/kind/ - Random Acts of Kindness

>>24951

That sounds like a nice way to live, but what about your family?

>>24953

well we can be your family and not expect you to celebrate Christmas

>>24964

I'm curious if anyone actually feels as much as how sappy they act around here. Has /kind/ always been this way?

>>24966

I mean yeah we do. That's kinda the whole point.

Actually I've heard it used to be even more kind before

No depression here. Christmas is fairly stereotypical for my family. Open presents in the morning (sometimes afternoon). Aunts, uncles, and cousins come over for dinner, and we all open more presents after. I've reached the point where I no longer ask for things and am just happy to see them. Though, as the night goes on, I do find myself looking for an appropriate time to go back to my computer.

>>24966

I once spent Christmas Eve with a roommate I was mad at, because I didn't think they should be alone while everyone else in the apartment went home to their families.

>>24968

I find that more sweet than sappy. -assuming you usually get along that is.

>>25010

What did she do? Sounds like you're saying embezzling the funds.

>>24997

I suppose that makes sense, but maybe you'll meet someone one day that can make them special again. Or maybe you can follow her example and one day be that person for someone else. I'm sure she loved to make those days special for you and wouldn't want you to be sad even if she can't be there.

>>25010

I mean that sounds pretty complicated. but at the very least, even if you're not going to do anything in particular your dad is probably happy to have you there.

>>24983

I would let you have some, but the technology to send cookies through the internet isn't yet in existence, and it'd probably ruin the taste.

>>25024

>the technology to send cookies through the internet doesn't exist

U havin a giggle m8?

> tfw sleep deprived and hung over before visiting family because anxiety about waking up early made me stay awake

>>25044

I wasn't talking about suicide rates, some friends of mine who work in a hospital (who I might know from when I was staying there) tell me at their and other hospitals they always every year have a high number of people come in for inpatient mental health care treatment many of whom have no inherent or specific mental health issues but are simply overwhelmed by stress or depression do to outside circumstances.

And I definitely understand what you're going through with college being a shitty place to meet people and having a family I can't relate too but you can't really control everything you know you kinda just gotta play the hand you were dealt even if it's shit ya know? I wish I could help you out, theirs not a lot I can do from here, but life isn't as cut and dry as most people act like it is not everyone needs to get a long with their family and lots of people have trouble with college academically and socially for many reasons including that the way most colleges are run and operated in the first place is usually pretty fucked and impalpable to many kinds of people not willing to waste huge amounts of time and money learning almost nothing save how to follow directions unquestioningly in a shit social environment. So do your best anon but it honestly sounds like a lot of the shit you have to put up with isn't fair or anything you caused so don't feel too bad about any of it if you can't hack it because in your situation just bothering to try at all when faced with all that is probably commendable and outside of what a reasonable informed person would expect of you in a fair world.

>>25045

Sorry that the grammar, logic, and everything are a mess. I sort of type a lot faster than I'm actually able to, Hope you care dissect what I meant outta that mess.

>>25027

Actually, only to last part of what I said that you didn't include was meant as a joke. To be clear I'd like to share the cookies with you lot if/when I bake them there's simply no practical way for me to get them to most of you unless you happened to live near me which isn't very likely.

>>25026

Seriously college isn't for everyone. None of this is any of your fault I never get why people act like everyone needs to go to college especially when the quality of education provided at least in most american colleges isn't really all that impressive.

Plenty of people who are smart, talented, or otherwise, do perfectly fine if not much better going to community college, trade/technical school, or even just getting a job out of high school. College quite literally isn't for everyone I never really understood why everyone acts like it is. Plus lately many colleges seem not to give a shit about students or teaching as long as you pay the tuition they don't much care what happens to you one way or another and seem to feel little to no responsibility for how they affect your life.

>>25044

ah incidentally, the suicide rate actually peaks in the springtime

Sometimes I feel a bit left out on christmas or similar events,

thinking I could be having fun baking cookies with friends, decorating with friends or doing other christmas stuff with friends but my family has either already done these things without me or they're just not into it.

I wish I had more close friends irl who'd be like minded enough to do fun things like that with me..

>>25051

what did she even want all that money for? Did she have a gambling or drug problem?

>>25053

well you have a year to look for them. I'm sure lots of people feel the same way you just have to find some that live near you.

I… I dont know. Its not the "worst" day I have had, but at the same time its worse than the worst Christmas.

I feel more lonely and unloved than I have in the past. I miss my ex, I miss the closeness I had with her. I don't know if she left me because she was actually needing to know what it was like to date others or if she truly just grew tired of having somebody who would love and accept her despite her faults. I feel bad for phrasing it like that, but my logical side would have said to leave or avoid the situation if I knew about that side of her before having emotions for her.

I have been re-writing this a few times. I just wish I didn't feel so lonely like nobody likes me or wants me around.

>>25079

Eh, I'd believe in magic if I could.

>>25127

we want you around here on /kind/ :)

>>25129

in a young girl's heart?

>>25146

I don't know what you're saying but sure why not?

>>25145

Thanks.

Part of it is that I had plans before the breakup to spend my holidays with my ex.

I hope that one day I can get somebody who loves me completely and fully. Would be nice to feel.

>>25148

Your true love awaits you friend

>>>/cuteboys/

>>25147

Do you believe in magic?

In a young girls heart

How the music can free her

whenever it starts

And it's magic

if the music is groovy

It makes you feel happy like an old time movie

I'll tell ya about the magic

It'll free your soul

but it's like trying to tell a stranger 'bout rock n roll

If you believe in magic, don't bother to choose

If it's jug band music or rhythm and blues

Just go and listen

It'll start with a smile

It won't wipe off your face no matter how hard you try

Your feet start tapping

And you can't seem to find

How you got there

So just blow your mind

If you believe in magic

Come along with me

We'll dance until morning, just you and me

and maybe, if the music is right

I'll meet ya tomorrow

so late at night

We'll go a dancin' baby then you'll see

all the magic's in the music and the music's in me, yeah

Do you belive in magic? Yeah.

Believe in the magic in a young girl's soul

believe in the magic of rock n roll

Believe in the magic that can set you free

Ohhhh, talkin' bout magic

Do you believe like I believe?

Do you believe in magic?

[repeat]

>>25160

Wait seriously?

Is it actually filled with traps and such? I myself am by no means /cuteboy/ material

>>25171

>6'2

>Built like a brick house with the bone structure and mussel mas in my legs of Johnathan Joestar.

>>24950

Worst fucking Christmas of my life. Still trying to recover from it.

>>25222

Why friend? Care to talk about it?

>>25172

Well gay guys clearly love that too. Sorry about your luck of being cutesy though.

>>25243

Me too!

If i had the willpower and drive to become /fit/ I'd be a bodybuilding god…

All going to waste…

>>25172

You don't need to achieve trap mode aesthetics. you just need to peg them in their butt and make them your gf

>>25222

what happened?

>>25243

small and submissive is what I want.

>>25278

A great man needs a great team to stand with him in this world compadre.