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http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=456507once in my bedroom, my mom sat on the side of my bed and told me to take my clothes off. I tried to ask her if she just needed to see my penis and testicles, couldn't I just drop my pants, but she said no. Of course I think this was just another way for her to humiliate me and gain power over me. Then as I stand there naked, she makes me spread my legs apart as she fondles me just for a minute or so. Then she makes me turn around and bend over her knee. She spreads my butt cheeks apart and looks at me, like there was something she should be looking for. Then finally she tells me to stand back up, and as I try to get dressed, she tells me not to put my clothes back on and that she still needs to find out if I am having sex. Of course I was only 13 and completely embarrassed about this, but as I am standing naked in front of her she grabs my penis and begins to look it over and starts asking me all these questions, while the entire time she is kind of rubbing my penis. She really isn't even looking at my penis but keeps looking at me asking embarrassing question, I think just more of her way of humiliating me. Of course I assured her that I wasn't having sex, but then she wants to know if I was masturbating. I knew what masturbating was, but honest something I hadn't done yet, and this was not something I wanted to talk with my mom about.
My mom just sat there and kept asking me embarrassing question about if I ever look at dirty picture, or touched myself in ways that made me feel funny. All the while she just kept yanking and pulling on my penis. I began to feel a really strange sensation come over me, that at the time I didn't know what it was. I could just think I was going to pee and I tried to beg my mom to stop, and told her I had to go to the bathroom really bad, but she just kept it up until I couldn't control myself, for which of course I was having my first orgasm.
When I did cum, she didn't say anything. She didn't say sorry or try to pretend that it was a surprise to her, instead she just gets up, pats me on the butt and tells me to clean myself up. You would have thought this would have felt good having me first orgasm, but it is so humiliating when your mom does it to you that way, that you just want to crawl under a rock.