>>2441
>I want to help you out OP, but I'm having hard time to understand your problem.Do you feel completely bored, anxious about future or feel guilty when spend your free time to the useless things?
I want to do things I enjoy (such as play music/read/program) when I have free time, but the things I enjoy are too involved and I don't have the energy left for them at the end of the day.
>>2442
>How do you feel when you are nearing a mental exhaustion? What's going through your mind around that time on average?
I am working hard. Then I start get foggier and foggier, until I'm uncontrolably staring off into space and I need to take an increasing number of breaks until there is no longer any point working.
>Do you wake up with energy in the morning and find yourself dragging in the afternoon?
No, luckily I have found my sleep schedule after years of not regulating it and I never have this problem.
>What is the work that you are doing and how much free time do you have on average?
Right now, I'm in school. I feel like if I'm in school and I can't do what I want, I won't be able to continue learning and creating in my free time when I'm working. I don't think that's much of a life. I see many programmers and musicians who do it on the side and have much to show for it, and I wonder how they do it.