social potato off and online hereI want to feel less ashamed of my hobbies and engage with communities of those hobbies, or don't have to feel the need to commit online sepukku temporarily whenever I fuck up.I've tried in the past to engage myself with

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Anonymous 12/30/15 (Wed) 14:27:58 No.4806

social potato off and online here

I want to feel less ashamed of my hobbies and engage with communities of those hobbies, or don't have to feel the need to commit online sepukku temporarily whenever I fuck up.

I've tried in the past to engage myself with a community but I ended up running away because I spilled my spaghetti there.

I don't know, I had a history of bullying and it got me phobic with interacting with people. I just don't want to experience the pain again. I know life is full of pain but still I just naturally avoid it.

I want to go back to the community or engage with others and not be ashamed of what I like, but I'm afraid of judgements from others outside or someone calling me and my group a fag.

I just want to be free from this teenage bullshit or learn how to deal with it, maybe this is the key for me to be able to feel alive.

Anonymous 12/30/15 (Wed) 16:02:25 No.4807

I know that feel, I have the same problem. I also think I've enjoyed the freedom of anonymous imageboards for far too long to go back to normie forums where people have identities, post histories, no fun allowed rules, power-hungry moderators in their teens, and all that other horrible stuff.

Anonymous 12/30/15 (Wed) 16:10:22 No.4808

i dont want people to hold my old views and opninions, thoughts against me that ive since moved past.

people should forgive like god does, instead they hold grudges against the changed man, the saved man . it'ss sad really, but everything is on this world. store your treasures in heaven.