>>1671
I'm the same way, and I can't help thinking that sooner or later I won't even see the point of forcing myself to do the 'important' things in my life — when I only *feel* like I should care about them.
I mean what difference will it make, from one moment to the next, whether I have a past full of successes or failures? My life falls into the same pattern no matter what I do, so why make an effort that won't change anything?