>on disability, got all day in front of a PC to learn this shit
>a few times a year, spend 12+ hours a day every day for 1-6 weeks learning this or that coding language, engine, or gamedev skill like 3D modeling, animations, concepts of AI or map generation, etc
>always burn out trying to wrap my brain around some simple problem like movement, traction
At the end of the day, coding is just too tedious for me. I can't do it for long before I want to rip my hair out. It's not difficult. It's easy to think in object-oriented terms. It's the having to type up endless lines of bullshit for simple features that kills it for me.
I made a simple platformer, wanted to add difficulty levels, and having to go in and add % modifier variables to hp, attack damage, etc was insane. And every little tiny thing is like that. Every small thing you want to do is a small mountain of code to dream up, write out, and debug.