My conclusion and experience is that pedophilia and adultophilia (attraction between adults) are mental aberrations, and I've been suffering both of them a long time, many years ago I had an aberrated sexuality called "pedophilia" and since then my life was hell, and not just by people who hated and insulted me (degenerate adultophiles that were worse than me, I must say), but because of my own mind with aberrations, because this false sexuality is bad and harmful and encourages the sexual abuse and sadism, I was used to be an mental aberree who fantasized about raping my own daughters, molesting little girls and worse.
As for my attraction to adult women, is another aberration, which is even worse (if that's possible), because sex and attraction among adults is unnatural, sick and perverse, there is no love between adults, is a genetic error and the product of mental traces of our ancestors when they evolved from apes to humans rather than leave this aberration only for the animals, they continued practicing these aberrations and stored these traces of sexual perversion in our mind.
Mental traces exist and are acquired in many ways, basically the mind reacts to everything what give them pleasure, does not matter if they are aberrations or not, so should be avoided (especially doing any sexual act) feel pleasure while at same time when we have a stimulus to things who are not intended for sex like animals, children or other adults or produce or suffer pain, nothing that makes our brains think it's pleasant or you will acquire mental traces that lead to aberrations such as bestiality, sexual sadism or pedophilia and adultophilia and them are very difficult to remove, I assure you.
The only right and natural sexuality is hebephilia, the only love who exist is between an adult and a adolescent who are people starting puberty from 10 or 11 years until the end of puberty at 15 or more because every person grows to a different age, we can not sexually love a child or adult, that a lie that pedophiles and adultophiles sell to justify their aberrations, I tried to fall in love and share feelings with a little girl as you can do with a adolescent and it is false, and attraction to adults is the same, it's just animal attraction, there is no love between adults, is for animals.
And worst of this is that you eventually can abuse children, because children before puberty do not have sex hormones or anything. It is proven that prepubertal children do not want or need to have sex, if you believe that children can have or need sex, what you have is schizophrenia. Period. And those who have adult relationships are worse ... adultophiles kill their children because they have an animal attraction and have mental aberrations, are sexual evils, who can kill his own newborn children just because they don't want them? Who has the high murder rate for infants and children? fornicators of adults.
Since I decided to fight these perversions of pedophilia and adultofilia and have hebephilia as my only sexuality, my life is better, I have finally found the concept of true love, which exists only between an adult and adolescents between 10 and 15. I do not think more about doing harm to innocent creatures, or abusing corpses or kill people is what happens if you like adults. And I improved my mental and physical health as well, this is the proof of my assertions: myself.
It is normal to sometimes feel attracted by an adult or child, a adultophile will not like adults 100% of the time, but it is important to concentrate in exclusivity in the attraction to pubescents and adolescents to improve your mind and life in all its forms.
It's never too late. Leave perversion and give welcome a new life with adolescents ... the best life you can have.