I just want to be happy. And my happiness is impacted by whether or not I can make others happy.
So maybe caring about other's feelings is selfishness. I don't care deeply however. I'm not gonna cry cuz anon is stuck as a NEET. But I will tell them to fighto and keep fighting and keep trying.
At the end of the day all we can do is keep trying.
Just be happy anon. I hope your today is OK and your tomorrow is brighter.