> 19 years old
>Haven't had a proper friend I can express myself to in 4 years
>Live in a rural area. When I came out the news spread like a wildfire and before I knew it village people were pointing at me going "Is that the gay guy?" "Yeah!" "So that's what they look like then?"
>TFW actually bisexual
>TFW look normal
But I digress
>Only non-straight guy in my area. All the others moved out because obvious reasons
>Education isn't much better
>90% of the school I'm on is Moroccan and incapable of normal conversation. Have heard the word "Cancer" in this half year more than all the other years i've lived combined
>Homosexuality is mocked at school, so back in the closet i am
This is just a bunch of rambling, I'll try to tell a story
>be me back when I was 5
>diagnosed with assburgers. my parents immediatly took me to the autistic center when they noticed something was off, instead of going in completely denial like 5 other village families with autistic children
>recieve social training for years, learn social norms and recieve training on how to behave in public
>basicly i was given a chance at life, which I'm very grateful for
>be me 13, to continue social training and to recieve help with education i was going to an autistic high school
>4 out of 5 school years later I wanna start going out (drinking age was 16 years back then), have fun, meet people and make mistakes from which I can learn
>All my 'friends' would rather watch the big bang theory, alcohol is yuck and gross and bah and going out is scary
>tfw i've outgrown my autism but these faggots haven't
>2 years of social stagnation later, high school graduation cerPost too long. Click here to view the full text.