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 No.82

>tfw period time
>tfw periods
>tfw vagina

 No.84

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>tfw fucked up rape dreams
>tfw fucked up preggo dreams

waking up sickened is sure how i like to start my day.

 No.88

>>84
I wonder how common it is for ftm to have nightmares about rape? I wouldn't know but it does not seem to be common compared to pregnancy dreams in cis girls? Excluding those that have actually been victimized, obviously.

I have rape dreams often enough but have never been worried about the possibility, so for me it seems it is more a manifestation of insecurity, vulnerability, and self-loathing. It is terribly fucked up and dysphoria-inducing though.

 No.89

>>84
You need a fucking hug man.

 No.90

>>88
I've never had one. Never been worried about it actually happening either. Ahh the perks of being unattractive

 No.96

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dysphoria is hitting me hard tonight. really suddenly after feeling good for a long time

 No.97

>>96
actually, fuck it. i posted this on halfchan but it makes more sense to post it here:

>started taking T a year ago

>didnt tell anyone as my changes werent noticibly far out of female range yet
>after a few months i felt breddy good about myself
>stopped taking T because i never wanted to be on hormones anyway and felt good enough about what small changes had occured
>lived for about a year feeling awesome and happy with no HRT and not even caring about passing or not passing, effectively detransitioned by not giving a fuck about it anymore
>even have occasional thoughts like "wow, I don't even look as bad as I thought" "my perception of my birth body was so distorted, my hips arent that wide, my voice sounds fine" "I really don't care that I'm female, why did I care so much?" etc etc
>have spent almost a whole year feeling great and connected to my body and rarely thinking about being trans, when i do it's along the lines of how it weirdly just went away and i shouldn't call myself trans anymore
>suddenly tonight it hits me
>i look in the mirror
>dat mind-body disconnect
>my voice sounds disgusting
>my hips look giant
>everything I thought was ok looks wrong again
>I feel like a pile of shit
>I don't know who the fuck I am looking at
>have kept my T bottle and needles all this time but im worried its old/damaged
>about to start working out at 1 in the morning to distract myself and fix some of what this year of false hope/happiness has fucked up

why

 No.98

>>88
i have dreams about raping people if that counts

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>>97
nobody wants to be trans, man. I'm sorry.

>>98
I've had those too

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