>>4105
If you don't have any experience with drugs, psychs or any mind-altering substances you should maybe just give weed a try to ease into the idea of reflection, introspection and the importance of perspective. Obviously you don't need to take drugs for these things to happen, but they definitely will hit the accelerator pad on 'asking the question' if you know what I mean.
Anyway, Psychs:
I would recommend a low dose of mushrooms of 2.5-3 grams. Ideally you and a great friend can go through this together - I wouldn't recommend expanding the tripping group beyond 3 or 4 people, there's too much chance for suspicion and negativity. Plus, tangential thought works best with two people on the same page working through ideas. This would be referred to as the set.
Now for the setting: Plan to do them in an area you're familiar with; somewhere you feel safe. I'd recommend doing them in the SUMMER and at night. Being warm, comfortable, being able to see the stars, a good friend who you would feel comfortable crying in front of.
The first time I did them I took them at a friends house in my neighborhood (no chance of parents returning). The 4 of us walked the path we used to walk to our elementary school as kids. Tonnes of thoughts flooded our memory of those times, how precious they were, why we're here and why we are the way we are.
If you can't get a friend to trip with you, you may have to go it alone. And the key to this is to have a bit of a plan.
>walk trail, walk route around subdivision, park etc.
>lay down outside
>get food by 9pm
>walk back home
>when it starts to wear off smoke a j and you will get a boost
Idk, it's just important to have a bit of structure to rely back on if you feel like you're getting stuck in your head.
ANYWAY. Psych's are great, but I would say after you conquer the shroom trip. Try an mdma session with some close friends (not in a degenerate party-style boozefest way). But sit around, have a few drinks, drop m and talk about shit that matters. It will open you up emotionally.. and let's face it - you're here on 8ch and there's a good chance you may need some assistance with that. Once you get a view of how open and awesome you can be when you're seeing the best in people and how to mirror them you will pick up a few social tricks. With mdma (well other psychs too) when you reflect on harmful or anxious memories you basically 'repackage' these memories with a nice new positive wrapping, basically like taking a duck out of an oil spill and cleaning it off and putting it back in place.. Then next time you reflect on that, it's less painful - you become a bit more fit mentally that way as well.
CAREFUL. mdma is so good, you'll want to do it again and again. But it will actually fuck you up and make you dumb. It's seriously taxing on your brain chemistry and if you take another dose too soon (like 2-3 months after the last one) you are basically blasting your receptor sites out of an already - out of homeostasis state, making you worse. So careful.
Also after that. LSD. And you'll know what to do if you get there. The first two parts (shrooms and mdma) should take like 2 years. LSD is pretty useful for getting rid of bad physical habits and habits of thought. The best way I can describe it is like a type of mental floss, it gets in all those nooks and crannies with the dirt and plaque and lets you stop hoarding that shit in your mind.
Going into a psych experience with PURPOSE and wanting change is the key. With that mentality set: you've made it, everything in your life has already happened - the work has been done and the placebo effect of expecting change can be strong enough for things to actually change.