I suppose its the same for me too - inferiority complex led to submissive sexual behavior, led to femdom, led to hypno.
For me it's really just the *bad* stuff that I like to get. Sissification. Feminization. Cock shrknking. Premature ejaculating. I know im doing it myself but when its a sexy-voiced woman doing the hypnosis files I can suspend the truth and believe Im being forced to do it. And, I usually skip the induction to avoid the trance and jerk or enjoy the content instead. Again, playing with fire, not jumping in it. After all, i am in a relationship too, and don't "really" want these effects.
Unfortunately my gf is vanilla as hell, and not very sexy. So i am always driven back to new crazy hypno files to try to scratch the itch. Despite typically not listening to the inductions, I still feel slight effects after a while due to the repetition. I tell myself that if/when she breaks up with me I will disconnect from relationships and just try to go as full into these files as much as possible.
Sorry if that is depressing.