>be me, 18 at the time
>somewhat bicurious
>kind of insecure and repressed about my homosexuality
>on Yik Yak
>post my kik in a thread posted by some girl
Thirsty, I know
>gay guy picks it up instead
>starts messaging me
>annoyed at first, but somewhat flattered by the attention
>kind of a shut in, so I jump at the opportunity when he invites me to a party
>show up
>get drunk out of my head
>he gets in
>he offers to drive me home
>decline, because I don't want my parents finding out I got drunk
>he offers to let me sleep on his friend's couch
>I take it up
>he calls his friend, but claims he's hooking up with some girl
>he brings me to his home instead
>rant drunkenly about blacks and Jews on the way there
>he puts me in his bed instead of on the couch
>too drunk and tired to care
>put a pillow between us
>he keeps trying to sneakily cuddle and I freak out every time
>I eventually fall asleep and I feel him groping me and pulling me into a spoon position
>just pretend it's someone else and sleep through it
>wake up the next morning
>his roommate comes into his room and asks who's boots are in the living room
>sees me in bed
>leaves the room
>ivebeenspotted.jpeg
>fuck fuck fuck fuck
>in retrospect, this guy probably has numerous hook up partners a month, so his roommate probably wasn't going to remember me
>felt really hungover from the night before
>wasn't sure what he had done to me while I was sleeping
>drove home
>parents figured out that I had been drunk anyway
I still see the desperate son of a gun on Yik Yak from time to time, offering to suck straight guy dick. He's actually attempted to get back in touch with me a few times (once to invite me Las Vegas type city in our state, and another time without realizing who I was because I was using a different Kik). Perhaps I missed a chance to explore my sexuality, but I really don't want to get back into contact with the guy.