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I'm very sorry to hear all of this, anon. Finding work is very difficult right now, it's true, but you can do it. If you don't mind my asking, what did you study in school? I'm curious. As far as job opportunities, have you looked into being a night shift security guard or something? It doesn't require a lot of social interaction, and is often just a warm bodies job. It's good if you're having anxiety problems.
Beyond that, I think it's important that I point out that you are not worthless. If you're religious, then you should know that there is a plan and purpose for your life. If not, then know that while you are here you can make an impact on others. You can help make the world a better place. Even if what you do seems "worthless," you can still influence the world around you for the better.