>>608614
Going to a warzone to "fix" your suicidalness is like having a baby to "fix" your marriage.
It won't do shit except make everything worse, and now you're shifting your problems onto somebody else.
>>608771
You are not in any shape to go to Rojava.
Get fixed up, then go. Preferably in a less exciting but more useful non-combat role. They've already got tonnes of untrained peasants, and they're stronger and more determined than you are.