Hello people,
First of all, I hope you are all doing well, for you are all my brothers and sisters, muslim or not.
For a while I have thought of becoming muslim. And with a while, I mean around three-four years. I have thought of becoming an Orthodox christian too, but after following a year of theology classes I have come to the conclusion that Islam is, theologically speaking, more reasonable (to me).
Now, the problem that I have is that I am not accustomed to Islamic rituals whatsoever. I have no muslims in my family nor do I have an Arabic background (I'm western European). Yes, I believe in God and the oneness of God.
But I do not know how to pray. I got some muslim friends but I am afraid to tell them that I want to become muslim, because then there is no way back. I am quite a person with quickly changing thoughts, hence my question here. Yesterday I layed in my bed, and as a flash, I felt the urge that I NEED to pray, in order to come in Heaven (or Jannah, whatever you prefer). Plus, my parents are very hostile to Islam.
All in all, sorry for this chaotic post, but I have no idea what I should do.