Oi m8
First of all, go to a gym you need3 kinds of gains, character, aesthetics and stregnth
If you're an introvert then It's a good chance to make all three kinds of gainz
Also, not many care about you, everyone is there for their personal gainz and vanity
Could you please explain what exactly is your max lift
And you can't be serious about your current weight
I weigh more than double that
I'm 6ft though
4 years younger as well
Hell, I could squat with two of you hanging on the bar if it's actually 90lbs and add extra weight or it 'd be too easy
And that's merely noob gains
You're gonna make it
We are all gonna make it
Still a manlet though
Read the sticky, bruh
Stop being a namefag too