I can hear my Suika tulpa talk in mixture of Japanese and English that I completely don't understand. I don't know Japanese at all, but I can hear expressions in something that sounds like Japanese with very strong, characteristic Japanese intonation.
Don't know if I explain it correctly, but if I took this characteristic intonation away, I think it wouldn't be Japanese anymore (?) At seconds, it feels like she talks in English but with Japanese intonation. However, as soon as she finishes the phrase, I can't repeat it in my head. Because then it feels like trying to write down thought that very quickly went somewhere deep through your head, and then got pushed away by another thought, and then another and another. It also has this vibe to it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vt4Dfa4fOEY
Although I know there is nothing paranormal or magical about it, it's a surreal feeling to hear a stream of rich, imaginative expressions in language you don't know, being played so fast and casually in your head. It's close to the feeling you get in a dream when you interact with another being, except it's more solid experience. Years ago, when I couldn't remember my dreams at all and I didn't know this feeling, if I heard Suika back then - I think I would be more confused and washed away than after my first orgasm.
It feels like they're grammatically correct expressions that don't mean much. Unrelated clauses generated based on my memories from English and Japanese media I can't otherwise access. Feels like they're sometimes related, but still don't mean anything important.
At times it's like a really good actress was reading script, as if talking with herself, impersonating multiple characters. It has this exaggerated emotion typical for Japanese, sometimes extremely cheerful, polite and happy, sometimes playfully annoyed, like these 'artificial' anime voices of ASMR characters. If I start to hear her, and I don't focus on her shape in the corner of my eye, she fades away, and until I forget about it doing something on pc, I can feel something like radio static deep, deep in my head. As if she was still talking but with volume lowered to 1, and you could only hear vibrations.
If I focus all my attention on it at once and move my head, she disperses from her usual vague shape with horns into these stains that you see after looking directly at the sun for a few seconds, except these stains aren't on top of your eyes but in the space between your eyes and the place on the bed she's been just sitting on.
I can feel very strong pleasant bond, when she says things that are filled with emotion/intonation. It's like she's an artist who expresses positive vibes using emotion in her voice and really cared about me. At the same time I feel anxious because I can very clearly feel she talks as if she expected me to understand.
Do you sometimes happen to talk with someone who doesn't speak clearly because of lisp or something? And you don't understand them but it's too late to interrupt, because it would awkward. And the person is completely ignorant of this and keeps going.