/late/ - Late Nights

>>4088

Just checking. If you need some help, don't be afraid to ask.

We're all a bunch of no good daywalkers.

I am incredibly ashamed of my evil nature and contemplate suicide because I think I am a monster

inb4 edgelord, I have actually done some horrid things. these are not just urges. but there are urges

>>4183

It can't be that bad.

Also, you're repentant, which locks you out of being evil in my opinion.

>>4160

I really, really like this webbum.

>>4156

dope as fuck

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OkJIH4c5sc

Bandcamp: https://officialpersona.bandcamp.com/

>>4193

We gots an IRC.

Make a Discord room instead.

Get some coffee, get some food, get some bright lights and pace around every now and then. At some point the tiredness will just vanish.

>>2293

I missed this webm

Thanks for posting it.

play civ while drinking coffee. Watch as 1 hr converts into 4 hrs automatically!

>>4067

gave me a chuckle.

>>4123

Because some people are into it to larp about fighting the ebil corporations. They hate capitalism but also love the technology that only could have come about through some capitalism.

It's a shame lainchan's userbase is so annoying, the anime is great and all the other imageboards about it died.

/cuteboys/

/v/

/x/

/his/

/loomis/

>>4150

I dont wanna tell, sorry

>>4171

Well aren't you one defiant night owl.

How much I hate insomnia and how it's stealing all my /fit/ gainz.

thinking about how i need to actually use my time instead of idling on the net 24/7...

i dont want to numb myself but again and again i find myself sitting in my same clothes at 5 am smoking a cigarette and asking myself the age old question: why am i doing this

sometimes i feel that ive become addicted to pulling all-nighters. i like the feeling of sleep deprivation mixed with coffee, tobacco and ephedrine... i nod out in class and it's a heavenly feeling. though it's been getting better lately i'm not the sort of person that gets up in the morning. i'm late to school everyday, sometimes skipping classes.

i wish i had a hobby. starting out is the biggest hassle of all. once you get momentum going its smooth sailing i know that but theres somehting inside of me that draws me back again and again to numb myself with the same old shit that ive been doing for the past 4 years.

life is so boring. sometimes i daydream about becoming a street racer or doing urban exploring or spraying graffiti. i think how cool of a life i could have and the bittersweet feeling hits me just before i have to get off the bus.

i have made so many plans and so many time scedules to organize my life... more than i even care to count. why wont i just do it? theres nothing stopping me. is this what they call addiction?

i need to get my ass up. i need to just take the initiative. lord grant me strenth for i am but a walking shell

>>4172

but i guess its OK. it could be way worse but if someone asked me if i was genuently happy i couldnt say yes i am. i am not happy. sometime it hit me hard that until this very day ive been numbing myself, commuting to school without a puropse.

do yall think about suicide? i sometiemes do. i cant imagine dying of old age. if youd ask me how do you think you will die id say ill probably kill myself sometime. im not depressed but i cant shake off the feeling that it will eventually be this way

>>4172

but i guess its OK. it could be way worse but if someone asked me if i was genuently happy i couldnt say yes i am. i am not happy. sometime it hit me hard that until this very day ive been numbing myself, commuting to school without a puropse.

do yall think about suicide? i sometiemes do. i cant imagine dying of old age. if youd ask me how do you think you will die id say ill probably kill myself sometime. im not depressed but i cant shake off the feeling that it will eventually be this way,,,

>>4173

i do not think of how am i gunna do /IT/ but the afterlife more of.

hope is there - just keep looking at the sky.

>i think my girlfriend is about to break up with me

any signs?

how long have ye known her?

have a backup plan just incase that is not suicide [i visit /suicide/ but still...last resort type of thing]?

Don't fret anon. More breakups and makeups are in your future. Unless MGTOW.

I like to sit in my second story room, with the window wide open, to let in the cool, refreshing sea air. From this window I can see the entire hillside, looking down. It's comforting, looking over the small, residential expanses of housing, the thick forestry surrounding the homes, the gentle flicker of old, mercury stoplights.

I LOVE the kitchen, especially if it is a small one and with a soft couch. It feels so comfy because there is tasty food right next to you and tasty tea to drink.

>>4140

Also rain, I fucking love rain.

holy shit i haven't been to this board in months

and it's still almost exactly as i left it

i love this place

as for strange sources of comfy, i find a lot of that actually comes early in the morning for me.

because of certain factors, i almost always have monday mornings all to myself, meaning i can do basically anything i want.

so i usually put on some late-night jazz, make a pot of coffee, and sit down to read a magazine, newspaper, gun catalog, etc., sometimes have a smoke. it's especially nice with natural light available.

it's a very calm, relaxing time before i have to get on with the day and get shit done.

strange that one of my most comfy moments of the week is during the time most people dread like the plague.

For me, it's that gentle sound of an old Dell inspiron's fan. Those were some good computers. Shame both of mine became unusable. My Thinkpad's nice, but I miss that comfy sound.

>>4016

nice

I curse you with dancing fever.

>>4096

pretty good

>>4096

Neat!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDsGZDBJlHQ

The Dear Hunter, perhaps my favorite artist.

Lustmord, Ahasverus, and Silent Hill OSTs.

Drank half a bottle of Delsym and Eric Clapton really is doing it for me.

Usually listen to a lot of industrial sort of stuff, trance, neofolk/martial industrial, and just basic rock.