, there will be more girls in time.
No.89581
>>89492
>>89483
>>89460
ty, i try to do that, slowly but surely, perhpas too slowly
it was a joke though, since thre brazilian posters basically posted the same thing
No.89598
>>88940
here, I finally benched lmao2pl8 tonight. Thanks for the ecouragement, /fit/. luv u
n-no homo
No.89626
>>89598
Good job nigga, keep that work and focus on lmao3pl8 now. Gonna make it
No.89633
Any skeletons with weak connective tissue and shit?
>5'11" hungry skellington
>bulk from 66.8 to 75kg
>get sick twice fall to 66.8
>bulk back to 73
>partially torn tricep tendon, ulnar nerve bruising from doing 60kg bench for reps, 30-40kg OHP, 18kg db overhead press
>heal up
>going slow
>80kg box squat
>sharp pain in knees
>think I have fucking plica syndrome
Riddled with weak connective tissue and pains. Probably progressing tok fast. Ice packing and rehabbing knee. Once it feels better gonna ease into a full body program and fuck 2016 up if I don't get injured
No.89636
89633
>elbow popping at the bottom of the press
No.89639
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>>89636
Strengthen surrounding muscles and build connective tissue with high reps low weight brah. We're all gonna make it out of snap city
No.89648
>>86317
I think so long you're not ugly like me, you'll be fine. Just keep meeting people and get into shape.
No.89658
>>89648
>Australians
>Ugly
Serious?
No.90124
I had a dream last night that I met a girl who was my perfect idea of a girl, personality-wise. We liked the same major things, but had enough different interests to keep conversation from stagnating. We hung out a lot and had those conversations about nothing that last until sunrise. I helped her with stuff she didn't understand, she helped me with stuff I didn't care to understand. She didn't seem to mind that I was fat and started accompanying me to the gym for encouragement. One day we were swimming laps in the pool and got into a playful argument and started splashing and wrestling, and ended up with me holding her and staring into each others eyes. The stare's sexual tension collapsed into a voilent aquatic makeout session since we were alone in the pool, which then transitioned into her reaching down and giving me a handjob. But I couldn't get it up because of some combination of virgin nervousness and fapping too much, and she got mad that I wasn't attracted to her and left. She didn't talk to me for a few days and I was trying to get ahold of her to explain that she's everything I want in the world and it was just nerves due to my inexperience. Then we both ended up at a mutual friend's house and couldn't get a moment alone because other people were constantly talking, and I think my best friend accidentally let slip that I was a virgin. I looked across the room and I could see the realization pass across her face and all was forgiven, and then she put on a sly grin, got up and grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the door…
And then I woke up.
And even though it felt like weeks had passed in the dream, and I could remember a perfect image of her face, none of it was real. It wasn't even the face of some girl I know IRL, it was an original creation of my subconscious.
Pic related.
This is the third or fourth time I've had a dream like that, that feels like a continuation of my life, a whole blissful reality that I slipped into briefly only to be torn away and stuck back in this shitty one. If my real life ever improves like that, I'll be suspicious for months that some day I'll wake up from it.
If we ever get true VR with time-dilation so you can live out simulated lifetimes in a matter of real world hours, people will seriously be offing themselves at an alarming rate.
No.90128
>>90124
Kek, sorry for youvman really
>tfw I seldom remember my dreams
>tfw the hours between sleeping and waking up are just dark as the void, nothing happens in my brain
>tfw those dreams I remember are just smears, nothing in full detail, and nothing that makes any fuckin' thing
>tfw my brain only some rave Tapes it plays every once in a while
>tfw last dream I remember vividly was rendered in Unreal Enginene
>It was a wet dream that my brain decided to give the shape and style of a video game I have been playing
>it was dishonored
>I was just playing the game from a real first person perspective, as if I were doing it
>I killed those guys and uses my magic abilities, and kidnapped a woman after knocking her out
>then suddenly I put the woman down and proceed to have sex with her while she was unconscious
>tfw I was alternating the camera between watching the woman I fuck and zooming on a guard post in the distance with my mask to make the perfect plan to assassinate them without getting detected
>mfw
No.90132
>>90128
>>90124
Both of you make me sad in different ways, I'm confused and amused right now.
No.90162
>>89019
>>89115
>>89117
I'm terrible with names. I never knew the last name of a gf I had when I was 16.
I had only seen her on the schoolyard some times. Eventually at a party we got together. It lasted for about 6 months.
Two months in I realized I never knew what her last name was and I felt like asking somebody would be extremely awkward by that point.
>>90124
I once was high for pretty much a full year. No more, no less. Only time I wouldn't vape weed was when I was at work.
It was interesting but I wouldn't do it again.
The best thing about it was that you don't dream anymore after a few weeks. That or you just don't remember anything, which is pretty much the same.
I hate dreaming.
No.90177
>>90128
sandniggers even dream about raping
No.90326
>tfw I don't even want to type out all the feels in my head right now due to not wanting to bore the /fit/izens of this board
>tfw even if I wanted to, there are so many conflicting emotions residing in me that I can't coherently put them into context
>tfw I'm still at level 0 - 5 in terms of /fit/ level despite asking for help multiple times on here, even getting a gym membership that I let expire due to only showing up once and getting cold feet
>tfw I'm only fucking 16 and I don't want this nightmare to be the rest of my life
No.90343
>>90326
>let gym membership expire because you only went once
why the fuck are you even here? never gonna make it
No.90345
No.90357
>tfw deadlifting today
>today is exactly the end of my fourth month hitting the gym
>thank you guys, you're awesome
>tfw deadlifting 13Kg
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>tfw training bruh tells me my form is whack
>tfw I had a couple of less experienced friends watch it and they think something is wrong
>tfw I apparently have a curve in my upperback
>tfw will deload next week and work my way up again
>feelsbadman.jpg
No.90358
>>90357
>tfw deadlifting 130Kg
Sorry about the bloody typo
Should I deload 0.5pl8, more or less?
No.90361
>>90326
>I'm only 16
And there's your problem buddy, you act like a fucking child when you're no longer one. Sort out your "conflicting emotions" and stop whining you pathetic fuck, life isn't fucking easy the sooner you realize this the better. A lot of people spent their younger years not giving a shit and living passivley easy, but once they grow up and life pulls out the big guns they cower in fear and want their youth back. You are one step ahead of these people, not because you're a whiny little cunt, but because you actually have the intention of improving yourself, even though you're hindering yourself by being a sissy. In fifteen years it will be too late and you'll most likley be a miserable fuck for the rest of your life, but at 16 you can, with only minimal effort and by being taller than 5'7, become at least an average fuck who can live his life without contemplating suicide on daily basis. Work on improving yourself because even if you don't improve, others will and you'll be even more miserable in comparison
No.90363
>>90361
Thanks, I needed this.
No.90364
>>90363
I mean this in the least sarcastic way possible, btw.
No.90367
>>90363
As the want to improve yourself has already arisen in you let me tell you this:
You're a shithead. Absolutely everyone your age is a shithead and everyone was a shithead at the age of 16.
Sure, some more, some less, but relative to how they are ten years later they were a shitty version of themselves at 16. To some that never changes all that much, others improve dramatically.
If it's social stuff that's weighing heavy on your shoulders I can confidently tell you that most of that shit will go away. You won't see most fuckers from your school anymore in a few years and your parents will have way less influence on you. Girl problems of today will be a fond or funny memory in the future. Nothing more.
Get your shit together now and set yourself up for success! Everyone was a loser at your age in the eyes of older people. The question is whether you'll eventually bee one of those older people that can look back at your 16yr old self and be proud you've pulled yourself out of your misery and laugh at losers or if you'll be a 30yr old failure NEET that looks back at your 16yr old self and wishes you could start all over.
Because when you're way older and don't think you were is shithead you'll be in problem territory.