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> Halloween is tonight. She hasn't shut up about it since the first.
> I tell her that I really think I'm too old for trick or treating.
> "Loosen up, hardass. Having fun won't kill you." She says
> Fine.
> Play a lot of STALKER
> Have a lot of milsurp stuff from my days of airsofting
> Was a STALKER for Halloween
>Cheeki breeki iv damke blyat.
> Cyka
> She throws on some of my old surplus shit too and we set off with one of M's friends.
> Little nerdy black girl named Sarah. More on her later.
> We go trick or treating for a few hours and manage to take enough candy to kill a million diabetics.
> My big ass ALICE pack is full, her duffel is filled.
> Mission accomplished.
> Go home to divide the take between us.
> Parents are volunteering at the church's Halloween party. Won't be home until like 11.
> We undress and put on our bed clothes
> She's wearing an oversized Carhartt button up and panties.
> She barges into my room and tells me to bring my bag to her room.
> Never been in there before.
> Walk into this bizarro dream realm, it would seem.
> Typical teenager room; posters, clothes all over the floor. But her bed's got pink sheets and is covered with stuffed animals.
> I can't read her at all sometimes.
> As we're sitting there, I keep catching her staring at me.
> Decide to call her on it eventually.
> She just laughs and says sorry.
> A bit later we're listening to Weezer.
> Sayyyyyy it ain't soooooooo
> We start singing along, being loud assholes.
> Song ends, Marcy stands up and goes to change it.
> "Anon, you wanna pick the next song?"
> I get up and browse through her playlists, she's standing between me and dresser the iPod is sitting on.
> Pressed up against me
> Look at the artists, nothing but weird emo shitmusic
> Although I'd eventually come to love Trophy Scars and Escape the Fate because of her, I scroll on.
> Wait, fucking Smashing Pumpkins.
> 1 Song
> 19-mother-fucking-79.
> The song I had my first slow dance to.
> The song I asked my first girlfriend out to.
> My sister is a patrician
> Play that shit so quick.
> "Awesome choice, anon. I love this song."
> She sits down on her bed and closes her eyes and sings along.
> The only light in the room is from the Christmas lights hanging over her mirror.
> She's singing this song that already holds so much meaning to me, but now it's even more dear to me because of her.
> Her face and the entire room are bathed in this neon blue light.
> She stops singing and looks at me with those big doe eyes.
>"You're the best big brother a girl could ask for."
> Hnng for the billionth time this month.
> She hugs me and smiles.
> My heart melts.
> I whisper "I love you." to her.
>"I love you too, anon."
> She kisses me on the cheek and rests her head against my chest.
> She looks at me again.
> Feels like an eternity until she finally says something.
> "I'm so glad you're my big brother."
> That's it.
> I can't wait any longer.
> Move in to kiss her on the lips.
> But she beats me to it.
> She kisses me for a few seconds, maybe five or six.
> When we break, she says sorry.
> "There's nothing to be sorry about."
> I kiss her again. Longer this time.
> She doesn't pull away.
> We break the kiss and I see that she's actually crying a little.
> I ask her what's wrong
> She says "I know you didn't mean that."
> She's still gripping my shirt collar in her hands.
> I say "I'm not the type to lie. I meant every bit of that."
> She starts fucking bawling.
> Crying into my shirt, sniffling and telling me how much she loves me.
> She thought she grossed me out, that's why I acted so weird around her.
> I tell her I only act weird around her because I like her and I'm just an awkward moron.
> Waterworks once again
> Sobbing, telling me I'm her best friend, telling me she loves me so much, that she's actually happy that I'm here for her.
> When she's done crying, she asks if I want to watch scary movies.
> Fuck yes, nigga.
> We spend the rest of the night watching horror movies, cuddling and making out (to the best of our abilities. That kiss was both of our first kisses).
> Kind of just smashing our faces together, but I still loved it.
> We finish The Hills Have Eyes and she falls asleep with her head on my chest.
> I fall asleep too because it's late and I'm tired.
> Family comes home, sees us asleep, cuddling on the couch.
> They think it's so sweet that we're so close.