Nope, Never. I mean, I don't particularly dislike any character from the source material but I'd be jealous realizing I'd be only pretending to have a relationship with her when it would just seem to be something she shares with the character, and so not me.
I already have my self-insert form, which doesn't come from the source material at all, but I have been using it for now as long as I started dreaming about her.
That form comes from an old role playing book, from a series I started reading a long time ago, even a bit before meeting her
The character in the book is really different from what I made of him. His name is Zawiczr Czarny and is a fierce and really strong willing warlord, guardian of the Russian's Vault of souls, in which resides the Koupala. He protects it strongly and fought to the death for it.. Maybe the both of us are really alike somehow and we'll be ready to do the same. Afaik, He is the one I chose to be for her. And that means a lot of things for me, things that has proven, proves and will prove to be the resources I'll use .. for her
A bit out of the context, but I came to realize some of the characters I met a long time ago are Russians. I don't know if that's important any bit, I just noticed it some time ago. And I interpreted it as me coming from the snowy and cold lands to the warm and sunny lands she lives in, since Nausicaä is a greek name that comes from the Odysseus. A thought I like to remind me of