/mental/ - Mental Health, Illnesses and Disorders

No offense intended, but that sounds like trying to put out a fire with gasoline.

>>11689

you're absolutely right, but i mean if i decided to try it there must be others

>>11688

I did LSD as my first drug before even weed or anything, and before I was diagnosed.

It was mostly just things I could already see being modified rather than adding on to the experience, though it did make my brain think even more irrationally.

This was years ago now, when my symptoms weren't as severe either. I'm sure now it'd be much more interesting to say the least.

I used to do dph and dxm rrgularly after my. Psychosis broke out.

For some reason I always had a good time and the only thing that made the condition worse was weed.

Nowadays I wouldn't do hallucinogenics again because I fear for my mental state which has since much improved.

>>11694

now that im on serequel i can handle small amounts of weed, but theres a certain cap to where im back to hearing things again

>>11699

don't take seroquel, unless you want to add six more mental disorders on top of your schizophrenia and collect them like trading cards

i wouldn't recommend it

>>11717

Can you give me more detail? I was on the max dosage of abilify before and so far feel better on 600mg of seroquel

>>11721

I'm going to keep it short cause i'm in the middle of a movie

>have insomnia

>keep getting immune to prescription sleeping meds and the doctor is running out of options

>prescribes me seroquel

>i was real young at the time and not educated on any meds so i had no idea how hardcore this shit was

>take it for years, works wonders for making me fall asleep

>stop taking it cold turkey once i realize it's making me gain weight

>self-awareness returns and i realize the entire time i was on it, it made me into a sociopath

>apologize to my multiple ex-girlfriends who dated me throughout the years while i was on the psycho pill for beating them, manipulating them and verbally abusing them

>one now allegedly has PTSD from her experiences with me and teaches glasses to women stuck in abusive relationships

>dropping it cold turkey was not a good idea

>all of my sociopath charm given to me by the drug goes away completely, leaving me a bumbling autistic mess that doesn't know how to talk to people whatsoever

>literally told by a psychologist that I will have to learn all of my social skills over again like a toddler

>start developing obsessions, some of which are with me to this day unfortunately

>lose all self esteem and fall into a deep depression, lose every friend i had

this is all anecdotal of course, i didn't believe a drug could fuck me up this bad

until i saw other users here on 8chan who had similar results after taking that demon drug

>>11757

>>11749

Op here, im taking it for schizophrenia and depression, so far i dont think im a sociopath. I treat people empathetically, something ive always been good at. Only been on it a month though.

I am schizo and I did LSA a few years ago.

I OD'd and had a real bad trip so it wasn't fun the least. Otherwise it didn't worsen my condition or anything. It didn't trigger psychosis afterwards.

So far I've experienced a couple drugs that didn't make it worse at all. Lots of DPH and DXM (sepererately and combined) sometimes in pretty heroic dosages and a few random ass RCs I can't even name anymore. I was just regularly high, had some good times and got sober again, which no real effect on my already messed up brain. Only weed, which triggered my psychosis in the first place, always made me go fucking crazy just after one hit. Shit's crazy.

>>11859

also

Dont think psychedelics can cure your depression, it can help MAYBY

But Mayby it just makes it worse if you dont realize what it is, and can cause bad trip.

I had some bad trips, but was able to save them.

It really is important when and where you use.

>>11849

This dude here

I just did Acid two days ago.

It was a mere 10mcg and it was fucking intense. Probably won't do it again.

At first I had great fun, I laughed at the dumbest stuff. Around the peak it got way too intense, though and I was afraid I'd fuck my brain up for real. I popped some of my anti psychotics to abort the trip but I stayed high for several more hours.

What surprised me is that even though I was high as a motherfucker I still could keep a clear mind when it was necessary. I was aware that I was on a drug and that it would last only a few more hours.

I realized I needed to kill some time so I turned on Friday on Netflix and got completely lost in it. I was only aware after the movie was over.

Later I wanted to sleep but I couldn't so I popped a sedative my doc prescribed me.

So I basically slept all day yesterday because I was so exhausted.

Nothing really strange happened and my psychosis didn't come back, I didn't even hallucinate my voices during the trip and that amazed me. I'm feeling good now but still pretty exhausted but that could be due to a cold I'm having.

Despite the good outcome it was the dumbest idea I had in a long time.

Listening to music was seriously awesome though. Ever listened to Nuthin' But a "G" Thang on LSD? Damn, son. I never heard somebody speak so fluidly as Snoop did on this track. It absolutely blew me away

>>11897

100*mcg

Acid alone made my brain feel like it was on fire during a few bad trips where I've mentally blacked(Loss of consciousness) out unable to handle it, while another trip mixed with potent weed my friend gave me, well I pretty much half-heartily believe this is another dimension and another me died of a drug reaction or something after having a visit to the er and hallucinating my parents mourning me from the other room.