No.481
Hey /horse/ I wanted to get some feels off my chest because I cant really talk about this irl with anyone and not suffer for in some way. I will try to keep this brief.
As a kid I kinda figured out I was a sick fuck coz the first and only thing I fapped to were horses but it felt alright so I did it anyway. As I grew older I kinda stopped doing it but was still tangentially doing it /d/, /fur/ etc. I started lurking here since moving from half chan and took to the old habit again.
Im a normalfag for the most part, however I had an experience recently that threw me in for a loop.
I visited my rural living relatives for Christmas and they have some horses on the farm. No, before you ask, I didn't do anything with the horses. Just got to pet them and feed 'em a few carrots. However as weird as this is, when I got to pet the mare I sniffed her mane and I got as hard as fucking diamonds. That musk was like pure aphrodisiac.
So once the festivities were over I got home and had me nice long fap. I swear to god its like I was thirteen again. I came buckets and was ready to go within minutes after each fap. Nothing in all my life even came close to satisfying me this good well cept for the old times.
My issue is what the fuck do I do now? Like no matter I do, I know it wont ever be is as good as this nor will ever be able to do it irl. It's like I cant discreetly keep horses, its expensive and more importantly prolly raise a few eyebrows too.If I ever got caught it prolly be the end.
I dunno feels I guess.
No.483
>>481Dude, you think it would raise eyebrows because you know why you want to do it… other people probably won't think much of it, especially if you do some groundwork before then, like take up riding as a sport, tell people how much you enjoy it, after a couple years of that people will just give you a fucking pat on the back for "going after your dreams" if you decide to keep horses of your own. I mean lots of people are diehard crazy about horses, and I assume that most normalfags don't assume that it's because they want to fuck mare pussy or suck horsecock.
No.484
>>481It's up to you, really. You can get over of what it takes to own a horse and get one or just keep it as a fantasy. If it's only about your dick then it's not worth it. I think.
Maybe you can try to find some work near horses?
Personally I'd be all over my hoers if it will ever get to that point and not a single fuck would be given about what overs think, but then again, I'm not exactly a normalfag. So yeah, doesn't seem like you're getting horse pussy, not with that mindset.
Guys, can a mare save me for this everlasting depression? That's all my hopes and dreams right here… No.485
>>484Mares can do anything. Anyone that says different is a stallion shill.
No.486
>>485Stallion Shills. Kek.
Nothing wrong with wanting some horsecock friend-o. We are amongs friends here you dont have to be repressed
No.492
>>485Welp, time to get my shit together then.
No.497
>neighbors both have lovely mares
>too honorable to jump fence
No.498
Sounds like OP would just sniff her all day, and I do not blame him one bit. It really would be glorious to be able to hug her, brush her, learn to ride, brush her some more, smooch her all over, just worship dat ass, dem tits, legs, chest and neck, and them cute-as-hell ears! That big flat face, so incredibly warm and soft. that nose and mouth, I could go on forever.
No.500
>>497I feel you. I endured that for a few years as well. Ultimately what kept me sane through the overpowering desire to throw caution to the wind and do it anyway was my having already been out of my mind entirely.