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What is the purpose for these exercises?

>>72389

Testing the limits of your mind and body in relation to sexuality, exerting absolute self-control and mastery over the sexual mind.

If you have any built up desires pertaining to sex this is also a way to utilize and exhaust those desires while continuing to grow in power.

If you are deficient in sexual drive (like me) then working at this stuff maybe helps build up the sexual drive too.

One of my problems is I don't see the world very sexually, don't really have an overwhelming urge to have sex, and it feels fake and forced when I try to work myself up to be as lustful as possible.

Ah well I'm doing relatively fine, I'm just disappointed in my ability to win every single no fap challenge I decide to enter into, I want to lose for once but the desire to fap just never becomes strong enough. I want to feel like I'm really being tested.

I think I'll have to find some way to intensify the pleasure. That's actually a part I skipped in all this now that I think of it. Trying to make the whole process more pleasurable.

and from this I gain…?

You shouldn't think of such degenerate things. The desire for these things is unnatural. Your only sexual "achievements" should be

>astral project and get all the sex out of your system and start to really enjoy the astral

>understand sexual energy and use it simply as easy energy before you are capable of giving that much energy through thought

Those are some halfassed achievements, what are you, a woman?

>>72393

its a way to train retaining/circuiting energy. get gud and you can have sex for hours.

girls have a special look in their eyes after seven hours of getting literally fucked dry.

its something like a mix of greed/desire for more although exhausted, inadequacy, bliss, devotion and insecurity.

>you monster

>you're not human

>am i not sexy enough for you to come for?

>i'm not good enough

>i need to be good enough

>wow wtf is happening

>you are my god please don't leave me

its pretty satisfying.

only settle for beautiful girls, all the effort is wasted on anything that you don't want to make your pet.

the following shouldn't happen because you're banging her in a way that she understands that this is for you, and that she should be happy to get to bask in your glory.

>i'm tired, i can't stand more, give me a break

firmly tell her that you're not satisfied yet.

if she insists and you're in a relationship, no sex for a week. while shes on her back trying to recover, whip out your phone and finish to porn, make sure she sees.

fucking is a lot like dancing, its very much about rhythm, which is why dancing can be very sexy if you can express emotions through motion.

>>72410

it all makes sense now, you've been a troll this entire time.

>>72410

>while shes on her back trying to recover, whip out your phone and finish to porn, make sure she sees.

Uhhhhh tipp, this last bit… finishing to porn?

Doesn't seem like a good idea to me.

What you need to do is become such a sexually powerful entity that you can totally dominate her with just your eyes, just your thoughts, just your will, and of course the regular way giving her the D, like in every way you just need to fuck her so hard on so many levels.

When a woman's orgasming before you even make physical contact with her and she's getting overloaded by your immense river of energy her devotion to you will be absolute.

>>72459

It's about the statement. If you don't, you'll have worked your ass off to impress and she will still hold all the sexual powers.

By finishing to porn instead of letting her cuck you you're telling her that you don't really need her, and that you came fast to porn but needed hours in her loose twat will make her not sleep at night.

>>72474

Won't that just make them think you're a weird porn-addicted creep?

I think it would be better if you came to nothing at all, to prove you don't need her, nor any porn.

>>72501

then she might just think you didn't fap to her.

gotta make sure she knows you didn't.

trust me, this will ruin a woman. absolute insecurity.

she might add a retort to demean you because she took offense, smile and leave the place or smile and tell her that she wasn't up for the task, insinuate shes bad at sex.

modern women are nothing but sex, thats their value. if she can't use that power or doesn't have that value to you she'll feel worthless.

>>72509

dude you've been reading too much manosphere shit lmao

>>72512

Agreed. You're talking like you're right from reddits /r/theredpill.

"all women are whores, dominate them and make them worship you"

This is not a healthy attitude to hold.

>>72509

I know women who are already broken like that to begin with and I don't have an interest tbh in that shit. I think you shouldn't demean your sexual partner like that, you should dominate them, cause incredibly intense pleasure, etc. but not tear them down. It is more of an accomplishment to build others up. Trust me, it's really fucking hard to build people up, and easy to tear them down. So building someone up is the real challenge, the real expression of power.

>>72512

no its all experience and psychology.

not all women, just most.

i'll treat a woman right if she deserves it, if shes nothing more than a superficial meatbag with materialistic desires then i'll she should be treated accordingly.

women are people, just like most people they never develop themselves enough, earning the right to be called human.

impulse controlled animals.

put pussy on pedestal and you lose.

equality reigns but only if she is truly your equal, if she is not, she is to be treated for what she is for, a greedy child.

>>72515

>It is more of an accomplishment to build others up

You're talking about real women with a foundation of humanity, reason and logic. I've met two like that and have done everything possible to help them reach greater heights, but I'm talking about the average woman like the average man, the idiot.

most of the people on /fringe/ came here to learn magic to get their dicks wet, for picking up fuckbuddies, this is the proper attitude and approach.

That said I wouldn't change my attitude even if I had a unicorn, it spices things up and challenges them, a strong woman loves a challenge.

>>72515

lets say you pick up a good looking girl from a night out, the day after it turns out shes a degenerate and spends all her money on clothes and make up for hookupculture, has no life goals, doesn't think further than her nose, has a dead end job and is emotionally ruled and thats as far as the computing goes, emotional calculations.

Lets say that, you see potential in her for whatever reason and want to spend your life with her, you would first have to burn the ground to plant new.

New archievements unlocked:

Fapped 2 hours straight before cumming.

Fapped and came 7 times in one day, all the while my dick really hurts from the previous 2 hour fap session.

Now I just want to try fapping to plants and see how many sex plants I can cum on in a day but I'll wait until my dick stops hurting for that.

>>72537

I don't consider women my equals at all nor advocate equality. I advocate total domination, supremacy. However I feel so beyond women I wish I could uplift them some more without worrying they will ever match me or surpass me.

>>72553

t. delusional autist who never leaves his house

>>72553

maybe you should learn to sink into the level that women are on and you might then win the favor of one so you can stop being so pathetic.

>>72564

>my self-worth is measured in relation to women

Dick slinging aside,

I've been wondering, every school seems to have something to say about what we should be doing with our loads, which makes it seem like there must be some important truth somewhere. Are certain camps closer to the truth than others or is it all just a means to regulate social conduct?

Taoists and mystical negroes say to jerk off but not cum

>painfully sore balls and lower back

>cumming provides immediate relief, seems unhealthy

O.T.O. people say to just eat your loads

>eh

>every Crowley type I've met has appeared unhealthy and, coincidentally, really into himself

Christians say to practice celibacy

>have felt some benefits here, more energy and better skin, but not enough to justify missing out on one of the funnest things in life

>the celibate monks of Tibet don't seem particularly noteworthy (hope to be corrected here)

>Tesla and da Vinci, two of the most interesting and mysterious dudes ever, were said to be celibates

Anyone have any insight to share? A book to recommend? Since we can't know what people's habits are and poll which camp has the most successful people and virile-looking geezers, it seems like anyone's guess.

>>72583

>one of the funnest things in life

Been practising masturbation right now. I get more pleasure out of just willing pleasure then I do out of fapping. When I fap I don't feel any pleasure at all.

I think I fucked up my ability to feel anything that isn't willed long ago though.

How do I attune to things again so I can automatically feel things by doing things?

I always have to make a determined effort to feel any emotion.

Fapping without cumming:

>hurts a LOT

>doesn't seem to produce any notable benefits at all

>doesn't really feel like anything

Fapping with cumming:

>is quicker though it becomes harder to cum the more frequently you do it and more extreme stimulation then is required each time

>doesn't really feel like anything

>doesn't hurt much

>no noteable benefits at all

Eating my cum:

>tastes ok only if I consume certain things in my diet that make it that way, otherwise it's like eating snot, and typically gross

>leaves me feeling embarrassed to be around other people

>doesn't really help anything

Leaving cum on skin to be absorbed again:

>not sure about this one, I think it helps if you do this actually, but you should wash it off about a half hour or hour later or whenever the cum has died and the lifeforce gone from it, perhaps when it's starting to dry up

>have tried meditational practise where I simply focus on the cum for a moment and will that I absorb the vital energy from it back into my body and then continue to will it while the focus just sort of falls into the background and the subconscious takes over more

Would actually recommend this if you don't mind having a whole bunch of cum on you for awhile. I may continue further experiments with this. Just apply the cum wherever and do that meditation and then make sure to wash it off after it's dead. If you don't wash it off, it seems to fuck things up. Yet I feel keeping it there temporarily and doing this practise has some benefit.

Celibacy:

>really has not benefited me at all

>I have been very weak and had really poor health while being celibate for a very long time

Yet I don't get any better from having sex.

Using my Will to bring fourth emotions and dump them into a thoughtform, in the case of sex, bringing fourth a succubus:

>far more powerful and doesn't require any touching yourself, no jerking off, etc. at all

>is purely mental and spiritual in nature though it could probably be combined to any of the physical methods

I am presently of the opinion that cum is a physical medium for vital energy and that some amount of vital energy is parted into it which can and should then be drawn out of it. I believe you could also with the right mentality part lots more vital energy into it then normal and possibly drain yourself of your life-force to point of killing yourself. I am doing more experiments still. I wonder if some cum is more charged with vital energy than other cum and how to ascertain that.

I have also been able to find that fapping to objects helps me remember those objects more vividly. You can try fapping to each object in your room, focusing intently on the object, and should be able to then remember each object better that you fapped to.

I think orgasm also would probably release a ton of energy. I have to figure out a way to induce orgasms and see how they change things.

My life is an orgasm.

>>72596

Do you lose vital minerals if you shoot blanks?

>vasectomy

Any new update from OP?

>>72600

first, i'm a woman, and second, it's spiritual orgasms…

>>72652

>female orgasm

>relevant

I was talking about the orgasm that matters, the male orgasm, granter of life and creation, does a male still lose rare minerals if he shoots blanks?

>>72654

When I used to fap every day I'd feel less passionate about everything but I don't think it was because of zinc deficiency … the idea that you can fap every day if you eat a lot of oysters sounds hilarious.

>>72649

I evoked a pair of succubuses but could not fight a private enough place to fug them unobserved today.

I also did some unrelated magicks (as in, not sex magicks).

I am presently very sore all over and continue to expend and consume very high amounts of energy right now. Really pushing myself on every level.

>>72385

>gender switch

Isn't that akin to possessing them? And wouldnt you become stuck in their body afterwards?

>>72718

stop making assumptions. op is a fucking armchair occultist

>>72719

Dub approves

New achievements unlocked:

>gave another /fringe/ user multiple orgasm through long-range mental influence and also remote viewed their dog

>switched genders and experienced the thoughts and body of the opposite gender for awhile before my awareness eventually was whisked back into my original body and mind

>>72719

We'll see whose the armchair occultist when I fuck you silly with my mind.

test

>>72734

We all know you too well. You can't roleplay a different person.

>>72737

What are you talking about?

>>72590

Neville Goddard talking about the secret of the sperm. Sounds kinda newageish, but sufficiently beautifully spoken, though quite long-winded:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9m_UY4LmYig

Doesn't really answer any questions for me, but does add to the mystery.