/girltalk/ - Girltalk

How young are we talking about? I feel like I'm still in that age.

I have vague memories ye

>personality

I was reeeeeally quiet as a kid, but everyone seemed to like me anyway. after junior school I was picked on a lot and got into a few 'fights' as I recall (aka them saying something and me slapping them lmoa)

>body

like any kids'?

are you a pedo?

>social life

lots of people liked me as said but I wasn't too close to anyone except my sister. didnt make any close friends til later

>Any boys and dating

In year 2 I had a 'boyfriend' whom I went on 'dates' with, which is to say we held hands and kissed behind the bike shed (p pointless since we were just doing what we saw on tv and got shit all from it) no serious relationships til later again.

*ignores v-card question*

Quiet, with only really one or two friends.

>>3632

>like any kids'?

>are you a pedo?

I'm fairly certain they meant stuff like being the tall kid or something of the like.

For example, I've always been pretty short and below average height and never had acne.

Stuff like that.

My childhood consisted of musical theatre, dancing, and pageants. It was amazing and fun. It started going downhill in my later teens. I quit everything and gave up.

I lost my virginity around 16. I don't regret the time I lost it, because I was ready. I do, however, regret who I lost it to. This guy named Frankie. Yeah. I should've known. He fucked my life up. He was cheating on me the entire time with this girl who he claimed was like his sister. She lived close to him so was around him more than I was. It was like everyone knew but me. "I just… Didn't want to hurt you." "I didn't know how to tell you" my supposed friends said. I stopped talking to everyone and my outgoing, confident self changed.

i was always kind of quiet, as in i would rather read a book than talk to people, but i used to be a lot more outgoing when i was a kid.

i used to like playing football and martial arts etc.

i was always slightly tall for my age, and i was generally strong for my age. because of this, i never lost any fights.

though i never got in serious fights, i had a temper.

as i grew up and the boys my age got stronger, my martial arts practice ensured that i never lost.

ive always been proud of that.

i went to an all girls secondary school, and couldn't interact much with the girls in my class :/

we just didnt have anything in common

later on i found some people more like me in another class, so i made friends, but i was much more shy and introverted than i was in primary school.

got my first boyfriend at 16 and lost my v-card soon after (completely intentionally)

Everyone was surprised, which was pretty funny

i was the last person anyone expected to get a boyfriend

i was never the boy crazy type, but i loved him.

we lasted 4 years, after which he cheated :/

it was good while it lasted though

since then, i've gotten better at talking to people and ive stopped practicing martial arts (though i'd like to start again)

i think i've also become a lot girlier, which i like.

I didn't "realize" I was a girl until I was 16, which sounds really stupid but it's true. In second grade we all gave ourselves little nicknames and the one I made for myself was "Mr. Man" so obviously I had some issues around gender. When I was 15 I found 4chan and have spent the susequent 10 years of my life on imageboards.

>personality

I was pretty much the quintissential "lol so randum xD *holds up spork*" kid. Very early on, age 8, I could tell I was an outsider. I took the class clown approach to dealing with it. I knew people were going to laugh at me anyway and think of me as weird anyway, so if I was being funny and weird on purpose it wasn't going to hurt me. Not that I knew all of that back then but looking back that's clearly what I was doing. I was also pretty tomboyish, which seems to just be a regular trait of mine, not a defense mechanism. I had a tendency to hurt peoples' feelings by accident, I was always saying stuff that I didn't realize was mean and making people cry. Now as an adult I am very low key and very careful with how I talk and it's because of that.

>body

Always been a pretty small and thin person.

>social life

Hung out with boys and girls pretty equally. As I got older I became more subdued and less likely to hang out, mid high school was isolating myself alot and mostly just hung out with my best friends, but cancelled on them alot.

>Any boys and dating or they were too obnoxious and boring? when did you lose your v-card and was it intentional or spontaneous?

Intentionally, at age 17 or 18 with my boyfriend, who was my first boyfriend. To be honest, around that time in my life I was trying hard to be a normie, which is why I even had a boyfriend. I figured I should try having sex. For me I equated my "weirdness" with immaturity, I thought that if I forced myself to grow up and act like an adult I would be normal. So I got a bf, we had sex…It was painful and boring. It hurt me to the point of tears, but because I was in "experimentation mode" I didn't care, I figured I should just ignore the pain and keep going. So my first time was basically me crying silent tears of pain, shaking, and after we stopped I'm pretty sure I ended up laughing because it felt so weird and pointless.

>>3754

>So creepy to see children at like 8 or 9 doing this

My childhood friend and I did creepy things too. we would murder our barbies, make them have orgies, or even worse stuff, without knowing what it exactly was. I don't know, we complemented us so well, although our backrounds were the polar opposite, since she grew up alone with her single mother, who didn't give a crap about her and I basically grew up in a overprotective, conservative christian household. Our favourite topics at the age of 9 to 11 were basically medieval torture methods, the black death, witch craft and stuff like this. It didn't seem abnormal then, we were sincerily fascinated with it. Why I was kind of shy and head-heavy, she was outgoing and charismatic and had more friends then I at the end of elementary school. Our later lifes turned out to be the polar opposites as well. While I'm studying now and aiming to have an academical career, she became a mom in early highschool and is now 3 years behind me, still in school. even if my christian upbringing has left some deep mental issues, I feel very sad for her, since she is actually one of the most intelligent people I know and actually a very well meaning kind of girl, but might be underestimated for the rest of her life.