Greetings, i want your advice. This will be a bit long but i need to explain my whole situation.
I am a ethnic (white) Swede with no family connection to Islam or the Middle East whatsoever. Or to religion at all, for that matter, all my relatives and most others around seem to think religion is stupid, more or less.
Since my early teens i have been interested in Islam, along with a passing interest in other religions, but i always felt that Islam was something for me, but i could never find a way to get into it. There are a lot of Muslim immigrants around here now, and there are actually several mosques in this city, but they are all very "ethnic"-one Kurdish, one Iranian, one Somali, and they don't advertise in Swedish or welcome Swedes in any way, as most of them probably can't speak it at all.
So i always felt that there was no clear way to become a Muslim if you weren't born into it, and judging by all the signs there are very few actual ethnic Swedes who have done so. Curiously, i had some Middle Eastern friends who were all pretty negative towards it, some even became irreligious Christians just to distance themselves from their upbringing, so they have been of no help.
I have checked all over the Web, of course, but everything related to "Swedish Muslims" seems to be all about immigrants and not aimed at ethnic Swedes at all. The websites of the mosques and organizations here are mostly written in Arabic or some other language, or in such bad Swedish it doesn't make any sense at all, further showing they have few if any ethnic Swedish participants, and don't care to get any either.
So what do you suggest i do in this situation? Moving is out of the question, and i wouldn't even know to where.