No.19928
I know that /kind/ is for showing your soft side and whatnot, but everyone has negative elements to their personality. What are you like at your worst?
I'm rude, arrogant, aggressive, and snarky, though only on a superficial level. Sometimes I'm insensitive, but I usually end up feeling bad for it.
No.19930
>>19928
I'm spiteful, vengeful, horribly vitriolic and too self-absorbed in destroying the percieved enemy to even consider the current situation or the consequences of my actions, until someone pulls me out of that loop.
On other occasions I'll just sleep for months at a time.
No.19932
>I'm rude, arrogant, aggressive, and snarky
>I'm spiteful, vengeful, horribly vitriolic and too self-absorbed
These are not worst traits. These are signs of proper testosterone levels. It's perfect. Keep on rolling and never change
No.19933
I'm very lovable but have an out of control sex drive. I want to fuck all my friends and know just what to do to get a new friend to do lewd things. Even though I tell my friends this before getting intimate it ends up creating endless amounts of jealousy and drama.
I've fallen in love with someone now though and want to stay loyal. However, I end up masturbating several times a day and getting nothing done.
No.19934
>>19932
>enabling hotheads
No.19938
>>19928
It's harder to list my positive traits, honestly. I'm rude, unattractive, self-hating, self-destructive, frivolous, paranoid, in an almost constant state of panic, and seek attention.
No.19941
I'm stupidly submissive and act far too lewd with my friends.
No.19942
I keep people from getting to close by ubruptly leaving them.
No.19945
"I am a sick man… I am a spiteful man. I am an unattractive man. I believe my liver is diseased."
No.19964
I'm bitchy, emotional, whiny, quick to judge, close-minded, careless, pushy, and wrapped up in my own problems. Even if I care about you I won't show it enough with my actions, I'll be ungrateful, and I'll invest myself fully in someone who is horrible to me and when he hurts me you'll be the one picking up the pieces even though you warned me in the first place.
No.19967
I get anxious all the time for the stupidest reasons.
No.19973
No.20018
Laziness, defiantly laziness. Every single thing about my life that i done like could be easily solved if I had a decent work ethic.
>About 2 months and a week away to the big 2-0
>Overweight
>Wimpy. Cant do a single push-up or sit-up.
>Unenduring. Can't run for more than like 2min with max willpower.
>Can't into art.
>I wanna take care of my backlogs (Books, manga, comics, vidya, etc., etc.)
>Need a job.
>Wanna become more of a /tech/ie and switch to Linux among other things.
>Get my own place.
>Start driving.
>Generally get my life started already.
>etc., etc.
The thing is though I know how to achieve what I want out of life so far, but I just can't be assed to just do it for some reason. FFS I even dropped out of early high school because I was so lazy I couldn't even be bothered to all Cs on by tests, I just stopped doing work, period, that's how lazy I am.
No.20020
>>20018
>defiantly
definitely, sorry.
No.20021
>i eggxerate and bullshit through stuff
No.20023
No.20031
>>20021
>eggxerate
That got me good m8
No.20088
Anyone feel like they're only nice or desire to be nice either out of tradition or because they aren't capable of being a good asshole?
No.20095
Much like other anons in this thread I'm arrogant and selfish. I'm also almost completely incapable of trusting anybody and I am pretty sure I have anger issues. I also make offensive jokes often and occasionally reveal my power level.
>>20088
I want to be kind for selfless reasons but I don't even think that's possible. I think I'd be far more kind if there were other kind people near me. Having always lived in a shitty area it is almost foreign to me to see people being kind in real life.
>>19933
>>19941
In high school there was a regular group of us, about 5 guys and 1 girl. I'm pretty sure she fucked every single one of them. Even while dating other guys, it created a lot of conflict between us. I really think lewdness should be mostly kept out of groups of friends. Lewd jokes are fine though, I'm a strong believer in Bros before hoes these days. Maybe that'll change one day.
No.20100
>>20095
>I really think lewdness should be mostly kept out of groups of friends.
That's why I considered it a negative part of my personality. Sucking your best friend's dick typically results in the friendship not lasting much longer.
No.20101
>>20100
Do you think you would be able to convince your friends to have an orgy? I'm sure jealousy would go down after.
No.20103
>>20101
>Do you think you would be able to convince your friends to have an orgy?
I'm >>19941, not >>19933
I really doubt it. I'd probably be the only one interested in it.
No.20123
No.20166
>>19928
I judge everyone and i feel like I'm superior to most people. i look at every little imperfection someone has. I'm a condescending, Arrogant, Superficial Asshole. And i hate myself for it.
No.20172
I'm pretty sensitive, and take things personally. 99% inconsolable when something gets to me. I have a strange preference for outright hate over being ignored/forgotten. I'm just as torn up about not being important as I was when I was 13. I get really bent out of shape when unfair things happen, especially if I went out of my way to do the right thing for someone else and get screwed over anyway. I'm extremely selfish in some ways. I can enjoy helping people, and try to think fondly of them and be empathetic but my favorite subject to talk about is myself and I always feel inclined in posts like this to write detailed scenarios but I know damn well that it's boring and trite so I just deleted like 75% of this paragraph.
Recently I've felt inhibited about improving myself. I crave unconditional love, and don't want someone who only likes me for my looks/skill/success as a human being.
No.20180
>>20160
Aint nothing wrong with that if you can find someone who likes being bullied.
No.20181
>>20172
>unconditional love
You sure found the perfect board.
No.20223
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>>20180
>tfw I will never find a qt, thick girl who I can bully and protect
>even if I did, marriage is broken and relationships are a huge gamble
No.20225
I've got a few.
I think the one that's the least burdensome is my overbearing sense of loneliness. I don't feel that anyone really cares to know much about me, much less be acquainted if they did.
Unless I'm offering something they want from me. Then I'm just being used.
>>19929
C'mon now, don't deflect. Everyone's got their imperfections.
It's group confession time.
No.20228
>>20225
Umm, I wasn't deflecting, that was just a bit of ironic humor.
I don't know if i would call this a flaw, but I'm a fierce individualist, and it annoys me when people say I'm a part of a group/community. This mentality is dying with age, but I don't think I'll ever like it when someone associates me with a group against me will. Not faulting you or anything though.
No.20236
>>20228
>it annoys me when people say I'm a part of a group/community
Would you get annoyed if I said you were part of /kind/?
No.20237
>>20236
Probably. I would go on about personhood or just leave. pls no bully!
No.20238
>>20237
I'm sort of confused. Doesn't posting here make you a part of /kind/?
No.20240
>>20238
I don't like to think of a board as a homogenous group, but a hub for individualistic expression.
No.20242
>>20240
I agree that we shouldn't think of anyone here as exactly the same, or even remotely the same. Every board probably has a massive variety in people who browse.
The reason I'd call you a part of /kind/ doesn't really have to do with that. You don't lose your individuality by saying you're a part of that group, as long as being a part of it isn't the only defining feature about you.
Of course, a lot of people don't think that way, so I can understand why you wouldn't want to be considered part of a certain group. If I claimed I browsed 8chan, someone'd probably assume I'm:
>into gamergate
>a bully
>far right-wing or far left-wing (depending on who I'm talking to)
Even if none of those were true.
Please tell me why I'm wrong
No.20243
>>20242
>The reason I'd call you a part of /kind/ doesn't really have to do with that
Sorry, I never actually said why. By posting here you are a part of the /kind/ community, regardless of whether you want to be or not. By living in the US, I am part of a group of people who live here. I might have very little in common with many of these people, but I'm still a part of the group.
Do you think you aren't a part of /kind/ for some reason?
No.20244
>>20240
Sounds like a false dilemma!
No.20372
Poster from >>20225 here.
Might as well share one more while I'm still bored.
I have this overwhelming sense of awareness of my actions. I wonder if I say the right things, or I'll be fit for the right friends or job, how my body posture is at the time, my breathing rate.
I don't like to seem out of place, which I'm likely not but I prioritize it anyways. I'll conquer this one day, gradually.
>>20242
Woah man, chill. Its not like he killed a man.
No.20394
>>20242
>>20243
No, you're right. I would just like to think that more choice goes into it, but I guess posting here is me making that choice. Oh well.
>>20244
>muh lolgical fallacies
There's no need for you to tip your fedora, friend. I was simply making reference to how some people view boards, and how I view boards.
>>20372
>Its not like he killed a man
Y-yeah, of course I didn't…
No.20408
>>19928
I've got a few but my worst is that when I'm with a girl too long for some reason I stop caring about them. Everything they do annoys me and I always say nasty things to them.
No.20651
I don't think every anon has been accounted for in this thread.
I like it though, I think it deserves more attention. I'm >>20372, I'll bump with another issue of mine that I've recently faced.
There are larger faullts of mine, but I have this haughty sense of achievement and belief in myself over the ridiculous accomplishments In my life. I do ridiculous things because of it.
Right now, I have a choice to make. I'm a full time student and employee, but I don't have enough time to fulfill both to my liking and still enjoy life. Either I concede my job, my physics class (over the 4 weeks I've completed no assignment), or my little free time. This kind of ridiculous situation is exactly why I'd like to kill this habit.
>>20408
I'm not going to lie, friend, but that's just about my relationship with everyone. It sucks. Wish I knew how to fix it other than putting distance between us.
No.20663
>>19928
I think the fact that I operate on the basis of alienation rather than loneliness is probably one of my worst traits. To elaborate, from what I can tell, most people seem to suffer due to wanting connections that they lack, whereas I am distressed due to having a perceived connection with people that I do not want due to being repulsed by nearly everyone.
For instance, I'm asexual – ranging anywhere from being completely uninterested to vaguely uneasy to physically nauseated by the matter – but everyone else with whom I interact values it or considers it important. As such, I feel as though there's a level on which I can't relate to them and that they can't relate to me. Mind you, this isn't exclusive to sexuality, but also extends to things like romance, supersaturated cute/moe stuff, etc.
Of course, it's not as though I go around telling people that they're wrong for liking these things or anything of that sort – I recognize that I'm the abnormal one in my distaste of them. Nonetheless, I feel as though there's an nigh-insurmountable barrier that divides me from everyone else, and that often causes me to act distantly or withdraw from being social and interacting with my friends. Moreover, I feel bad whenever I bring it up to anyone, since then I get the impression that talking with me then becomes more of a problem since there's something that they have to go out of their way to avoid discussing something simply because of my aberrant psychology.
Another particularly bad trait of mine has only come up in the context of romantic relationships, and it's probably one of the biggest reasons why I steer clear of them whenever possible now (in addition to the complications that result from the trait mentioned above). Namely, as the relationship becomes more emotionally intimate, I become increasingly anxious and restless about being in it, eventually reaching a point to where I can no longer tolerate it and break things off. This phenomenon has been the underlying cause of why all my attempts at serious relationships have failed, and I suspect that it'll spell the doom of any future attempts (should I ever get the idea in my head to try again).
On a less verbose note, I'm often melancholic, I sometimes have mood swings, I'm overly hard on myself for my mistakes and shortcomings, I apologize too much and grow insecure when feeling bad, I'm avoidant about confrontations, I often have self-contradictory thoughts and feelings, and I ruminate on feelings of regret. Additionally, while I'm refraining from any sort of self-diagnosis, I display a lot of symptoms of schizoid personality disorder (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder), especially when under stress.
No.20675
>Worst traits
I used to think that I hated myself but I thought about it and I realized that I'm actually a narcissist.
A lot of the time I think I'm much better than I actually am, and when that view is shattered I get angry and spiteful
I also find that I'm usually easily set off and destructive to both person and object
I feel bad that my friends have to put up with me, but I have abandonment issues so I don't want them to leave me. I'm terrified of being alone but I know that I'm a lot to handle
When I dwell on these facts, I usually feel like killing myself to "take the pressure off everyone else" but I think in reality it's to show everyone that I'd do it and they wouldn't have guessed.
I find the idea that they wouldn't believe it the first time they hear it hilarious
tl;dr: I'm a prick
No.20676
>>20095
>anger issues
>Selfish
>arrogant
I share these with ya pal. I don't know what it is but when I get set off, I get set off
>Offensive jokes
I share this but don't think it's a bad thing. If they can't stand my gallows humor then maybe they aren't the best fit to be around me
No.20677
>>20172
You're not alone in this friend. I'm about the same. This thread in which it shows so many people like myself narcissistic, self-absorbed, angry that are actively trying to be nice to everyone gives me hope.
Hell if we're all like this, maybe it's not something specifically wrong with us be it genetics or upbringing
No.20678
>>20372
In regards to your problem, I got over it by realizing that no one gives a shit.
When you see a person trip, you probably don't even remember it when pressed, but when you trip you feel like everybody is acutely aware.
They aren't. Most people are too self-absorbed to care about anything outside themselves
No.20679
>>20408
>>20651
I share that. I love someone and think they are god sent from above then a month later I can't stand them.
After I've finished the engagement I despise them as a human and hate myself for everything I did in the relationship
It's the trademark sign of BPD which gives me hope that I can be drugged into a healthy relationship someday
No.20695
I'm lazy as fuck. I should be in school right now.
No.20696
>>20695
Go to school, nerd.
No.20715
i get angry lots
im angry right now
i want to be free from this curse
No.20726
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To be honest with you guys, I don't think its any sort of personality disorder to dislike people after knowing them for so long.
I won't tell you all about my high school life, I'll just let you know the way I found people acting was detestable. It wasn't that I was picturing them badly, I just believe I got to know them better.
The world is naturally crippled, and so are its inhabitant; bar none, no matter how flawless it all seems at times. That's as simple as I think it needs to be.
>>20663
I've also talked to myself in stressful situations. I don't believe its an abnormal trait. If you develop it into a tulpa, however, then it becomes perfectly fine to the rest of the world.
>>20679
Like I said, its likely not a disorder. Coughing may be a sign of lung cancer, but you'd also be wise to consider the flu as another speculation. It all just seems normal, from my eyes.
No.20738
I have no sense of social etiquette, I can be very loud and if I'm not loud I'm extremely antisocial, sarcastic often, but not very funny. I tell offensive jokes a lot, but I don't consider this wholly negative because it's a good way to judge a person's character and it often makes people laugh.
I just want to be nicer and more approachable tbh.
No.20739
>>20738
oh, and I'm extremely paranoid and often depressing.
No.20751
I laugh in really stupid and unfunny situations. The worst one was when I went up to my Singaporean friend and said 'Singapore's first president died yesterday' while laughing. I can't explain it; he rightly got angry with me.
No.20775
>>20751
Can we be friends? You sound like you'd be fun to be around. Also your story reminds me of one of my unfunny laugh moments.
When I first came to Canada I was placed in grade 12 and had no idea what memorial day was. After lunch there was a speech about how people were poppies (the flower) but I didn't know what that was so I had a visual image of puppies in people's pockets or on their shoulders. Then there was 2 - 3 minutes of silence that wasn't silent because I was holding back idiotic laughter.
The teacher looked like he wanted to kill me and made a comment that people need to be respectful.
No.20776
No.20799
I get people to fall in love for me and i abuse the fuck out of them, both psychologically and physically.
The psycological abuse is the worst one.
No.20800
>>20775
>you sound like you'd be fun to be around
:333
I can't really verify if that's true. I do laugh at a lot of things, though. That might be annoying, though.
>Memorial Day
Oh man, I remember the yearly assemblies we had for the British equivalent, Armistice Day. We all had to stand for two minutes in silence. Not only once but thrice has someone fainted or thrown up during those two minutes. I laughed at that, too.
No.20801
>20799
Well then…stop doing it?
No.20805
I'm clingy, self-loathing and super paranoid about what others think of me.
No.20810
>>20801
That would be denying my human nature.
No.20813
>>20810
Human nature should be denied when it harms others.
No.20815
>>20813
I'm often asked to harm others, how does that work in your book?
No.20818
>>20815
>I'm often asked to harm others
What? So you make people fall in love with you and then you are told by someone to harm them?
No.20819
>>20815
Harm is to be avoided if possible. What you're saying sounds farfetched, but a request can be denied.
No.20820
>>20819
>>20818
No, they sometimes ask me to hurt them.
We're talking about people so masochistic that if left alone they are probably going to self harm, both physically and mentally.
But the only thing that makes them stop having those kind of thoughts is someone actively (but in a caring, sexual way) hurting them.
Most of em even thanked me after i hurted them.
They think they DESERVE to be punished.
>well then try to change them for the better
I tried. Many times. It failed horribly, and the one i was trying to help had the worst time of it all.
No.20821
>>20820
You just described me, thanks.
No.20822
>>20820
I think you're lying. If you aren't, seek professional help for those who threaten the wellbeing of themselves, and/or others. Have a nice day.
No.20823
>>20821
Uhm, wanna talk?
>>20822
Thank you, i probably need professional help, but i can't really afford it.
No.20826
>>19928
I guess I'm just too jaded at times , along with the fact that can't really relate to people in real life anymore.
I really haven't had too many conversations with "new" people this year.
No.22025
OP back again.
As it turns out, I have massive attention issues and may have to get tested for ADD. Another one on that list.
No.22039
>>22025
>get tested for ADD
I guess we'll have you wait and see
No.22053
I feel so goddamn alone all the time.
And it's not expected of someone like me. I've been called one of the most popular people in my high school, and I have many people I would call acquaintances. People call me a plethora of positive adjectives ("nice," "cool," "smart," "funny," "awesome," etc.), so I must be doing something correctly, right?
However, no one there genuinely wants to know me in actuality. Nobody there actually cares about my existence, nobody starts conversations with me, and probably nobody would even notice if I were absent one day.
All of my "friends" are self-absorbed shits who either think that I am a beta loser or just don't want to talk to me outside of small chit-chat and joking. It's a good explanation for why the number of Instagram followers I have is around 200, but I have no contacts on my phone save for those of my immediate family.
I actually tried getting the phone number of one of my closest friends, and boy, did it go successfully.
>friend and I talk very frequently during the two classes we share
>after school one day, I ask her if she wants to exchange phone numbers, as we talk an awful lot during school but we could always chat at home
>she starts laughing and tells me that her parents are strict enough to check her phone for pretty much everything, so we can't do that as a result
>this wasn't an excuse (or was it?), as she already brought this strict rule up several times in previous conversations
>later on, lunch time
>she's tired from class, so she pulls out her phone and starts looking through her phone
>I accidentally peek at her contacts whilst turning my head somewhere else
>turns out there's a ton of recently added contacts, all of people we both know who just transferred to our school
Do people just think I'm a weirdo? I dress nicely, I'm about a 7.5/10, and I'm generally pretty self-confident, so is this just all because of my personality? I don't find my personality to be bad, either.
I don't know at all.
All I can hope for is just to retain my grades so that I could get into a good university and get away from here. Who would miss me, anyway?
No.22094
I have wild autist mood swings. Though not physical or violent, they're very unpleasant for everyone involved. I tried a few therapy strategies like having to remember to not take it personally, thinking how I could have been at fault, but they don't work. Regardless of how inconsequential these situations are to everyone else, I am still pissed off about it. The only thing to do is avoid the places and people. These were especially bad in school. Working has been much better for me.
I'm not too good at it, but I used to manipulate to soothe my moods. Nothing feels quite so good as seeing the bastard that set you off be treated as the monster you see them as. It worked much better when I was a kid, but all in all adulthood has been decent.
Other than that I'm kind of a clown, and make jokes at peoples' expense completely ignorant of how much it hurts them. I used to be the "hurrhurr offense is taken not given" guy, but I'm getting better about it at least. Instead of saying "I'm sorry YOU got offended" it is more agreeable to say "I'm sorry I said that, I didn't intend to offend you" because it is taking responsibility for the hurt caused without fully retracting a statement.
No.22104
>>22039
Well, results came back, and what do you know? I have it. Probably explains why my grades have sucked shit lately. Gonna get put on vivance for a bit to see how that goes.
>>22053
I think you have a case of being able to meet a lot of people and come off as a cool person, but you have difficulty making or maintaining deeper relationships. You don't have very many strong friendships, right?
No.22559
>>22104
Really late reply. Sorry!
Yes, I believe that that is especially true of me. There's only about 5 people at school who understand my true self (a really mature, chill guy in comparison to my false hyperactive personality), and really about 2 good friends.
I'm pretty trash at developing my friendships, and I think I always have been as a result of being somewhat of a loner all throughout elementary and middle school. I can socialise with almost anybody as long as they aren't a dick, but actually befriending him or her is something I just cannot bring myself to do.
It's weird. Maybe I should have initially presented myself as who I really am and not who people now think I am?
No.22661
im hedonistic lazy and i think my brain is deteriorating i should probably get that checked out but like i said im lazy
No.24622
>>19928
I'm extremely careless with my words, but extremely sensitive to my own insecurities.
I'm also very paranoid, although I'm not sure if that's just because "friends" have tried taking advantage of my charitable nature in the past, or because I'd prefer to be paranoid to gullible
Another one is that I experience strong emotional flashbacks that can make me go from being on the verge of falling for someone to literally wanting to kill them within a minute. The amount of crazy messages I've sent to people over silly mood swings are crazy, and I'm usually a very calm, unimpulsive person.
I also talk at other people instead of too them. I don't know, people just never really to say anything interesting back to me and I'm always caught up in such a powerful brain storm when I talk to people. Sometimes I'll talk to someone who can respond to my wavelength and I'll be happy listening to them for hours on end, but of the time I'll boring everyone to death.
No.24626
>>22559
Why can't you "bring yourself" to befriend them? Don't just give up after asking one girl for her number (she probably thought you were gonna call for a date and wanted to avoid the awkwardness).
Find someone you think is a genuinely cool person and try to get to know them on a more personal level. Ask about their interests, their life. Then ask if they wanna hang out.
Hell, maybe you can even be straight-forward and say that you don't really have any friends. As long as you can avoid putting pressure on them and making it awkward, that is.
My biggest flaw is that I'm not passionate enough about life or my own ambitions. Everything just seems like it's more trouble than it's worth. Friendship, love, achievement, none of it seems rewarding or interesting enough to really pursue. I feel like all I get out of going out and doing things is a bunch of anxiety coupled with a hollow and weak sense of accomplishment. No matter how well I do.
That was pretty depressing to type out, but therapeutic.
No.24639
• Laziness
• Cowardice
• Social ineptitude
• Arrogance
• Simultaneous superiority- and inferiority compexes
• All-or-nothing attitude
• Brooding anger, grudge-holding, hateful
• Think too much, act too little
• Addicted to computer and other electronics
• Glutton
• Borderline alcoholic
• Near-zero confidence in my appearance to the point where it hurts for the rare occasion grills compliment/mire me
• Self-obsessed navel-gazer
No.25009
Wel…
I am ugly. And I like to be always right.
I think that's it, I'm always trying to be the best person I can be.
No.25013
I have a tendency to be lazy, self destructive, spiteful, prone to anger, asocial, and overtly self critical or self loathing. I am overweight, I have bad teeth and I have toenail fungus. I hate these things about myself so fucking much. I want very badly to fix them. I have tried, and continue to try, to get rid of these things, and have achieved varying degrees of success. These problems still plague me, though, and I include them here because I consider them worse than any other personality trait I may possess.
No.25207
I'm a narcissist with disdain for normal people, I'm also lazy and overly-emotional, and selfish.
I really want to fix that.
No.25217
I'm either a passionate menace that doesn't know when to give up or an unemotional robotic that can't function in public settings.
There is no in between. It's either one or the other.
I'm changing though. I'm learning how to take the best of both sides.
No.25218
Christ where to start?
I'm a sociopath, a sadist, I play games with my friend's feelings, a compulsive liar, I've never been able to connect with anyone through love and I'm an all round cunt to speak to. I don't know why people even associate with me at all as I'm only a 6/10 at a stretch, fat, conniving and insulting yet these fuckers always come to me like they're abused wives.
Not only all of this but I'm a lazy cunt who won't even try to do something I'm meant to do if it doesn't interest me. I don't go out of my way to help friends, I don't tell them my past and I tell them upfront about my ASPD diagnosis yet they still come to me like they want to be manipulated, like they want me to play games with them.
/kind/ what the fuck am I doing with my life?
No.25280
>>19928
My worst trait is that I'm proud of the things I would have put here if I wasn't proud of them.
No.25493
Old. Ugly. Poor. Unlikeable. Unapproachable. Jealous of everyone. (even you). I will tear down any argument to make me feel better about myself. And I will tear down people to do it, too. I prize logic above above all else, my only lapse in such is why I allow myself to exist.
No.25497
People think I'm the sweetest, kindest person they ever met but I'm actually just being manipulative.
No.27275
I'm lazy, have a hard time imagining what people think of me, and struggle with introspection. I'm sure there's more but that last point makes it difficult to pinpoint.
No.27277
>>20735
another irrefutable piece of evidence that my country is the best.
No.27291
>>25218
Despite all that, there must be a reason you came to /kind/.
Not being able to feel sympathy sounds like it would be rather nightmarish. I do feel for you. But, like all sociopaths, you are able to understand the conceptual difference between wrong and right.
Perhaps you want to be more kind? I don't believe it's outside your reach. Just like an autist can learn to read faces and emotions using rational deduction and practice. You could shape the world around you into what you see as your conceptual /kind/ ideal. Maybe the sense of accomplishment will be able to stand in for the absent emotional reward.
Sorry for the late reply, friend.
No.27314
Boring, apathetic and uninteresting to the point im an outcast on outcasts communities. No malice or hate in my heart but not love or real kindness either to be honest. Apparently people prefer someone who kicks and spits in their face rather than me.