/mental/ - Mental Health, Illnesses and Disorders

ayy lmao

nice trips though

>>10777

OP's pic related : My mom has the same. Has it a name in english? Can't remember it.

>reasons you were bullied

Don't really know (maybe good grades, staying alone during playtime…), at school it was just until twelve years old. After this I think I became too odd so people were afraid and just left me in peace.

Now am almost in peace on this point, except some mockeries on my lack of social skills at work.

I was bullied because I was friendly and tried to act silly. I also wore weird clothes.

People thought I was gay. Someone once threw a cinder block out of a car window at me. I didn't even know them.

>>10905

This.

1) Socially awkward and had no friends or only one friend at most of my schools.

2) Loner/Off in my own world

3) Had a speech impediment

4) Was Asian-American and lived in an affluent suburb 98% full of racist white yuppies.

>>11015

>Someone once threw a cinder block out of a car window at me.

how?

-generally socially awkward

-noticeably scared around girls

-took only one bath a week (lol)

>basically autistic-tier

>main friends also like that

>was a communist

>annoying online, shared random bullshit no one gave a fuck about all the time

>no assertiveness

>didn't tell any authority figures anything so I was a good target

>autism, spd

>learning disability

>no friends

>small, thin build

>terrible weak posture

>no confidence

>easily cried

changed school about 4 times before attempted suicide. psych wards are never fun. never finished school and currently mooch off my unfortunate parents

i literally wore the same three wolf's moon shirt and a wolf hat to school every single day of my life. the shirt was covered in dandruff because i live in a dry state and didn't take good care of my hair at the time.

my teeth are the color of beer.

my body language is like a robot.

i have an abnormally deep voice, think like arby's new commercial voice, soulless glossy eyes, and no understanding of social boundaries.

and yet i was never bullied in school. ever. i even attended a friend/beaner alternative school filled with defects and delinquents for a few years. not one notable conflict.

is it because i'm large? i don't understand. someone please explain.

>my nose

>my hair

>being too fixated on having people like me that i was very annoying

>socially awkward, depressed and insecure

I dealt with it by being a (pretty successful) class clown and pretty much threw away my education for laughs and classroom acceptance from people I don't even speak to today, most of whom now have quite successful lives whereas I am a suicidal, socially isolated druggie who still lives at home.

>>10777

Being the skinny clumsy kid with curly hair is basically why.

The culture around here is merciless when it comes to being different. Constant, constant derision, attacks, and shunning.

Pretty sure half my problems now are because I was never allowed to socialise as a child, and never saw the reason to because people were so boring.

>>10777

Are you by any means named Benjamin ?

I know this is gonna sound edgy, but because I'm white. It was only for like half a year but I was getting beat up all the time by the same couple of coloured dude