/mental/ - Mental Health, Illnesses and Disorders

>Sleeping* (about five hours a day even spending much more time drowsing when no job – duration of other activities really depends on days)

>Drinking/getting drunk*

>Cooking when feel like it or just putting preprepared meal in microwave oven

>Eating* (always combined with one of three next points)

>Browsing internet*

>Listening to music*

>Watching videos on internet or movies or cartoons/animes*

>Sometimes playing video games*

>Fapping*, Shitting and Peeing

>Drawing*

>Grocery about once a week in small places and liquor stores

>Night beerwalk sometimes including urbex, grafitti or campfire in forest like three or four times a week

>Taking a train to buy alcohol in an unknown city

>Working when having some job (temporary worker)

*Bed activities

…

>Feeling pain in my back for shitty loadcarrying jobs and spending too much time laid on it

>wake up

>8chan

>take meds

>8chan

>shower

>8chan

>breakfast+8chan

>play vidya

>lunch+8chan

>vidya and/or 8chan

>dinner+8chan

>8chan until I fall asleep sometime after midnight

I might as well be making chocolate pudding at 4:00 AM.

>wake up around 5pm

>stare at the ceiling for an hour or so

>get up

>eat microwave ready garbage

>browse chans till around 10pm

>eat again

>browse till around 6am or so

>go to bed

>fall asleep

>Wake up

>Take morning meds

>Either go back to sleep or get on computer

>Take afternoon meds

>More computer time

>Take night meds

>Shower/clean myself

>More computer time

>Go to sleep

I also eat anywhere between 1 - 3 times a day, though sometimes I don't eat at all.

Some days I do chores.

Such a productive life.

>wake up

>get drunk

>eat dry cereal

>take supplements

>browse 8ch for 14 hours

>get drunk

>go to sleep

been like this for about 10 years

what are you doing when depressed?

>>11216

Detest myself for not being psychologically healthy & strong enough to be a normalfag and to finish getting a trade like the other normalfags in the school.

I feel ashamed for it, so I avoid other people that know me.

Basically it's

>wake up

>take dog out for a morning walk

>see people going to work and contributing to the society

>feel ashamed

>think about killing myself, can't and won't do it because I have the duty to take care of my dog while he's still alive

>take a morning shower, let mind flow off to lala-land for a few minutes

>make breakfast and read news, if it's a "good" day I'll get to rage and cuss at some politician, if not, I'll just read morning news without paying attention or really even comprehending what I am reading

>browse 8chan, same thing as above, maybe shitpost on pol

>take dog out for afternoon walk

>feed dog

>make or get some food

>play vidya, feel guilty if it's a game where you get to build shit. I felt guilty for designing and building things in Space Engineers. Reminds me that I'm not a productive member of society.

>read books or watch documentaries

>take dog out for the evening walk

>sleep

>somewhere laughing RNG-gods are throwing the dices again

>repeat

First half of the month

>wake up

>weed

>8chan

>maybe vidya

>food

>sleep

Second half of the month

>wake up

>8chan

>maybe vidya

>food

>sleep

>>10813

Had severe anhedonia recently, it took a herculean effort to do basic things. Stopped brushing my teeth and showering. Ate little, only spoke when answering questions, mostly stayed in bed. Weird things were happening too, won't elaborate. Saw a psychiatrist. She was worried so I'm back on antipsychotics. Actually helped a little, but I still just stay in bed and browse the internet on my phone. I don't think I'll be able to study. Gonna an hero as soon as I can get the necessary materials.

>>11229

Good luck and try to remember to leave timed notice or something. It's no fun having to scoop persons remains from the floor with a spoon basically.