The fuck happened here?
Hey guys, I need some advice and I am too tinfoil hat to ask this on Reddit.
Last week I met a trans girl through Reddit, on a subreddit where we hate both her (Ill just say her, other shit is too weird) gender/sexuality/condition and her ethnic group, and I frequently do too, sorry guys. Shes from a different country from me, but we could meet up in a 2 hour train ride. Shes smart, shes pretty, shes kind, she shares my hobbies and interests. Only difference is that she is about 4,5 years older than me, but I have no problems with this (turning 20 myself in a few months). Weve been talking every single day, sometimes until 4 am. We Skyped a few times and I am pretty much sold, I guess, shes awesome. But theres some stuff that bothers me. Ive never had a girlfriend or sex and Ive sort of given up on that shit. Maybe deep down Ive been looking at trans girls as a surrogate for an actual woman? Is this fair towards her? I really like her anyways. Also, when we meet up it seems like its going to end up in sex. What if I ended up weirded out or something? Its not exactly a one-way thing from me, so I dont want to hurt her feelings.
Thanks