Hey /mental/,
I'm a mild fuckup. I'm a 20y/o essentially skilless neet in a transitional period. The only really good thing I have going for me is that I'm not in any debt. Recently I tried some adderall, and it made me feel the way I think I'm supposed to feel. Sharp, focused, and energetic. I don't want to be a druggo, but I think having a prescription for adderall or something similar would increase my quality of life greatly.
My sister was diagnosed with ADHD back in elementary school, and I think took some meds for it for a while. My dad noted my trouble with school and suggested I might have it too, but I shot the idea down out of shame.
From my quick research, I fit all the criteria for the 'Inattention' arm of ADHD, but neither the Hyperactivity or Impulsivity. I procrastinate, can't pay attention for crap, find it impossible to get organized, and I get distracted very easily.
I'm not even sure what I'm asking. Am I just looking for a diagnosis so I don't have to blame myself for my current lack of success? Does anyone have any input?
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