Used to write when young, don't know if good, but the inspiration was there.Over time, it's died and became something else, now each time I attempt creative writing (of any kind) something within me stops me and amplifies the self consciousness. It's

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Anonymous 06/17/15 (Wed) 20:36:54 No.3249

Used to write when young, don't know if good, but the inspiration was there.

Over time, it's died and became something else, now each time I attempt creative writing (of any kind) something within me stops me and amplifies the self consciousness.

It's not a matter of being good or bad, it's just this fear of expressing myself, even if nobody reads it.

It's gotten to the point where I'm even ashamed of attempting to daydream properly.

Will probably order some psychedelics from the danknet to break this crap habit off.

Anonymous 06/17/15 (Wed) 23:29:21 No.3251

I used to write all the time. Now, I almost feel like it is egotistical to write because my skill level and opinions that organically present themselves are insignificant and shouldn't be expressed even in random Word documents in my hard drive.

It's dumb, esp. since it's private. Even so, I can't write long without depression and anxiety. I really haven't written at all in 4 years.

Anonymous 06/19/15 (Fri) 04:51:15 No.3261

if it's dumb, then don't write dumb things.

is what you're thinking "dumb"? I'd doubt it.

by the sounds of it you need to learn how to communicate properly.

part of communication is knowing your audience, and knowing your message.

Anonymous 06/25/15 (Thu) 20:01:57 No.3298

>>3249

I would suggest post by post roleplaying.

There are a lot of sites, and you can surround yourself either by beginners to practice or people with more experience to help you improve when you feel less conscious.

Anonymous 07/02/15 (Thu) 18:14:55 No.3345

>>3249

I know that feel, anon.

Last two years i've wrote some poems and had ideas that seem insuperably distant now. I wanted to be a writer and live as one, but i live in a country no one like to read and didn't got much support from my family.

Months ago i gave up this dream i guess, now i'm going to study computer science at uni and live as a robot in some office out there.

I hope one day i feel that energy of expression again…