>>8395
i lived this trip in a way , as "atoning for my sins".
somehow,i came back with very little patience for the things that hurt me, with a sense of purpose, with the willingness and the need to improve myself and my situation. and i made some substantial changes in my life. especially with the help of part of my family, even from people i didn't think would care about me.
i don't know what happened in my mind, maybe you writers, engineers of the human soul, as stalin said, can't put it togheter.
and this pretty much it.
one other thing that really helped me, feel free to laugh, was /pol/.
if you see some very combative post defending /pol/ , especially in this board, that's probably me.
the chans and /pol/ really meant a lot to me.
finding an environment where what i have to say matters as much as everyone else and where, despite what people say, you "win" an argument, by researching a subject better than your counterpart, and when you"lose" you have the luck to be confronted with something that can get you closer to some kind of truth if you are willing to take the burn, really meant a lot to me.
and i really liked old /lit/ because i had never had much chances to discuss literature and history and philosophy like that ,before.
too bad people there didn't seem to be able to take a joke.
despite the small numbers i like it here better.
and that's sort of my story.
i wish i could have said i had adventures and something more entertaining…