From 12-24yo I had a decent thing going. Through family or school I always had access to very young girls. Even back then in my early teens I wanted 10 and under. The freshness. Those smooth bodies. The hairless bald slits!
Multiple girls looked up to me and loved being around me. I would molest them and in turn I'd give them the attention they wanted. With them being so young I'd always use the
>Do you want me to play with you OR not?
y-yes
>Okay then! Then you have to keep our secret! It's okay if I touch you because we are friends - you see? We are best friends and I just do it a little bit so I can make sure you are okay. See? I never do it all the time. Only a little bit then we can do WHATEVER you want okay?
o-okay...
Then.... idk. I got depressed or maybe just too old. Something went off and I basically lost all contacts with any females. Even females my own age
So it's been about 6/7 years now without any contact with children. Getting that itch - ya know? I mean I've always had it but the urge to just stick my hand in a random girl's panties is something I really struggle with now. Before it was "meh" from my body
But literally get shakey hand when a precious angel is near me. You guys don't know how bad I need to see a naked young girl.
Anyway, I've been seeing this qt when I walk home from work. I see her bus stop and she gets dropped off the front of our apartment building just as I am getting off work. We walk in the same general direction for a good 5 minutes before our paths split and she goes right and I go left.
We wave to each other and sometimes make small talk. I'd say she is about 6yo or 7yo. She seems to have a lot of friends. I watch her outside my window playing with the other children. She likes to wear skirts and likes to play sports with the boys rather than sitting with the girls her age
I feel I've lost my touch. I've been without female contact for so long I get a bit nervous and can't seem to talk normally when I'm around her. Currently, I'm trying to figure out a way to talk her into letting me inside her house. Once in I'm sure I'll get comfortable and revert back to my older self. Once I'm comfortable and she knows she is in a safe place I figure I can easily get her naked