tldr: Will we be pedos forever?
Sorry if I didn't quote "David after Dentist" properly, but in my defense, no one should really be able to. Anyhoo, this is more of a general question for you hebes rather than for a neuroscientist or psychologist, but here goes...
If anyone on this board is going to claim they are not a pedophile, it is because they don't know what a pedophile is. I assume that more people here know than compared to the general population, out of curiosity for who we are, but because I always stumble upon posters here who seem to have no clue:
>a pedophile is merely someone who is sexually attracted to/aroused by underage girls. The board is named for "hebephiles" but for the sake of this post, I will be referring to anyone who is attracted to <18 girls as "pedos".
I am a pedo. I dont remember when I had to admit that to myself, but I have come to accept it at least for the time being. Now, if you are under 18 (which a lot of anons on this board seem to be, based on the poll here ->>116119) you are getting a sort of "pass" since girls your age are "underage" but for those of you who are 18 or older, you are all pedos, like me.
My question which I had to post all this shit for, is: Do you think that i/we/you will be like this forever? I know that adolescence is sort of when we develop our sexual tastes (though hetero/homo sexuality could be argued as being determined by the time you are born, due to the sexual dimorphic nucleus [I forget the exact name]) but Im into my 20s now,which means I have passed that "magical" time. While I am not an exclusive pedophile, I certainly am a pedophile.
I dont want to live in fear of having my door broken down by the police, and I dont want to live in fear that I will be hunted by law enforcement online because of a compulsion that I cannot control, but I also cant see a life where I am not a pedophile. Im not sure I want to not be attracted to young girls.
I love milfs, and if I ever manage to free myself from the hellish relationship I am currently in, I want to date a milf super bad, but I have never cum harder than jerking it to lolis or hebes (except maybe some painal with gfs). Point being -if I one day wake up and dont feel a sexual attraction to younger girls, I imagine I will be both relieved and disappointed.
Has any of you older hebes had an experience like that? Did you ever "grow" out of pedophilia? How old were you when you developed a taste for hebes and such, and when did you get over it?
OR is any of you older hebes a lifelong pedo? If so, how do you cope? I have a lot of guilt about who I am and how I feel, but I dont know what to do about it...
Also, general /hebe/ therapy thread. All monsters welcome