>>544
>>545
I'm the same as op.
I am very bi, but definitely notice how much I crave cock after getting high. But for me, I recognized that it was something that I thought about multiple times a day, but didn't have in my life.
Then past that, when I was younger it was difficult because of my families values, but I admitted to myself that I always had a really intense response to big cock/cocks in general, and loved the idea of pleasing them/being used by them. Not to mention losing my mind with anal play. . .
And all of that was acknowledged while I ignored/denied my attraction to other boys/men