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Thank you for dropping by. It's not tedious at all. Threads like this are what this board was created for. It's a bit slow right now (we're fairly new), but we'll do what we can.
I just read your OP from /b/. It seems like you've had a lot happen to you, friend. Seeing as how you're very close to following through right now, I'll make this response brief. I'm not going to tell you it'll get better. You've heard it before, and it's not what you seem to need right now. But what I will tell you is that there are people who care about you and would be sad to see you go. There are people, yes, even anons, who think that you are worth something and shouldn't commit suicide.
The BO and us vols have our emails on most of our posts here for a reason. It's not just for contact for general board support, it's for people like you. We're willing to reach out and try to be a friend. So do with that what you will.
I hope you'll stick around, friend. Welcome to /hope/.