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Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 04:56:27 No.1198

>>1190
Country: 'Murica
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Disorder: ADHD/ Depression
Phobias: Sudden, unpredictable events that I can't prepare for (tornadoes, invasions, deaths)
Favorite thing about yourself: I like my hair.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I'm lazy and suck at video games. I'm also not as thin or as diligent as I'd like to be.
Worst habit: Picking and pinching at the imperfections on my face and body.
Sexuality: Whatever parts belong to the person I love and plan to marry.
Relationship status: Taken, planning on marrying.
First thought in the morning: Depends on the morning. Maybe a thought about the things that might happen that day.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: An evaluation of the amount of time I have left to sleep followed by noticing that the time I've been using to evaluate that amount is time I could have spent sleeping.
Where do you work/study: At school/work
Do you drink: Nope.
Do you smoke: Nope.
Do you do drugs: Nope.
Nervous habits: Twirling my hair/pencil, picking at the bumps on my skin, scratching my scalp.
Song you most identify with: Bag Lady by Erykah Badu

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 04:57:33 No.1200

Country: USA
Age: 24
Gender: androgynous
Disorder(s): BPD, OCD, GAD, MDD, EDNOS
Phobias: none specific
Favorite thing about yourself: Not half bad at drawing.
Least favorite thing about yourself: pretty much everything, anxious as fuck 24/7, violent obsessive thoughts
Worst habit: procrastination
Sexuality: basically nonexistent/bi
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: Fuck.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fuck it.
Where do you work/study: unemployed college drop-out
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: not anymore
Do you Do Drugs: not atm, job searching
Nervous habits: skin picking/chewing
Song you most identify with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9styvDWzuRM

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 05:27:56 No.1208

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>>1190
Country: Canada
Age: 22
Gender: male
Disorder(s): Paranoid schizophrenia, OCD,

Phobias: Let's not.
Favorite thing about yourself: I've not really got one.
Least favorite thing about yourself: My brain not working properly all the time
Worst habit: Forgetting to sleep.

Sexuality: I don't know anymore.
Relationship status: hah

First thought in the morning (if I wake up in the morning): It's morning, hurrah.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I don't remember this ever
Where do you work/study: Home

Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: If medications count, yes.

Nervous habits: Digging my nails into my back and pulling upwards until it hurts and I feel something, anything

Song you most identify with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARKq-4goq2A

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 06:10:33 No.1218

Country:Europoor
Age:23
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Manic Depression
Phobias:Humans
Favorite thing about yourself: creative?
Least favorite thing about yourself: Penis
Worst habit: Drinking
Sexuality: every hole is glorious
Relationship status: i have a gf
First thought in the morning: i need a coffee
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Porn
Where do you work/study: NEET HIGH SCHOOL
Do you Drink: oui
Do you Smoke: JA
Do you Do Drugs: No habla espanol
Nervous habits: Masturbation, scratching
Song you most identify with: http://youtu.be/dPjt000MWBM

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 06:47:31 No.1228

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Country: United States
Age: 24
Gender: Transgender Male to Female
Disorder(s): Depression, Anxiety, Gender Dysphoria, Self Harm
Phobias: Chimpanzees
Favorite thing about yourself: I like my hair
Least favorite thing about yourself: Body frame / build / height
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: Living with partner
First thought in the morning: Dread, coffee
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Worry/self deprecation/hopelessness
Where do you work/study: Looking for work, finishing one last class at Georgia State University
Do you Drink: Often
Do you Smoke: Vapor E Cig and occasionally pot
Do you Do Drugs: Used to do a lot of various drugs
Nervous habits: I shake/bounce my foot/leg
Song you most identify with: Taylor Swift's "Mean" I have a twelve year old girl's taste in music. I also still really, really like My Chemical Romance and listen to them constantly

I don't think I'm as depressing to be around as this survey makes me seem. I put a lot of effort into not being dreadful publicly. I hate being that person that brings the group mood down.

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 08:50:08 No.1240

Country:USA
Age:22
Gender:M
Disorder(s):Depression, Psychosis
Phobias:Hearing voices in my head for the rest of my life.
Favorite thing about yourself: I work out and box in my backyard
Least favorite thing about yourself:Can't keep a job
Worst habit:Not being able to sleep/sleeping in in the morning
Sexuality:Straight
Relationship status:Single
First thought in the morning:How is my state of mind today
Last thought before falling asleep at night:Wish I wasn't crazy.
Where do you work/study:Nowhere
Do you Drink:Yes
Do you Smoke:Yes
Do you Do Drugs:Occasionally
Nervous habits:Playing with hands/not making eye contact
Song you most identify with:Tranquil-Darkest Hour

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 10:56:10 No.1244

Country: Belgium
Age: 24
Gender: male
Disorder(s): Mild from of Autism with psychotic symptoms, depression. Both diagnosed professionally. Non diagnosed: Delayed sleep phase disorder, ptsd, mild tourette
Phobias: agoraphobia
Favorite thing about yourself: I can be pretty smart I guess
Least favorite thing about yourself: My social skills
Worst habit: smoking
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Forever alone
First thought in the morning: Remembering my dreams
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fantasizing about when and if SHTF
Where do you work/study: Volunteerwork on a biological farm
Do you Drink: Not anymore
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: Not anymore
Nervous habits: Too many
Song you most identify with:/

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 20:55:13 No.1280

Country:
Age: Eighteen
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Schizoid Personality Disorder
Phobias: Nothing serious
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm independent and free-spirited
Least favorite thing about yourself: I have no useful skills and my life sucks
Worst habit: I don't take life seriously enough to actually accomplish anything
Sexuality: Hetero
Relationship status: Single and with no desires for any romantic relationship
First thought in the morning: I'd love a sandwich right about now
Last thought before falling asleep at night: “I will never get anything out of life and should kill myself as soon as possible
Where do you work/study:
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No, too expensive and I'd hate to get addicted
Do you Do Drugs: Same as above
Nervous habits: >implying I get nervous
Song you most identify with: I don't identify with any songs

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 21:58:24 No.1285

Country: Cunt land
Age: late 20s
Gender: Bepenised
Disorder(s): GAD, depression
Phobias: Needles
Favorite thing about yourself: Given time I can fix anything
Least favorite thing about yourself: That it feels like I'm going senile.
Worst habit: Data hoarding, porn, movies, games all mostly unviewed/played
Sexuality: Cis Scum
Relationship status: Leeching off a dear sweat girl
First thought in the morning: Here we go again.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Sleep? What the fuck is that?
Where do you work/study: In the most secluded place possible
Do you Drink: Too much
Do you Smoke: I can be self destructive for free.
Do you Do Drugs: Nope
Nervous habits: Said Hoarding and I've hidden in bathrooms a few times crying.
Song you most identify with:
The Smiths - Asleep

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 22:59:37 No.1288

Country: US
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): ADHD
Phobias: Fuckin' snakes
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm still flexible enough to put both legs behind my head.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I've wrecked many opportunities for myself.
Worst habit: The routine I've subconsciously made that I have to do before going to bed.
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Gotta turn the alarm off before people complain again.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I wish the fridge would shut up.
Where do you work/study: Some asshole college full of extroverts.
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Occasionally, if I say something off and someone picks up on it, I'll figure they hate me, get really nervous and start beating myself up both physically and mentally.
Song you most identify with: Birdland by Weather Report. That song and I have a history.

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 23:01:53 No.1289

Country:usa
Age:18
Gender:male
Disorder(s):schizophrenia, dpd (suspected)
Phobias:don't want to think about that
Favorite thing about yourself:I look good and people like me
Least favorite thing about yourself:trick question
Worst habit:masturbating (I stoppes)
Sexuality:str8
Relationship status:n/a
First thought in the morning:idk?
Last thought before falling asleep at night:why am I hallucinating right now
Where do you work/study:at college
Do you Drink:no
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Do Drugs:not anymore
Nervous habits:make farming noises with mouth
Song you most identify with:clair De lune

Anonymous 10/31/14 (Fri) 23:02:49 No.1290

Farting noises

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 00:56:14 No.1293

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Country: Bongland
Age: 20
Gender: Dude
Disorder(s): AvPD/Depression
Phobias: Women, bugs and lifts.
Favorite thing about yourself:Can't think of one honestly.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Everything.
Worst habit: Biting my nails
Sexuality: Girls and dudes who look like girls.
Relationship status: HA.
First thought in the morning: Fuck.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: How I wish I could sleep and not wake up.
Where do you work/study: Nowhere right now.
Do you Drink: Whenever I can afford it, yeah.
Do you Smoke: Nah, hate the smell.
Do you Do Drugs: Never have, and most likely never will.
Nervous habits: getting ichy when I get nevous or hot, so mostly all the time when I'm outside. fucking sucks man.
Song you most identify with: http://youtu.be/UyXB9O4JDrY I guess kinda.

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 03:06:50 No.1298

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Country: Murrica
Age: 35
Gender: Dude
Disorder(s): Bipolar, Social Anxiety, etc.
Phobias: Nothing documented, outside of being called a "homophobe", "xenophobe", "islamophobe", "transphobe", etc. by liberals
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm a stubborn jackass.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I'm a lazy chickenshit.
Worst habit: Paranoia
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "Oy, gevalt." (Not even Jewish.)
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Man, I'm tired."
Where do you work/study: NEET.
Do you Drink: Yes, in moderation.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: Is Caffeine a drug?
Nervous habits: My thoughts leak out verbally. I don't feel right when people are behind me.
Song you most identify with: "The Reluctant Warrior" by Immediate Music.

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 04:31:06 No.1306

Country: U.S.
Age:18
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): AvPD, depression, ADD
Phobias: Claustrophobia
Favorite thing about yourself: Uhh….
Least favorite thing about yourself: Lazy
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Hetero
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "so tired..I need more sleep.."
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "finally"
Where do you work/study: Cyberschooled and unemployed
Do you Drink: When I can (rarely)
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Pills, occasionally
Nervous habits: folding into myself, doodling, pacing
Song you most identify with: This is hard… maybe 'Asleep' by The Smiths. The Smiths have many relatable songs.

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 06:21:03 No.1312

Country: Australia
Age: 18
Gender: male
Disorder(s): Bipolar 2, dyslexia, possibly histrionic or borderline, massive substance abuse disorder
Phobias: …
Favorite thing about yourself: my abstract personality
Least favorite thing about yourself: i need constant attention/stimulation
Worst habit: long drug binges which i spend lots of money on
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: single :(
First thought in the morning: i wish i slept
Last thought before falling asleep at night: i wish i could get to sleep
Where do you work/study: set building in a warehouse
Do you Drink: 4-5 times a week
Do you Smoke: between 6 and an unknown amount every day
Do you Do Drugs: pills, so much acid, a fair bit of weed, and the ocasional script abuse
Nervous habits: i use to cut, now i just send long embarrasing messages to my ex when im drunk
Song you most identify with: m-mechanical animals

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 06:23:52 No.1313

Country:Australia
Age:19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Social Anxiety, Depression, Mild Aspergers (Psychologist thinks I have it, I don't think I do but whatever)
Phobias:Acrophobia
Favorite thing about yourself: People think I'm nice?
Least favorite thing about yourself: I can't be myself in front of people.
Worst habit: Biting fingernails
Sexuality: Straight as a gun barrel
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Fuck, really?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Tomorrow better not suck…
Where do you work/study: At University/In an office space
Do you Drink: In moderation
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Not often
Nervous habits: Pinching fingers (Psychology tactic to reduce excessive, sometimes uncontrollable excitability) and biting nails.
Song you most identify with: Spider in the snow - The Dismemberment Plan

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 07:30:51 No.1322

Country: united states of america
Age: 20
Gender: male
Disorder(s): STPD, AvPD
Phobias: bees
Favorite thing about yourself: i'm somewhat not dumb
Least favorite thing about yourself: i'm lazy
Worst habit: procrastination
Sexuality: bi
Relationship status: single ;;^^))
First thought in the morning: i'm tired
Last thought before falling asleep at night: my grades could be better
Where do you work/study: school/work
Do you Drink: rarely
Do you Smoke: e-cigs
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: chewing
Song you most identify with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbArUJBRRJ0

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 09:30:57 No.1324

Country: Australia
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, Anxiety diagnosed, mabes other underlying things
Phobias: dont know
Favorite thing about yourself: philosophical and curious
Least favorite thing about yourself: mentally messed, cant keep friendships
Worst habit: seeing friends only to be dissapointed every time no matter what
Sexuality:
Relationship status:
First thought in the morning:i want to die
Last thought before falling asleep at night: something obscure as my mind drifts and my thoughts twist and warp
Where do you work/study: Nandos, Secondary College
Do you Drink: rarely
Do you Smoke: weed
Do you Do Drugs: weed, psycadelics
Nervous habits: fear of people reading my thoughts
Song you most identify with: dunno

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 15:51:12 No.1355

Country: Murrica
Age:19
Gender:M
Disorder(s):ADHD
Phobias:Heights
Favorite thing about yourself:I can always make people laugh.
Least favorite thing about yourself:First one in my family to go to jail.
Worst habit:Cigarettes
Sexuality:straight
Relationship status:none
First thought in the morning:I could use a cigarette
Last thought before falling asleep at night:Usually about how much I miss my dog.
Where do you work/study:I dont't.
Do you Drink:Yes
Do you Smoke:Yes
Do you Do Drugs:Yes
Nervous habits:Scratch my scalp
Song you most identify with:ASOB - RocketRocketRocketship

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 16:12:59 No.1357

>>1190
Country: America
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): ADHD, Depression, OCD, Anxiety, Misophonia All the former would be replaced with bipolar disorder if i'm tested positive for it.
Phobias: Dreams, Needles, Bugs, Death
Favorite thing about yourself: I am creative.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I am very sensitive to everything around me
Worst habit: My anger management and I frequent /candy/
Sexuality: Straight with a hint of gay.
Relationship status: Taken. Not very strong at all.
First thought in the morning: I had a wet dream
Last thought before falling asleep at night: There was a qt girl at the halloween party that I found attractive
Where do you work/study: School/Work
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Legal daily Seroquel. Constant asprin.
Nervous habits: Blocking my ears, twiddling with things.
Song you most identify with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFlykhpRfU4

I hope you are all okay

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 18:07:19 No.1365

>>1190
Country:'murica

Age:17

Gender:m

Disorder(s):depression

Phobias:heights

Favorite thing about yourself:doesn't get butthurt easily

Least favorite thing about yourself:can't get my shit together

Worst habit:procrastination

Sexuality:straight

Relationship status:ronery weeb

First thought in the morning:meh

Last thought before falling asleep at night:what the hell am I doing with my life

Where do you work/study:finishing up high school

Do you Drink:no

Do you Smoke:no

Do you Do Drugs:I would like to try weed

Nervous habits:locking myself in my room and playing vidya

Song you most identify with:http://youtube.com/watch?v=ENXvZ9YRjbo

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 20:36:50 No.1381

Country:USA
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s):Depression, anxiety, likely some other stuff too
Phobias:Heights, angler fish, deep sea stuff in general
Favorite thing about yourself:That would require to actually like myself
Least favorite thing about yourself:I'm a miserable sack of shit that can never get anything done that I actually want to accomplish
Worst habit:Junk food junkie
Sexuality: Straight? I guess?
Relationship status:Single kissless virgin
First thought in the morning: JFC I'm tired
Last thought before falling asleep at night: JFC I'm tired
Where do you work/study:Tiny-ass college in the middle of nowhere, South Carolina
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: I wish
Nervous habits:I'm a nervous wreck. I make Woody Allen characters look composed
Song you most identify with:
>Identifying with songs
>Seriously you guys

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 20:47:10 No.1384

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Country: us
Age: 22 in ten days
Gender: f
Disorder(s): schizophrenia
Phobias: murder, cannibalism, public, being seen, people knowing me as mentally ill
Favorite thing about yourself: .
Least favorite thing about yourself: being insane
Worst habit: disorganization
Sexuality: asexual
Relationship status: n/a
First thought in the morning: i need to change
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I survived, right?
Where do you work/study: in-home carer
Do you Drink: n
Do you Smoke: n
Do you Do Drugs: n
Nervous habits: covering face, twitching, loss of control of tone of voice
Song you most identify with: i do not listen to music

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 20:54:23 No.1385

Country: USA
Age: 17
Gender: Male maybe I guess??
Disorder(s): PDD-NOS, ADHD, anxiety, depression(?)
Phobias: death, losing people
Favorite thing about yourself: im pretty funny
Least favorite thing about yourself: im a lazy fucker
Worst habit:not doing work, overthinking stuff maybe
Sexuality: bi
Relationship status: have qt gf
First thought in the morning: get out of bed before dad starts bugging me
Last thought before falling asleep at night: the qt gf
Where do you work/study: high school
Do you Drink:yea
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Do Drugs:no
Nervous habits: normal stuff i guess, mainly when you like squeeze and pull at your fingers is there a word for that action??
Song you most identify with: no fucking idea honestly

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 21:17:03 No.1389

Country: USA
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Bipolar I
Phobias: Bodies of water
Favorite thing about yourself:Funny, smart
Least favorite thing about yourself: Addicted to heroin
Worst habit: Heroin
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: In one
First thought in the morning: I really wish I had some heroin
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I really wish I had more heroin
Where do you work/study: None
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: Yes
Nervous habits: None
Song you most identify with: ????

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 23:33:37 No.1402

Country: Canadaria
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Medium Ass burgers
Phobias: Torture
Favorite thing about yourself: My own forged mentality
Least favorite thing about yourself: All the rest
Worst habit: Smoke kikesticks
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: single…
First thought in the morning: "God fucking damnit i woke up"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: *blank*
Where do you work/study: IT
Do you Drink: Yes moderately
Do you Smoke: I want to stop this shit….
Do you Do Drugs: Except weed.
Nervous habits: Ripping of my hairs it is apparently another mental illness called Trichotillomania
Song you most identify with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vRrGCVlMHk

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 23:34:03 No.1403

I filled it out but then realized I don't want to post it.

also >broken birds
why am I attracted to this please stop

>>1228
I "bounce" my leg too. The right one, no?

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 23:35:22 No.1404

>>1381
This is sincerely better identifying yourself to a song than to fucking Naruto right?

Anonymous 11/01/14 (Sat) 23:42:07 No.1405

>>1404
hey I feel the same and it's probably more about being insecure yourself than anything else. "projecting".

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 00:13:54 No.1409

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Country: USA
Age: 24
Gender: M
Disorder(s): PTSD, depression, some social anxieties, misophonia, the works…
Phobias: nothing in particular
Favorite thing about yourself:
Least favorite thing about yourself: i have absolutely no motivation to do anything
Worst habit: losing attention on everything i'm working on and forgetting about it
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: amazingly, i have a beautiful e-gf. i don't know why she likes me but it motivates me to make her like me more and she's the only reason i even care to improve myself, to feel better, and to keep her.
First thought in the morning: wishing i slept longer
Last thought before falling asleep at night: wishing i didn't have to sleep so i could do nothing all day more
Where do you work/study: i dropped out of college after something bad happened and i wasn't able to put forth any effort in work anymore. i want to go back.. maybe. but i'd rather just find a job programming and skip it
Do you Drink: nope
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Do Drugs: jumped between hoops from paxil and other antidepressants that i feel do nothing
Nervous habits: chewing my cheeks
Song you most identify with: none

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 04:58:50 No.1450

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Country: Amerifat
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Asutism, Aspergers to be precise. Also some PTSD.
Phobias: Needles and Asylums.
Favorite thing about yourself: Fluffy hair.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Scared of everyone in person.
Worst habit: why would I tell you that?
Sexuality: Biologically I am male who likes females. Emotionally I am a confused mess without a role.
Relationship status: Like anyone would date a sperg.
First thought in the morning: Going back to sleep.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "I should draw -blank-."
Where do you work/study: My dungeon.
Do you Drink: Wine, on occasion. But never to the point Im drunk.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: Trying to hide myself, lowering my head and shaking, getting figity.
Song you most identify with: Gotta go with the first song I ever liked.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1T7WGasjju0

Picture unrelated, however it is truly /m/anly.

Raccoon ## Board Owner 11/02/14 (Sun) 05:19:46 No.1456

Yeah sure, why not.

Country: USA
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): StPD
Phobias: Strangers, mostly.
Favorite thing about yourself: I think I have good ideas sometimes.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I tend to drive people away by being myself.
Worst habit: I'd say biting my nails, others would say drinking.
Sexuality: I mainly like women.
Relationship status: Single.
First thought in the morning: "Oh cool I didn't die."
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "fuck yeah laying in bed rules."
Where do you work/study: I have a part time job at a clothing store. It sucks and doesn't really give me enough money but it's the only place that'll give me a chance.
Do you Drink: Yeah, a bit.
Do you Smoke: Nah.
Do you Do Drugs: No but I would deeply enjoy some weed and adderall.
Nervous habits: I tend to chew on my nails when I'm nervous.
Song you most identify with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBU5ScXHlmM

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 05:21:39 No.1458

Country:Born in Colombia, living in Burgerland
Age:19
Gender:Mail
Disorder(s):Depression (worst one), anxiety, assburgers
Phobias:heights, crowds
Favorite thing about yourself:real good at math kinda good at music, willing to listen, generally friendly
Least favorite thing about yourself: Can't communicate properly due to assburgers, can't stand criticism
Worst habit: Berating myself harshly due to disapproval of others
Sexuality: Sodomite
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: I really wanna sleep more but I can't keep skipping class
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Hopefully I feel better tomorrow
Where do you work/study: University
Do you Drink:Nope. Family history of alcoholism. Never getting wasted.
Do you Smoke: Nope. Not touching cigarettes either. Might try weed someday though.
Do you Do Drugs: 100mg sertraline a day keeps the demons away
Nervous habits: Bouncing my legs, quoting, hand biting (my own don't worry), growling, scratching myself.
Song you most identify with: Crazy Train - Ozzy Osbourne
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otdHbA4GlSI

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 07:16:31 No.1470

>>1190
Country: USA
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Aspergers Syndrome
Phobias: None specifically
Favorite thing about yourself: Physical, my tall, robust build. Personality, my sense of ethics. I am an extremely empathetic and moral man, and I never abandon my personal principles. That is a distinguishing quality, especially as an impoverished millennial in this cold, selfish world.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I get physically ill when I try to keep eye contact outside of quick glances. Social interactions are a constant juggling game where different balls are cyclically dropped and picked back up.
Worst habit: I will not say.
Sexuality: Pansexual
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "15 more minutes."
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Fuck my loud neighbors. I hope my sleep rhythm doesn't screw up again."
Where do you work/study: I'm currently NEET. Graduated high school a short time after the 2008 economic crisis, so no foot in the door for me. Also my financial situation doesn't help my education prospects. However, a couple friends are trying to hook me up with a job. If I get it, it will change my life.
Do you Drink: Sometimes if I can afford to.
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Cannabis socially. I want to experiment with acid.
Nervous habits: Facial tics, eye twitches, dissociation, binge eating
Song you most identify with: Burial - Hiders

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 10:02:59 No.1476

Country: USA
Age: 18
Gender: male
Disorder(s): autizmz, social anxiety; diagnosed assburgers
Phobias: someone trying to have a conversation with me
Favorite thing about yourself: My temporal fits of fascination with things.
Least favorite thing about yourself: inability to connect with another person or tolerate their misgivings; self-loathing and suicidal fantasies
Worst habit: not sleeping at night
Sexuality: chronic masturbator
Relationship status: has waifu
First thought in the morning: I hope no one is here.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I hope I can wake up early enough
Where do you work/study: mexican place
Do you Drink: no
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: none
Song you most identify with: I don't have one

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 16:13:11 No.1494

Country:Sweden
Age:15
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):ADD, Aspergers
Phobias:Alcoholic mother
Favorite thing about yourself: i look feminine
Least favorite thing about yourself: dont know
Worst habit: i can be harsh to people no knowing i am
Sexuality:straight, but i wouldnt mind sucking cock
Relationship status:in a relationship
First thought in the morning: nothing
Last thought before falling asleep at night: recaping the day
Where do you work/study: school
Do you Drink: no
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: kind off
Nervous habits: stutter and bite my fingers skin
Song you most identify with: nothing

Not sure if 15 year olds are allowed here though..

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 17:18:24 No.1497

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>>1494
Det är du. Finns ingen global eller lokal regel för det.

Om du vill snaska task någon gång så hojta till bara :3

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 18:03:15 No.1499

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Norway.
17.
Male.
Was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD at the age of 10, got off the meds and lost the diagnose at the age of 16, now under ""investigation"" (I do not know the English word) for autism/aspergers, which would explain a lot. Also some amounts of drug abuse if that's a disorder?
Needles. Hospitals. Being in a position where all the odds are against me when it is obvious that I am in the right but because of peoples fucked up pre-determined opinions I end up being the bad guy. Also the police, they are not good.
I don't really know what I like about myself. I want to say that I am smart but I don't have enough information to state that as a fact, I did an IQ test the other day but I have not gotten the results back. I guess I would have to say that I am quite good at English, as I have always fared rather well in it (I grew up on the internet from the age of 10).
Body, I am rather fat (189.5 cm and 122.5 Kg the last time I measured it which was just the other day). How I am unable to put in effort on things that I do not find exciting, and how I manage to fuck things up so easily. How I do not fit in and how I am not normal like everyone else is.
Probably how I fuck things up. I don't know.
Heterosexual, but I do not like three dimensional people.
Single. Never had a real-life romantic relationship before, but that is semi-normal considering my age.
"Oh fuck I want to sleep more", or "Time to wash and rinse body!".
"I hope I have lucid dreams tonight."
High school, second grade in Norway (aka year 12, it goes up to year 13 here). I took general studies.
I do sometimes, I don't drink alone anymore as I get in trouble whenever I do. I have recently started meeting other people who enjoy recreational use of narcotics and alcohol from the Internet. I can relate to some of them which is nice.
I do not smoke regularily. If I am offered a cigarette, I will take it and I will smoke it, as I enjoy the buzz I get from it. Cigarettes are very expensive here because the filthy government must meddle in my affairs.
I do drugs. Most of them, if given the chance. I always do my research on them before I do them. I like psychedelics, favorite experience so far was on MDMA.
When I walk I feel very uncomfortable because people can see me. I usually listen to music to block it out or lose myself in my own world.
Zeroes and Ones, by Work Drugs, on the album Insurgents.

I came here from /r9k/, am I welcome or should I go away?

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 18:12:12 No.1504

>>1499
I should probably have mentioned that I have had SAD before, and a clinically diagnosed episode of depression.

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 18:13:58 No.1505

>>1504
Vitamin D if you don't already.

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 18:17:08 No.1507

>>1505
The depression is gone for the most part. I sometimes get a desire to shoot myself, but that desire is logical and thus not a problem in the same way as depression is.

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 20:47:54 No.1523

>>1499
No one gives a shit what other boards you go to.

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 21:00:29 No.1526

>>1523
I do a little. Try to stay positive brobot. It has become really toxic. I don't want explicitly toxic posting in a place like this.

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 21:24:47 No.1537

>>1526
I am not as much pessimistic as I am pragmatic.

Some may call that toxic but eh…

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 21:25:40 No.1539

21
Male
disorder: None
phobia: None
fav thing about me:Discipline
worst " " " :I get fapping sprees, they take time and energy, but ironically, i'm not disciplined or have enough will power to say no to every urge.

Worst habbit: Munching my nails, it's disgusting for other people, since i hate it when i they do it, but then the hipocrisy kills me.
Heterosexual
Single
First thought: Let's work work work for the "betterment" of my folks, family and friends.

College, Telematic Engineering

Drinks: Casually, trying not to tho.

smokes: I tried a cigarette once, and never again.

drugs: No drugs for me, I used to smoke pot with friends, now I just find it silly.

Nervousness: When I get nervous I have to take a shit, but then the nervousness is gone.

Song? Shit I don't know, sincerely I don't, I love music, I've been playing the piano for eleven years now but I never thought any song relates to me specially.

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 21:27:35 No.1541

>>1539
Why are you here?

Anonymous 11/02/14 (Sun) 22:59:14 No.1549

>>1456
>Favorite thing about yourself: I think I have good ideas sometimes.
This board was a great idea. Thanks for making it.

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 00:15:38 No.1551

Country: 'Murica
Age: 19
Gender: M, sometimes female
Disorder(s): Chronic Anxiety, Anti-social disorder, both diagnosed by psychologist
Phobias: Death, spiders, anything that an kill me
Favorite thing about yourself: Don't know
Least favorite thing about yourself: I have commitment issues
Worst habit: Leaving a loving relationship
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: Polygamous relationship M/M/F
First thought in the morning: Where am I?
Last thought before falling asleep: Need to get to sleep.
Where do you work/study: Anywhere
Do you Drink: During parties/special ocasions mostly
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: Only weed, and only during parties.
Nervous habits: Looking behind me randomly, freaking out over being sick, when in public looking around trying not to make eye contact or any type of contact, when people who are a friend of a friend or a new person who I didn't approach it makes me awkard as hell.
Song you most identify with: I don't know

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 00:46:00 No.1556

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>Country:
USA
>Age:
21
>Gender:
Male
>Disorder(s):
Depression, General Anxiety, Bipolar(?), Depersonalization
→ And thus, things like Anhedonia and symptoms of ADD. Also quite obsessive. Rumination on the same damn thing for over two years straight now.
>Phobias:
High population density, Schooling, Work(?)
>Favorite thing about yourself:
I'm intuitive, but not when it matters. And I think I have good taste, too.
>Least favorite thing about yourself:
Kind of useless and definitely dependent. Been an addict in one way or another for years.
>Worst habit:
Smoking, pulling out hairs
>Sexuality:
Straight(?)
>Relationship status:
Single as fuck, wouldn't want it any other way right now.
>First thought in the morning:
How do I fix myself?
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
How do I fix myself?
>Where do you work/study:
Retail
>Do you Drink:
Yes
>Do you Smoke:
Yes
>Do you Do Drugs:
Pills if it would be possible.
>Nervous habits:
Avoiding life for the sake that I don't believe in anything
>Song you most identify with:
I don't know, anything sentimental.

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 00:49:12 No.1557

>Country:
USA

>Age:
26…27 by the end of this month

>Gender:
Male

>Disorder(s):
Diagnosed Depression, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Social Anxiety, and Ass Burgers

>Phobias:
People in general, ever being homeless

>Favorite thing about yourself:
Hah

>Least favorite thing about yourself:
I hate not being able to talk to people, I can't maintain a conversation to save my life. I'm 26 and I haven't done shit all with my life.

>Worst habit:
Masturbation probably. Used to go more times than I could count a day but only recently started to fap only every 2-3 days (still going coutless times on my fap day, but still).

>Sexuality:
Straight. Though I'm simply attracted to cute females. If a guy looks completely like a cute female, of course i'm going to find him cute

>Relationship status:
Forever alone

>First thought in the morning:
"ugh dammit"

>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
"Maybe something will happen tomorrow"

>Where do you work/study:
Video Editor for a local news station. I also do some Photography as well for city officials

>Do you Drink:
Not on the regular, but I do.

>Do you Smoke:
No

>Do you Do Drugs:
No

>Nervous habits:
Only one I notice it that I bite my nails

Song you most identify with:
"Ugly" by The Exies

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 01:11:24 No.1559

>>1190
Country: USA
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Aspergers/PDDNOS, Major Depressive Disorder, Bipolar w/ Mixed Tendencies, Oppositional Defiant Disorder (don't know too much about that one)
Phobias: Deep Water, Falling
Favorite thing about yourself: that's like asking if which part of a piece of shit tastes the best.
Least favorite thing about yourself: myself
Worst habit: avoiding water.showering
Sexuality: bi, but I'm really only into girly men
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: I don't think in the morning. More like I start the day, but no particular words are used.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: probably something like "this sucks" but the wording isn't always the same.
Where do you work/study: I don't.
Do you Drink: rarely
Do you Smoke: yeah, when I have cigarettes
Do you Do Drugs: I smoke weed every now and then
Nervous habits: I shake around people
Song you most identify with: I don't think there is one

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 01:24:53 No.1560

>>1403
>>1228
I do the leg bouncing as well. As for which leg, it depends, but it's usually the left

Raccoon ## Board Owner 11/03/14 (Mon) 01:59:47 No.1562

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>>1549
Well aren't you a sweetheart.

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 02:02:52 No.1563

>>1456

>I tend to drive people away by being myself.

As do I

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 02:41:58 No.1565

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>Country: Brazil

>Age: Almost 19

>Gender: Male

>Disorder(s): Depression/Anxiety and probably schizoid.

>Phobias: I don't think I have any specific besides afraid of height

>Favorite thing about yourself:

>Least favorite thing about yourself:

>Worst habit: Using the computer

>Sexuality: Heterosexual

>Relationship status: Single

>First thought in the morning: Nothing

>Last thought before falling asleep at night: That I should be less apathetic

>Where do you work/study: Going to a cram school to enter university(I'm not studying, sadly)

>Do you Drink: Yes, used to drink more, but now I almost don't leave home, so I don't buy

>Do you Smoke: Sometimes I want to, but it fucks up a lot, so I try not to.

>Do you Do Drugs: It's not very advisable to use drugs with hallucinogen property(had some depersonalization/derealization), so I stick with alcohol. But I take antidepressants since 14(stopped for some time).

>Nervous habits: Procrastination

>Song you most identify with: I think Life in Vain - Daniel Johnston https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9o5HZTV4vU (the lyrics are there)

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 03:11:44 No.1572

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Country: Australia
Age: 24
Gender: MTF Just started transitioning this year.
Disorder(s): ADHD (inattentive type), Depression, Anxiety and Gender Dysphoria.
Phobias: Heights and some types of insects.
Favorite thing about yourself: My long hair and young looking face
Least favorite thing about yourself: My laziness, ridiculously sensitive skin, mind can't ever stop thinking/worrying about things and I am too asocial for my own good.
Worst habit: Procrastination.
Sexuality: I like guys.
Relationship status: Single.
First thought in the morning: Fuck I am tired.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Why can't I get to sleep already.
Where do you work/study: NEET currently but considering going back to Uni.
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Used to but it made my anxiety worse so I quit. Although I still take my medication.
Nervous habits: Chewing my nails, scratching my skin and playing with my hair.
Song you most identify with: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHt0K32sQWs

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 15:31:18 No.1626

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Country: U-Fucking-S-A
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Depression, anxiety, possible BPD(borderline)
Phobias: None that i can think of
Favorite thing about yourself: My lips
Least favorite thing about yourself: Everything???
Worst habit: I bite my lip until it bleeds
Sexuality: Pansexual
Relationship status: Emotionally committed to a person but not in a relationship yet.
First thought in the morning: I can't get up
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Thank you for everything.(I skype call my lover)
Where do you work/study: Sales Manager, and college
Do you Drink:Yes every weekend
Do you Smoke: cigarettes, but trying to quit
Do you Do Drugs: not in a while
Nervous habits: Lip biting, scratching my skin for no reason, playing with my plugs(stretched ears)
Song you most identify with: I can't think of any, sorry…

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 17:45:35 No.1653

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Country: USA
Age: 16
Gender: F
Disorder(s): Bipolar type 1
Phobias: Thalassophobia
Favorite thing about yourself: Looks
Least favorite thing about yourself: Everything else
Worst habit: Skipping my meds
Sexuality: Manic-Bisexual/Depressive-Heterosexual
Relationship status: LDR
First thought in the morning: Another day to survive
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Why can't I be with my boyfriend
Where do you work/study: CFA/doing home study
Do you Drink: Sadly
Do you Smoke: I am addicted
Do you Do Drugs: Yes
Nervous habits: Biting the inside of my cheek
Song you most identify with: Secrets For Nicotene

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 19:26:27 No.1660

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Country: Ireland
Age: STRANGER DANGER AAAAAH
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Assburgers
Phobias: Dying.
Favorite thing about yourself: ahahahahahahahahahah u serious
Least favorite thing about yourself: Social skills
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Straight as a ruler
Relationship status: HAH.
First thought in the morning: What a beautiful day to be alive!
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fuck.
Where do you work/study: School
Do you Drink: Nope
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Do Drugs: Nope
Nervous habits: Tapping feet
Song you most identify with: None I can think of atm

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 19:39:46 No.1664

Country: UK
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Bipolar II, anxiety
Phobias: None
Favorite thing about yourself: I can do some cool stuff during hypomania
Least favorite thing about yourself: I've been too much of a pussy to kill myself yet
Worst habit: Self harm I guess
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: In a relationship with a girl more fucked up than me, I love her more than anything, pretty much the only reason I didn't an hero already
First thought in the morning: Fuck I'm still alive
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Hope I won't wake up
Where do you work/study: IT
Do you Drink: Occasionally
Do you Smoke: Only in joints (we mix tobacco with weed here)
Do you Do Drugs: Yes
Nervous habits: Moving my feet about
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q87e6zNRJ3s

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 20:17:50 No.1669

Country: Canada
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, anxiety, Asperger's
Phobias: Anthropophobia
Favorite thing about yourself: I can play multiple instruments/write
Least favorite thing about yourself: Everything else
Worst habit: Substance abuse
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "Why can't I just go back to sleep?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "I hope I don't wake up"
Where do you work/study: Computer repair business
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: Yes
Nervous habits: Clenching my fists, scratching/cutting, burying my head in my hands
Song you most identify with: Good Morning, Captain by Slint

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 20:25:23 No.1674

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

Country: Freedomland
Age: 19 next month
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Aspergers
Phobias: being under electric wires
Favorite thing about yourself: I am emotionally resilient
Least favorite thing about yourself: i can be too assertive sometimes
Worst habit: idk
Sexuality: Confused
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: i wish i could sleep in more
Last thought before falling asleep at night:if sober "i don't want to wake up tommorow", if drunk "i think i will just lay down for a little bit"
Where do you work/study: Going to college of dupage but unemployed cause i have a hard time finding a job
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: weed occasionally
Nervous habits: sleeve biting, biting on shirts, chewing on pieces of string or hair, tensing up all my muscles
Song you most identify with: Creep by radiohead

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 20:33:29 No.1675

My disorder is noticing that there are few replies to template posts ITT, and a lot of humdrum posts that seem like they've been copypasted, making me think that this thread is quantifiable data for someone to capitalize on.

Is that a disorder?

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 20:35:33 No.1676

>>1675
Paranoia.

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 23:07:36 No.1693

>>1674
nice song choice

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 23:11:22 No.1696

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Country: Murica
Age: 29
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Bipolar I
Phobias: Bees
Favorite thing about yourself: I can be funny and outgoing sometimes.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Everything else.
Worst habit: Alcohol
Sexuality: Hetero
Relationship status: Live with my gf.
First thought in the morning: Not many thoughts. I just go through the morning ritual. Piss, smoke, and hangover management.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fuck if I ever remember.
Where do you work/study: Web designer
Do you Drink: Everyday
Do you Smoke: Everyday
Do you Do Drugs: Sometimes. Mostly opiates, weed, and xanax these days.
Nervous habits: I have internal conversations with myself that I sometimes vocalize even when there are other people around.
Song you most identify with: Nick Drake - Parasite: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABAi5jWvxbU

Anonymous 11/03/14 (Mon) 23:19:07 No.1698

Country:America
Age:18
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Asspergers
Phobias:Deep Water, Centipedes, Hights ( Without guard rails)
Favorite thing about yourself: Always thinking/ questioning
Least favorite thing about yourself:
Worst habit:Procrastination
Sexuality: Bisexual/ Questioning
Relationship status:Single
First thought in the morning:Just five more minutes
Last thought before falling asleep at night:I wonder when i'll go to sleep
Where do you work/study:Homework in bedroom
Do you Drink:No
Do you Smoke:No
Do you Do Drugs:No
Nervous habits:Get stuck on what i'm doing
Song you most identify with:Cant think of any

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 02:31:37 No.1746

Country: United States
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): I could fill a book with them. Let's just say that I am out of my fucking mind and am only just now figuring it out.
Phobias: Being watched/followed
Favorite thing about yourself: Strong
Least favorite thing about yourself: I run my mouth a lot
Worst habit: Sleep
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "Fuck"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Shit"
Where do you work/study: High School/Plant shop
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Marijuana
Nervous habits: I am always on guard around others
Song you most identify with: There's a lot.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 02:39:04 No.1747

>>1384
I have some weird innate desire to hold you based on description.
I don't know. I feel like you need to held.

Raccoon ## Board Owner 11/04/14 (Tue) 03:29:20 No.1752

Everyone ITT deserves hugs.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 03:31:52 No.1753

>>1752
god knows I could use one

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 05:05:25 No.1759

Country: canada
Age: 16
Gender: closer to male
Disorder(s):depression, severe anxiety, social anxiety, slight schizophrenia, gender dysphoria
Phobias:clusters, darkness, social phobia, being alone
Favorite thing about yourself:…
Least favorite thing about yourself:im too depressed to even get out of bed. im a lazy piece of shit
Worst habit:procrastinating/self harm
Sexuality:bi/pansexual
Relationship status:have a bf
First thought in the morning:how behind i am in school, how ill probably fail, how i dont want to see or be social and i go back to sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night:i hope i feel better tomorrow so i can go to school
Where do you work/study: high school
Do you Drink: when im really depressed
Do you Smoke: yes

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 05:31:54 No.1768

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Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 06:36:18 No.1775

>Country
USA! USA!
>Age
17, 18 in February.
>Gender
~~Ice dragonkin magigender pronouns vagin vagina vaginaself~~ Male
>Disorders
ADHD, Autism, Depression, Anxiety, Paranoia, god only knows what else.
>Phobia I read as: irrational fear
Bugs and shit. Also political events going not the way I want them to.
>Favorite thing about myself
I'm really nice and sweet, also have decent stronth.
>Least favorite thing about myself
I'm a fucking idiot.
>Worst habit
When I'm told to do something, I just sit there and do dick all.
>Sexuality
Straight and horny.
>Relationship status
Never had a girl in my life, trying to work on that but it's complicated. Open for discussion, I need to vent.
>First thought in the morning
I'm getting an F in certain classes and I can't do shit about it
>Last thought before going to sleep
Why the fuck did she hook up with that other guy I hate even after flirting with me and knowing exactly what I feel about her?
>Where do you go to school
New Urban High School, planning on becoming a cop, I want my first job to be the laser tag place.
>Do you drink?
Fuck no, that shit's bad for you!
>Do you smoke?
See above question.
>Do you do drugs?
See both above questions.
>Nervous habits
Smashing shit and getting suspended for it.
>Song you most identify with
Depends on what point in my life you ask me, right now it's Hooked On A Feeling.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 09:41:50 No.1817

Country: USA
Age: 26
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Depression. Shrink thought I might have mild asperger's, but I stopped going.
Phobias: Scared of stuff, but no phobias.
Favorite thing about yourself: Bitter enjoyment of unscrupulous dark humor. Also known as being edgy.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Stupid, unable to understand my own views, much less express them. And even less than that, the views of philosophers and such. I feel I can understand only a tiny fraction of what they say, and only when it correlates directly to my own experience, and when they use small words and simple grammar that I can understand.
Worst habit: Joke's on you, I don't do anything! …probably binge eating
Sexuality: Straight except for all the traps I fap to.
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Ugh.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I always like to make up Mary Sue fantasies when going to sleep.
Where do you work/study: NEET
Do you Drink: When I can work up the interest.
Do you Smoke: When I can work up the interest.
Do you Do Drugs: DXM, last done about half a year ago. Too shut-in to find others.
Nervous habits: Don't know, fingernail biting? Leg bouncing? I just avoid situations that make me nervous.
Song you most identify with: Probably So You Wanna Be a Superhero by Carissa's Wierd
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7zHZrcHdxg

>>1752
Don't hug me, I'm fat.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 10:05:18 No.1818

Country: Canada
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Major depressive, stress induced psychosis
Phobias: Extreme heights, extreme depths
Favorite thing about yourself: Comfortable with appearance
Least favorite thing about yourself: Can't dress for shit
Worst habit: Nitrite inhalants (poppers), daily marijuana use, pick/eat dead scalp skin, chew fingernails/finger skin, and I used to chew my knuckles (to bleeding).
Sexuality: fuck I dunno, pansexual I guess.
Relationship status: attached for ~6 years hetero
First thought in the morning: how much longer can I sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I can never remember. I used to practice trying to follow my thought train the previous night when I was a kid, can't anymore. Maybe it's the meds, probably it's the pot. But I also meditate to sleep now.
Where do you work/study: NEET masterrace right now, getting back to school in the new year.
Do you Drink: Beer and occasionally
Do you Smoke: Pot yes
Do you Do Drugs: Other than pot, only DMT twice and fucking nitrites.
Nervous habits: see habits
Song you most identify with: for me this is the same as the "favorite artist" question which is also impossible to answer. A large portion of my music has no lyrics, so that might be why.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 10:09:40 No.1819

Country: England
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, Anxiety, Psychosis
Phobias: Small insects
Favorite thing about yourself: Tall, white, semi-attractive male
Least favorite thing about yourself: Drug addict
Worst habit: Heroin
Sexuality: Straight, slightly bi-curious
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: I want some heroin
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I'm glad I've had some heroin (impossible to sleep without it)
Where do you work/study: I don't work or study
Do you Drink: Occaisionally
Do you Smoke: Heavily
Do you Do Drugs: Yes
Nervous habits: I shine/buff my left thumb nail using the bottom of my tshirt
Song you most identify with: The Damage Done

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 13:13:24 No.1832

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Country: Canerda
Age: 27
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Aspergers, PTSD, depression
Phobias: work and stress
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm clever enough to scrape by with minimal effort
Least favorite thing about yourself: I'm extremely lazy
Worst habit: the drink, especially first thing in the morning
Sexuality: straight as an arrow
Relationship status: In a relationship
First thought in the morning: aye, take to the drink ano'er day!
Last thought before falling asleep at night: stuffed puppy has a silly expression.
Where do you work/study:
Do you Drink: All the time
Do you Smoke: Ganja, yes. also sk00ma!

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 13:17:46 No.1834

>>1819

I like heroin too. I bet you get good shit in the UK, and its probably cheaper than it is here in canada. I like injecting it, but the problem is that it's too expensive. I go through 5 or 6 points in 3 days, and that costs me 120-150$ for good shit. Anything lower grade is just unacceptable. Heroin addicts and dealers are all rip off artists too, no offense. lol. Plus I feel 10x more depressed after a binge and can't even catch my breath when running.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 13:54:28 No.1843

Country: USA!
Age: 21
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Depression, plenty of undiagnosed shit
Phobias: I have a boner for general safety
Favorite thing about yourself: I've been working out for 31/2 years
Least favorite thing about yourself: I either have ADD or Maladaptive daydreaming. I also require a safety object
Worst habit: I drink WAY too much soda
Sexuality: Bi, mostly straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: I don't think when I wake up, I just do stuff
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I don't think when trying to sleep, it's distracting
Where do you work/study: I do odd jobs, mostly yardwork and trash-hauling. I'm in CC for psychology
Do you Drink: I've drank 3 times this year
Do you Smoke: Never
Do you Do Drugs: I've smoked weed about a dozen times this year
Nervous habits: Chew on my fingers of lips
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIUxsTbECLY gets stuck in my head for days, man

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 14:45:25 No.1846

Country: USA
Age: 22
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Social Anxiety, Depression, Noise Anxiety
Phobias: Explosions, Public IRL speaking
Favorite thing about yourself: Obsessive with gathering information if something genuinely interests/challenges me.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Can't force myself to stay motivated with even the most exciting things outside the previous.
Worst habit: Pulling away from everyone
Sexuality: Bisexual; only attracted to males sexually, cannot connect to emotionally. Opposite for women.
Relationship status: Single and not interested because I can't really get close to anyone in this state
First thought in the morning: Check e-mails.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: It's just a replay of laying my head into a pretend figure's lap while he strokes my head. Not into tulpa shit, but imaginary friend/fantasy is applicable. I guess it's a coping mechanism.
Where do you work/study: I'm a NEET.
Do you Drink: Yes, when ever it's available.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: Only alcohol.
Nervous habits: Chewing on things, bouncing legs, swimming thoughts I can't grasp, causing me to freeze up when it comes to voice chatting online and I'm sober.
Song you most identify with: N/A, sure there's plenty, but I just don't give a fuck and haven't really related any to suit me. I hate the favorite game.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 16:14:15 No.1860

Country: US of Ahole
Age: 20
Gender: MTF
Disorder(s): ADHD, Schizotypal, Asperger's
Phobias: Dental shit. The dark.
Favorite thing about yourself: My creativity.
Least favorite thing about yourself: How socially inept I am.
Worst habit: I have a tendency to ramble and go off on obnoxious tangents.
Sexuality: I'm attracted to femininity regardless of gender.
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "fuck what time is it"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Sleep is better than sex."
Where do you work/study: Retail store. I avoid everyone.
Do you Drink: Yeah
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No but I want to
Nervous habits: I play air piano with my fingers a lot. I also nervously tap things with my hand if I'm getting anxious.
Song you most identify with: "Beautiful" by Emiminem

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 16:29:00 No.1861

>>1834
that's terrible. I abused oxy and it was scary enough.

you could see if you can switch to ketamine at lower doses if you're depressed. heard they're trying it out as a treatment. it'd certainly be better than being addicted to IV heroin.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 16:47:43 No.1863

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Country: FreedomLand
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder: ASPD, Intermittent Explosive Disorder
Phobias: Loss of liberties, lack of financial success/fame
Favorite thing about yourself: Assertive, charming, ambitious, energetic
Least favorite thing: Procrastinator, ADHD-like issues with focus/concentration, generally very ubersmench though
Worst habit: Being unintentionally predatory, reacting callously, anger issues
Sexuality: Straight as an arrow
Relationship: Single
First thought in morning: Do I sleep or make Coffee? Shit.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Implying I sleep
Where do you work/study: Wherever the mood strikes me. Not very academic oriented
Do you drink: Only on days that end in "-day"
Do you smoke: Like a fuckin chimney
Do you do drugs: Adderall, stimulants in general, nothing consistent, all impulse
Nervous habits: None really, bite nails when feeling impatient
Songs you most identify with: Not sure, music is just entertaining noise to me

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 17:44:33 No.1867

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Country: straya
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Social anxiety, major depression, constant DP/DR, symptoms of a few other minor things but they the main 3
Phobias:
Favorite thing about yourself: I've learned to laugh about most things which is quite handy
Least favorite thing about yourself: My lack of any sort of energy
Worst habit: judging people too quickly
Sexuality: Straight as it gets unfortunately
Relationship status: tfw no gf
First thought in the morning: Where am I?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: After I take my night meds I stop thinking while they make me go to sleep so usually about whatever I do before taking them.
Where do you work/study: Just out of high school, so nowhere ATM
Do you Drink: fuck no
Do you Smoke: not tobacco
Do you Do Drugs: Weed, only as an antidepressant. Looking to get into psychedelics in the hope that they'll give me some revelation and cure all my ailments, but I hope to be completely sober in future.
Nervous habits: doing whatever pic related is called, laughing at very serious matters, shaking/twitching
Song you most identify with: No Surprises by Radiohead

(sorry if any of that was edgy I tried to contain it all)

also all you people saying you don't relate to music or any of that crap need to go listen to some of the good shit ayeee

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 17:47:30 No.1869

>>1867
fuck forgot phobias

>spiders, social, and paranoid as fuck of the world turning into 1984 if that counts

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 18:03:32 No.1873

>>1190
Country: USA
Age:21
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Schizoid, Schizophrenia
Phobias: Being judged, paranoia, various conspiracies etc.
Favorite thing about yourself:I'm smart(or at least I like to think so)
Least favorite thing about yourself:Low self esteem
Worst habit: Oversleeping
Sexuality:Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "I didn't prepare for today"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Just resting my eyes, will get back to work in an hour"
Where do you work/study:Lanlord/Neet
Do you Drink:yes
Do you Smoke:Rarely
Do you Do Drugs:Rarely
Nervous habits:Talk too much
Song you most identify with: Actor Out of Work By St. Vincent

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 18:31:17 No.1875

Country: Norway
Age: 20
Gender: male
Disorder(s): diagnosed w clinical depression/psychosis 3 years ago, prolly some form of (untreated) bipolar tho. I manage just find atm
Phobias: brown people
Favorite thing about yourself: no refractory period
Least favorite thing about yourself: my misantrophy
Worst habit: snus
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: where's my underwear? (I take them off before falling asleep)
Last thought before falling asleep at night: fantasies bout going back in time with superpowers and changing the world
Where do you work/study: last year of norwegian high school equivilant, 2 years behind
Do you Drink: once a week
Do you Smoke: once a week
Do you Do Drugs: occasionally
Nervous habits: knee jumping, dickdrawings
Song you most identify with: none, I don't identify with anything

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 19:08:16 No.1877

Country: Romania
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): OCD, mild paranoia, math anxiety
Phobias: needles, doctors/medical procedures, mild fear of heights
Favorite thing about yourself: strong ability to adhere to priciples
Least favorite thing about yourself: OCD
Worst habit: porn
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: have girlfriend
First thought in the morning: fuck i hate mornings
Last thought before falling asleep at night: hope i can go all night without a wet dream
Where do you work/study: electronic engineering & telecomunications
Do you Drink: rarely
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits:pulling eyelids
Song you most identify with: Isihia - Gospodi Vozvah

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 19:30:53 No.1879

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Country: Sweden
Age: 29
Gender: M
Disorder(s): asperger, depression, mild ocd, social phobia
Phobias: bugs and social stuff
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm not stupid
Least favorite thing about yourself: asperger
Worst habit: being a slob
Sexuality: hetero
Relationship status: none
First thought in the morning: my mouth tastes like shit, head hurts, why bother getting up
Last thought before falling asleep at night: all the things I didn't do today
Where do you work/study:
Do you Drink: a little
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no but would if I could get
Nervous habits: the usual, sweating, tensing up, becoming clumsy, light tremble
Song you most identify with: nån slö låt med kenta eller ebba grön antar jag, för maximum självömkan

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 19:57:58 No.1884

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Country: bahrain (its in the middle east)

Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Major Depressive Disorder

Phobias: anything that's uncanny valley

Favorite thing about yourself: im quite adaptive and can quickly think of a plan

Least favorite thing about yourself: wanting to stay home by myself despite my friends asking me if i wanna hang out

Worst habit: not opening up, very secretive and passive aggressive

Sexuality: bisexual
Relationship status: i've been single all my life

First thought in the morning: "do i have to fucking get up"

Last thought before sleeping: "i should have done x instead of y im such an idiot"

Work/Study: neither, too depressed to do anything.

Drink: Only with people
Smoke: Same as above
Drugs: only weed and psychadelics and hopefully DMT when i get my hands on it so i can open up my stupid fuckin mind

Nervous habits: biting fingernails, gripping things hard, being paranoid and observant of everything, watching out for any signs of shit going wrong

Song i most identify with: Pink Floyd - Time

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 23:18:13 No.1930

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Country: USA
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Schizophrenia, ADHD, Autism, and Depression
Phobias: Spiders and loud noises
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm decent at video games.
Least favorite thing about yourself: My schizophrenia
Worst habit: Worrying about my schizophrenia.
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: None
First thought in the morning: I need to take my meds soon and I hope my brother making noise doesn't scare me.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Finally the end of another day not feeling good due to schizophrenia.
Where do you work/study: NEET
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: I used to smoke a lot of weed and occasionally abuse dextroamphetamine before my first psychosis and being diagnosed with schizophrenia. Now I can't do anything.
Nervous habits: Sucking my teeth.
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=didzxUkrtS0

Does schizophrenia get better over time? I've only been diagnosed for a little over a month and it's still hard for me to find motivation and put time into things anywhere near the level that I used to. It's a challenge for me to do anything right now, even play video games.

Anonymous 11/04/14 (Tue) 23:55:37 No.1934

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>>1930
ADHD is the result of under-stimulation of the dopamine receptors in the brain, schizophrenia is over -stimulation, coupled with a few other things of course. You can't have both at the same time, they're mutually exclusive you fucking idiot. Oh, and you have autism to top that off, that's nice. Quit pretending to be some special snowflake.(USER WAS SNOWFLAKED FOR THIS POST)

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 00:35:55 No.1940

>>1934
I was diagnosed with ADHD and autism before being diagnosed with schizophrenia. They never stopped prescribing me Dexedrine or told me it's no longer a valid diagnosis so I figured I'd list it. Sorry, faggot. ADHD was probably a misdiagnosis for autism when it got diagnosed. If you can't have autism and schizophrenia then my autism developed into schizophrenia.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 00:40:30 No.1941

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>>1940
If that's really the case your doctors are more mentally challenged then you, and that means a lot. Where do you get treatment, Ethiopia? You and your drug pushing buddies are all sorts of fucked up, in my professional opinion I think I'm going to diagnose you with fuckhead-itis.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 00:42:57 No.1942

>>1941
It's really the case. I was recently diagnosed with schizophrenia in a mental hospital and they never took me off any of my old meds. They only added on the antipsychotic.

Raccoon ## Board Owner 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:00:46 No.1947

>>1942
I gave him a 3 day ban for being a confrontational douche. Sorry about that.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:02:45 No.1948

Country: Spain
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): BPD OCD NPD
Phobias: Heights,Spiders and people
Favorite thing about yourself: My ego and my hate
Least favorite thing about yourself: When i get obsessed with something i do it for real, to the border of sickness.
Worst habit: stay awake all night
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: I don't want any serious shit I just go around and have some fun when i need it.
First thought in the morning: Fuck, not again…
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I remember 12 fuckers who fucked up great part of my life.
Where do you work/study: College
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Not addicted, but sometimes
Nervous habits: NPD shows up, get really agressive and talk a lot.
Song you most identify with:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E64ESLi6fxs

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:07:18 No.1949

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>>1947
Allow me to use the power of VPN to say my points were true and I didn't want this guy to muck up the intentions of this board, which is to support interest and foster serious discussions on living with mental illness, which can't be done with liars or the uninformed. I am dissapointed you see otherwise. I thought we weren't doing fuckbaby island-tier coddling here eh? What a betrayal of values. I just want whats right, I want your love. Love me please. I am confrontational for you unconditional love. Also I use like 6 other vpn services so banning will take some time.(PROXIES ARE SRS BUSINESS)

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:07:58 No.1950

>>1947
It's no problem.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:08:35 No.1951

>>1950
Uninformed swine

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:16:41 No.1953

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>>1949
IN THE OLD DAYS WE USED 7 PROXIES!

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:18:59 No.1954

>>1953
Time to up the ante then

Raccoon ## Board Owner 11/05/14 (Wed) 01:31:48 No.1958

>>1949
Or you could, you know, not be a douche.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 02:25:48 No.1960

Country: USA
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Bipolar, ADHD, PTSD,
Phobias: People I care about drinking/doing drugs and hurting me like my father
Favorite thing about yourself: Intelligence, Face, Abs
Least favorite thing about yourself: Height (5'7"), Arrogance, Lethargy
Worst habit: Nose Picking when i'm in the car alone
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single, I miss my ex but I should not considering how she treated me
First thought in the morning: I'm alive still, why? then, My ex drinking and whoring around
Last thought before falling asleep at night: My ex drinking and whoring around
Where do you work/study: Community College, save money for med school, transferring in the fall.
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Hair stroking, pacing
Song you most identify with: Song Against Sex - Neutral Milk Hotel or No Surprises - Radiohead

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 04:24:13 No.1964

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>>1958
I don't understand how I was being a "douche", but I like your attitude. Your just a cute little female boss with all sorts of power. Banning people left and right, disregarding your rules, taking charge, I like it. Very sexy. Would you consider yourself attractive? I hope so, oh boy.(USER CONTINUALLY BREAKS THE SHITPOSTING RULE AND GETS BANNED AND IT MAKES HIS DICK FEEL SMALL)

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 04:27:33 No.1965

>>1964
>>disregarding your rules

>1. Don't encourage people to commit suicide.
>2. Don't spam.
>3. Don't start flame wars.
>4. No, you can not be diagnosed by users on this board. Seek a mental health professional immediately.
>5. Anything encouraging suicide, self harm, murder or anything of the sort will result in a ban. You can talk about having attempted it or even done it, but please don't try to get people to do it.

I wonder which one you fall under…

I can't believe you feel emasculated by something like this, geez…

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 04:30:25 No.1966

>>1965
I don't feel emasculated my sweet baby child, I just want your love. Marry me.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 04:42:46 No.1968

>>1966
She's MY pure waifu, you filthy NEET. You don't even know what name she posts under!

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 04:49:38 No.1971

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>>1964
I told you I won't be stopped. I want to be inside you. I'll find you one way or another. I want you to love me and tell me I matter to you. It isn't shitposting if it has a purpose my lovely and I am on a mission. How about you unban me on all accounts and I'll buy you ice cream eh?(8====D)

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 04:50:51 No.1972

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>what this thread became

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 04:53:05 No.1973

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>>1964
>Banning people left and right
I don't think I've seen more than 5 or so people banned from /mental/.

Raccoon ## Board Owner 11/05/14 (Wed) 05:04:52 No.1975

>>1973
It's worth noting most of them were 24 hour bans, just as a "take some time, calm down and come back" type thing.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 16:49:26 No.2008

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Age: 18
Gender: Mail
Disorder(s): Depression, bipolar, and I'm overly apathetic
Phobias: The dark, the disapproval of others
Favorite thing about yourself: My hair
Least favorite thing about yourself: Mostly everything
Worst habit: 0 motivation
Sexuality: Str8 except i see dick and vag as the same thing
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "Fucking shit"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Something self loathing
Where do you work/study: High school
Do you Drink: I have dependency issues with it but try to stay away from it bc susceptible to alcoholism
Do you Smoke: Occasional rello
Do you Do Drugs: Weed
Nervous habits: Anxiety attacks, pacing, drawing on paper with one hard line
Song you most identify with: Santa Monica by Front Bottoms most of the time

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 17:07:45 No.2010

>>2008
Also. Nervous habits: trichotillomania, masturbation.
And I guess i can draw pretty well and have a lot of original ideas, my dad compares me to Jim Morrison

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 17:25:38 No.2014

>Mental census
Sure why not.

Country: America
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Disorder: Hebephrenia, Does insomnia count?
Phobias: Trypophobia(but only those edits of holes on people) Wasps
Favorite thing about yourself: I like my friends.
Least favorite thing about yourself: My unending worry.
Worst habit:
Sexuality: I'd fuck it
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: I'm awake
Last thought before falling asleep at night: >implying sleep
Where do you work/study: I'm trying to get a degree.
Do you Drink: occasionally
Do you Smoke: occasionally
Do you Do Drugs: occasionally
Nervous habits: I avoid the situation entirely
Song you most identify with: I hate question like this.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 21:42:45 No.2031

>>2014
>I like my friends
stop making me feel anon

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 22:10:43 No.2036

>>2031
Sorry anon the feel train never ends

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 22:29:25 No.2037

>>1190
Country:America
Age:17
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Not sure but have many pedophilic/homociidal tendencies along with many other things
Phobias:The dark
Favorite thing about yourself:I'm intelligent (140 iq)
Least favorite thing about yourself:I lack empathy for everyone
Worst habit:no motivation
Sexuality:I would literally fuck anything, even a quad dick centaur that pukes shit
Relationship status:Single (forever)
First thought in the morning:Hooray, another uneventful day incoming
Last thought before falling asleep at night:Some strange fantasy about world domination or a perfect relationship
Where do you work/study:High School
Do you Drink:no
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Do Drugs:no(but I'm definitly about to get in that crowd)
Nervous habits:can't think of any
Song you most identify with:iunno

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 22:41:44 No.2038

>>1190
Country:USA
Age:25
Gender:Male but feel androgynous, don't display it though
Disorder(s):Bipolar, PTSD related anxiety
Phobias:occasionally social situations
Favorite thing about yourself:
Least favorite thing about yourself:
Worst habit:forgetting to eat
Sexuality:Pansexual
Relationship status:Single
First thought in the morning:Well fuck
Last thought before falling asleep at night:Damn my glass of water's empty
Where do you work/study:
Do you Drink:Yes
Do you Smoke:rarely
Do you Do Drugs:nope
Nervous habits:nail biting
Song you most identify with:Cursive-Art is hard

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 22:55:25 No.2040

>>2037
Good and bad news.

You'll probably grow out of the "pedophilic tendencies". If you're like most people and fap to loli and have little actual contact with real children and you're just really fond of memories you made when you were younger, you might find yourself dealing with real children later on and finding them absolutely creepy.

Bad news is unless you went to MENSA or a similar place you simply don't have 140 IQ.

also don't start drugs if you can help it, if you don't even know how to handle alcohol or tobacco how will you handle drugs?

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 23:02:40 No.2043

>>2040
I'm around real kids a lot. I don't just fap to loli, but real cp. I've taken multiple iq tests (Not shitty onlines ones) and always hit around the 140 mark. And I've done alcohol and tobacco. Stuff doesn't seem to phase me at all.

Anonymous 11/05/14 (Wed) 23:08:21 No.2044

>>2043
Considering you describe yourself as lacking empathy, I think you should have a hotline number for such things so you can call it if you need to.

Online tests simply aren't valid. I'm average in overall IQ. I got placed around 130-140. They're telling me that I, an average person, am smarter than over 90 % of all other people. Shit doesn't work like that.

sage 11/05/14 (Wed) 23:53:13 No.2045

>>1190
Country:Belgium
Age:23
Gender:Male
Disorder(s): personality trouble
Phobias:none
Favorite thing about yourself:my disorder
Least favorite thing about yourself:my disorder
Worst habit: i can't say this here
Sexuality: it depend
Relationship status: it depend
First thought in the morning: it depend
Last thought before falling asleep at night: it depend
Where do you work/study: stay at home
Do you Drink: it depend
Do you Smoke: only weed

Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 00:48:32 No.2048

Country: USA
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Bipolar disorder, chronic depression, Hyperthyroidism (I only mention this because it occasionally causes schizophrenia-like symptoms), anorexia, bulimia, pedophilia (if you consider that a disorder), OCD, trichitillomania.
Phobias: Insects. Probably some others that I can't think of.
Favorite thing about yourself: Being a redhead
Least favorite thing about yourself: Everything else.
Worst habit: Trichitillomania.
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: No.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Jayden.
Where do you work/study: Junior college in Illinois
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: Whatever I can get my hands on
Nervous habits: Self injury, trich
Song you most identify with: None

Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 04:05:32 No.2061

>>1960
Digging your music choices, friend. 10/10

Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 05:37:47 No.2067

Country: USA
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Diagnosed Borderline, however pretty sure there's a lot more
Phobias: Spiders, dying, drowning, heights
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm honest and don't break my promises, also I'm a hard worker
Least favorite thing about yourself: Acne scars, anger issues
Worst habit: Stressing out when things don't go exactly as planned
Sexuality: Consider myself bi, only because I'm attracted to girls, shemales, and dicks
Relationship status: Steady
First thought in the morning: "Fuck, I'm so tired, but I gotta let the dog out to piss"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Depends what I'm thinking of that night
Where do you work/study: Nothing yet. Going to go to college to study basic electrical and become an electrician
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: None, really. I've done shows in front of hundreds of people so I know how to deal with nervousness rather well
Song you most identify with: Fall Out Boy - Take This To Your Grave (The entire album speaks to me)

Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 10:10:29 No.2088

Would anyone ever consider doing a meet up? Or is that out.

Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 11:38:51 No.2092

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>1280
That last question really bugged me, so I looked through my libraries and finally managed to find a song I can relate to.

Anonymous 11/06/14 (Thu) 22:34:40 No.2127

USA! USA! USA!
19
Male
Social anxiety, tourette's, asperger's (methinks a disorder of visual perception, really,) arguably depression and some compulsive behavior
Stinging insects, crowds and passersby
My gorgeous golden hair.
I still live with mom.
Procrastination, masturbation, and isolation.
Bicurious.
Alone, no friends this side of the Mississippi.
"No, dream! Come back! What happens next?"
"Okay… just don't think anything…"
Applied to the local university a while ago. Still awaiting results.
No drinks, no smokes, no drugs.
No habits, but I do check my phone a lot to avoid eye contact in public.
http://youtu.be/GjJfmuyqOMI Hands Like Houses - Introduced Species.

Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 00:58:44 No.2152

I see a lot of depression listed. My discharge diagnosis is:

>296.33 Major depressive disorder, recurrent, severe without psychotic features.

Is that the average, or am I just really screwed up?

Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 03:30:35 No.2167

Country: Canada
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, anxiety
Phobias: being in public, hurting the people I love
Favorite thing about yourself:
Least favorite thing about yourself: My negativity
Worst habit: Putting myself down
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Fuck
Last thought before falling asleep at night: When will this end
Where do you work/study: Online courses
Do you Drink: Not yet
Do you Smoke: Weed
Do you Do Drugs: Not yet
Nervous habits: Picking at my skin, biting nails
Song you most identify with: Bright Eyes - It's cool we can still be friends

Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 05:38:00 No.2174

Country:USA
Age:20
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):OCD, anxiety, dysthemia
Phobias:Not being certain on stuff
Favorite thing about yourself:I don't know
Least favorite thing about yourself:A lot
Worst habit:Chewing on pens and pencils
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status:>tfw never been in a relationship
First thought in the morning:Fuck
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fuck
Where do you work/study:Community College/Retail
Do you Drink: On very rare occasions
Do you Smoke: More often than I drink but still rare.
Do you Do Drugs: Besides what I just said baove? No. I used to be on prescription pills however
Nervous habits: Tensing up my muscles
Song you most identify with: I don't know but I've been finding I relate to a lot of Eminem and Childish Gambino songs recently

Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 09:11:38 No.2182

Country: Norway
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Recovering bulimic, severe depression and therapist suspect BPD
Phobias: Being in the ocean, lakes, rivers etc. Swimming pools are okay.
Favorite thing about yourself: That I'm honest
Least favorite thing about yourself: My body
Worst habit: Self harming, over eating or not eating at all for days
Sexuality: Straight, but I get feelings for women, not sexual though
Relationship status: In a long distance relationship
First thought in the morning: Fuck
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Please don't let me wake up
Where do you work/study: general studies, part time at a pizza place
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Do Drugs: yes
Nervous habits: picking the skin of my lips, picking scabs, rubbing skin off my face
Song you most identify with: No lies just love - Bright eyes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XM_hIwvI7uU

Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 10:50:39 No.2186

Country: usa
Age: 22
Gender: m
Disorder(s): depression, anxieties, a.d.d.
Phobias: heights, responsibility
Favorite thing about yourself: tall
Least favorite thing about yourself: fat, above disorders, uselessness
Worst habit: farting so much
Sexuality: str8
Relationship status: lol
First thought in the morning: i should get some sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night: why am i sleeping?
Where do you work/study: n/a
Do you Drink: occasionally
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: n/a
Song you most identify with: n/a

Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 13:07:23 No.2195

country: usa
age: 25
gender: male
disorder: schizophrenia
phobias: drowning, ghosts,
favorite thing about yourself: i have a good sense of humor, pretty good looking
least favorite thing about yourself: i'm really apathetic
Worst habit: forgetting to eat and sleep
Sexuality: hetero
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: where am i
Last thought before falling asleep at night: who am i
Where do you work/study: tech support
Do you Drink: only socially
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Do Drugs: not anymore, for medication i take latuda and i also drink a lot of coffee
Nervous habits: i chew on shit, like paper towers and stuff
song you most identify with: i don't know, it's all the same to me

Anonymous 11/07/14 (Fri) 15:58:42 No.2208

>>1875

>Country: Norway
>Phobias: brown people
>dickdrawings

averageskandinavian.jpeg

Anonymous 11/10/14 (Mon) 19:47:12 No.2438

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>Country:
USA
>Age:
23
>Gender:
Male
>Disorder(s):
Probably Schizoid, Social Anxiety, & ADD, maybe schizotypal & assburgers
>Phobias:
Initiating social contact
>Favorite thing about yourself:
Good taste in everything, handsome, sometimes clever
>Least favorite thing about yourself:
Never clever when it counts, can't come up with ideas on demand
>Worst habit:
Using noncommittal grunts in place of hello/goodbye, it's extremely difficult to say those for some reason
>Sexuality:
I'm exclusively into females, I would be okay if I were born female, but being a man is cool too, my fantasy is to have a female clone of myself
>Relationship status:
Forever alone
>First thought in the morning:
"That dream was fucking interesting, I hope I remember it"
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
"Fuck, what was my dream last night?"
>Where do you work/study:
NEET
>Do you Drink:
very rarely, i don't really like being drunk
>Do you Smoke:
no
>Do you Do Drugs:
very rarely, bong hits make me pass out, edibles would be cool if they didn't taste so shitty, nyquil was fun
>Nervous habits:
I cup my hands around my nose and mouth when I get excited. When I'm very excited/nervous I shiver uncontrollably.
>Song you most identify with:
Not sure, but songs about big concepts like order/chaos get me jazzed up

Anonymous 11/15/14 (Sat) 07:15:18 No.3079

Country: Canada
Age: 18
Gender: I'm a boy!
Disorder(s): Depression/Social anxiety (not sure if counts, but a pretty bad inferiority complex)
Phobias: People thinking I have problems
Favorite thing about yourself: Pretty good shape for sedentary, good at talking
Least favorite thing about yourself: Talking contrary to my thought
Worst habit: Stinkin' Thinkin
Sexuality: Anyone if they loved me
Relationship status: I've never kissed anybody or anything past
First thought in the morning: No thought really
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I wish my friends would come by sometime
Where do you work/study: Play bass in a shitty blues band
Do you Drink: Sometimes
Do you Smoke: 2 a day (Cigarettes that is)
Do you Do Drugs: I'm off the junk
Nervous habits: I've trained myself not to display any
Song you most identify with: Tears of A Clown - English Beat

Anonymous 11/15/14 (Sat) 10:58:02 No.3089

Country: United States

Age: 18

Gender:Male

Disorder(s):Schizoid Personality Disorder, probably Depression

Phobias: Distrust toward government/authority figures & the fact that I will one day not exist. Not sure if those count, but they are closest to being relevant.

Favorite thing about yourself: Work efficiently alone, good at solving problems. Generally emotionally stable.

Least favorite thing about yourself: Complete lack of ambition.

Worst habit: Not getting out of bed.

Sexuality: Asexual.

Relationship status: Not interested.

First thought in the morning: "I don't want to get out of bed."

Last thought before falling asleep at night: "I'm probably not going to do anything with my life."

Where do you work/study: Currently studying Computer Science & Mathematics at a large university, though I'm only a freshman.

Do you Drink: No.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.

Nervous habits: None that I've noticed.

Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXS2DabqBI8

Anonymous 11/15/14 (Sat) 16:11:41 No.3104

Country: Norway

Age: 19

Gender: Male

Disorder(s): ADHD, bipolar

Phobias: Meeting someone I know from earlier in my life in public and having to make small talk
Favorite thing about yourself: Talented in songwriting

Least favorite thing about yourself: I cringe at everything I remember doing in social situations, even though I feel completely normal in them. But that's only second after the god damn twitching in my neck when I'm stressed.

Worst habit: Seeking relief through drugs when depressed.

Sexuality: Hetero

Relationship status: Single, never had a gf

First thought in the morning: "I need my Ritalin and nicotine, then I can start my day."

Last thought before falling asleep at night: Various, nothing in particular. Often revolves around music or how I'm gonna manage to fall asleep.

Where do you work/study: NEET, gonna take an exam, take a course and start studying.

Do you Drink: I try not to.

Do you Smoke: On and off. Right now I use Swedish snus.
Do you Do Drugs: Sometimes, usually downers to calm my restlessness, overwhelming stress and alertness.

Nervous habits: What does this mean? I-ll pick apart anything at the dinner table and make a little pile of the pieces. Usually napkins. I don't really get nervous. I don't understand this one.

Song you most identify with: The Battle of Hampton Roads or A Pot in Which to Piss, both by Titus Andronicus.

Anonymous 11/15/14 (Sat) 16:13:27 No.3105

>>3104
>I-ll
I don't know why that happened. It was not an attempt at being a gay weeaboo.

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 02:36:48 No.3158

>>1934
>mfw you actually think there are rigidly defined chemistry that has been discovered and verified to account for every mental disorder

Lol. The dopamine theory has long been disproven. And ALL mental health diagnoses are based off of symptoms entirely (they may as well be called syndromes instead of diseases) so since schizophrenia causes deficits of attention, it is entirely possible to be diagnosed with them at once (albeit being it being redundant),

You don't know what you're talking about.

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 04:18:47 No.3168

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Country: Brazil
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Social phobia, manic depressive
Phobias:
Favorite thing about yourself: Looks, thinking
Least favorite thing about yourself: Looks, pessimism and procrastination
Worst habit: procrastination, masturbation
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: I'll do all these things
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Tomorrow i need to actually do these things
Where do you work/study: School
Do you Drink: Nope
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Do Drugs: Nope
Nervous habits: none
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yi1DrQfVT1I

I really find these kind of threads very interesting, next time i'd recommend to double think the questions and include things like Fears and wishes/hopes, also i seriously hope the best for everyone of you.

>only two Brazilians in this thread

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 04:21:23 No.3169

>>3168
Why do people still say manic depressive when the term was replaced with bipolar a long time ago? Are you even diagnosed? What does manic depressive mean to you?

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 04:46:47 No.3173

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>>3169
heheh i meant bipolar, i was diagnosed with social phobia 1 year ago and "maniac depressive" last Tuesday, also actually i "literally" dropout of school last month, don't know what i'm going to do.

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 05:35:51 No.3177

>Country:
USA-Wisconsin
>Age:
18
>Gender:
male
>Disorder(s):
depressed, anger issues, borderline autistic
>Phobias:
being late for stuff, other than that not much
>Favorite thing about yourself:
im dedicated
>Least favorite thing about
im fat
>Worst habit: 1/2 a pack a day smoking habit
>Sexuality:
hetero
>Relationship status:
kv
>First thought in the morning:
smoking
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
trying to sleep
>Where do you work/study:
mcdonalds
>Do you Drink:
when i can given my age
>Do you Smoke:
1/2 pack a day
>Do you Do Drugs:
pot sometimes
>Nervous habits:
nail biting, havent used a clipper on my fingers since i was 6
>Song you most identify with:
nightmare- ozzy osbourne

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 05:37:15 No.3178

>>3173
You study at home and take the exams like I did and try your best to get a career. No more drugs and alcohol. Exercise. Get a hobby. Would recommend.

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 11:37:51 No.3186

>>3169
People still say they have "Avoidant personality disorder" and "Borderline personality disorder" even though the DSM stopped recognizing individual PDs in 2012.

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 20:14:19 No.3216

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Country: Obongostan
Age: 23
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Bipolar Disorder type 2, Avoidant Personality Disorder.
Phobias: dark aisles or dark staircases.
Favorite thing about yourself: empathy.
Least favorite thing about yourself: laziness.
Worst habit: avoiding so many things when I become depressed, like skipping school or work.
Sexuality: heterosexual.
Relationship status: with a loving and caring gf, who I suspect is borderline or schizotypal.
First thought in the morning: depends on the mood. When I'm hypomaniac, life is awesome, and I say to myself, "Each day is a different one". But when I'm depressed, I think, "Fuck my life. I want to drop out life, it sucks."
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Essentially, nothing.
Where do you work/study: Fuck off NSA.
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Do Drugs: yes
Nervous habits: reading insightful stuff, like Dostoevsky, Chekhov, or Alice Munro.
Song you most identify with: 2 + 2 = 5 by Radiohead. Either that, or It's A Wonderful World.

Anonymous 11/16/14 (Sun) 23:28:21 No.3236

Country: Canada
Age: 19
Gender: M
Disorder(s): ADHD, Dyslexia
Phobias: Fuckin spiders man
Favorite thing about yourself: My Disorders
Least favorite thing about yourself: Nothing that I can really think of, nor do I want to think of
Worst habit: Tendency to become lost in my own thoughts
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: tfw no gf
First thought in the morning: When the fuck do I get to do something?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: When the fuck do I get to do something?
Where do you work/study: Studying in Mechanics
Do you Drink: Nope
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Do Drugs: Nope
Nervous habits: Tendency to grind my fucking teeth.
Song you most identify with: Elliott Berlin - Musikk per automatikk

Anonymous 11/17/14 (Mon) 03:56:39 No.3267

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>Country:
The UK
>Age:
26
>Gender:
Female
>Disorder(s):
Moderate-borderline-severe depression and generalised anxiety disorder. Might be more than that, might not. Only seen a GP at the moment.
>Phobias:
Wasps. And failure.
>Favorite thing about yourself:
Pffhaha no.
>Least favorite thing about yourself:
Every goddamn thing possible ever.
>Worst habit:
Fetishising stupid shit.
>Sexuality:
Eighty kinds of fucked up. Don't think I'm even attracted to humans.
>Relationship status:
Single as fuck.
>First thought in the morning:
I don't want to get up.
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
Why the fuck did I do that?
>Where do you work/study:
At home - self-employed.
>Do you Drink:
Occasionally, and I binge when I do.
>Do you Smoke:
No.
>Do you Do Drugs:
No.
>Nervous habits:
Legs shake like fuck. Sometimes punch myself in the head to relieve stress and help me sleep.
>Song you most identify with:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6Ql3zRl55A

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 00:51:12 No.3518

>>2088
think about what you just said for a second.

AverageGuy 11/20/14 (Thu) 07:10:26 No.3539

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>>1190
It's time i do this, isn't it?

>Country: Italy
>Age: 20
>Gender: Male
>Disorders: Way too much stuff. Dissociative Identity Disorder, Depression, Hypomania etc.
>Phobias: Check filename.
>Favourite thing about me: I am in a costant mind pleasure, somewhat distant form reality.
>Least favourite thing: I can't keep habits.
>Worst habit: Dropping stuff midway in.
>Sexuality: Hetero
>Relationship: Single

>First thought in the morning: …
>Last thought before falling asleep: changes every time
>Work/Study: N/A

>Drink: Yes
>Smoke: No
>Drugs: I'd like to try
>Nervous habits: Eating nails and fingers
>Song: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TzvyDsUrbx0

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 07:33:42 No.3540

>>1190
Country:USA
Age:23
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Homosexuality, occasional bouts of depression, maybe OCD
Phobias:failure, public speaking
Favorite thing about yourself: work ethic
Least favorite thing about yourself: Social skills or lack thereof
Worst habit:Quiet, don't show emotion very much unless I am feeling the emotion very strongly
Sexuality:fag
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: Wordless anger at my alarm
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I'm a bit lonely
Where do you work/study: My apartment?
Do you Drink: yep
Do you Smoke: nein
Do you Do Drugs: nein
Nervous habits: Anger
Song you most identify with: I don't identify with songs, I either enjoy the sound or I don't

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 07:54:07 No.3543

Country: America
Age: 30
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Schizophrenia, PTSD, depression
Phobias: People in uniforms
Favorite thing about yourself: I have nice hair
Least favorite thing about yourself: I have goddamned schizophrenia
Worst habit: Constantly second-guessing myself
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "Fuck it, going back to sleep."
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Fuck, why can I never get to sleep?"
Where do you work/study: Volunteer work for a local animal shelter
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Withdrawing from everyone and everything
Song you most identify with: Something from Florence + The Machine, probably

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 07:55:27 No.3544

>>3543
>People in uniforms
like, work uniforms?

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 08:32:14 No.3545

>>3518
I mean, I dunno
Might be cool

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 10:32:15 No.3549

>>3544
I would assume he means police and military.

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 15:21:25 No.3558

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>>1456
Country - USA
Age - 16
Gender - Penis-haver
Disorder(s) - ADD for sure, probably something else in there since I'm a social fuckhead
Phobias - Insects, Having no friends
Fav thing about self - Everything, I'm a narcissistic asshole
Least fav thing - I'm failing highschool and don't give a fuck
Worst habit - I approach random strangers and do awkward shit. It's not even something I think about, it literally just happens
sexuality - Women, or men that would make good traps
Relationship status - None, I'm an awkward fuckhole
1st morning thought - "I hate this shit"
Last thought each night - "Fuck, I have to wake up tomorrow"
Work/Study location - Shitty AZ suburb highschool
Drink - Nah
Smoke - Nah
Drugs - Only perscriptions
Nervous habits - Talk about dicks (Seriously, everyone hates me because I talk about dicks so much)
My song - http://borngold.bandcamp.com/track/i-want-to-be-naked

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 15:22:11 No.3559

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>>3558
Shit I thought that would bold it not spoiler it.
Sorry for being a newfag

Anonymous 11/20/14 (Thu) 17:37:28 No.3569

>>3549

Yeah, those. Sort of came with the PTSD.

Anonymous 11/21/14 (Fri) 00:42:53 No.3596

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Country: Great Britbong
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Anxiety, Borderline, Depression, Insomnia, Paranoia
Phobias: The next day, having to talk to people, myself
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm a decent enough guy when I'm comfortable with someone
Least favorite thing about yourself: How I manage to fuck things up so easily
Worst habit: Refusing to take medication
Sexuality: Anything that moves
Relationship status: Taken, plan on marriage
First thought in the morning: I have to do another day of living, great.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I don't want tomorrow to arrive.
Where do you work/study: Apprentice IT Technician
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: Occasional Second-Hand
Do you Do Drugs: Occasional Second-Hand Weed
Nervous habits: Consuming the skin surrounding my finger nails
Song you most identify with: "Youkoso Hitori Bocchi" by Pearl Kyoudai

Anonymous 11/22/14 (Sat) 16:00:44 No.3691

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Country: Ireland
Age: 22
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Almost certainly Borderline Personality Disorder and Schizotypal
Phobias: Strangers, rejection, eating right in front of someone, being in front of someone while they eat
Favorite thing about yourself: I am really creative I think
Least favorite thing about yourself: When someone triggers my autism, there is no choice but to start cutting as soon as possible. I will lash out and so something unusual or drastic and as much as I'd like to stop it, I can't.
Worst habit: getting caught up in the same old scenarios
Sexuality: Fuck I don't know. I'm not attracted to males that look like males. Females or guys that look like females is fine.
Relationship status: single as fuck
First thought in the morning: I hope there's no-one here
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Her
Where do you work/study: In my room
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Do Drugs: whenever I can
Nervous habits: Biting the insides of my mouth when a stranger walks past so I can restrain my expression. Scratching the hell out of my cheek
Song you most identify with: Pink Floyd 'Pigs (three different ones)', The The 'Giant', Him- 'Sleepwalking Past Hope' and Swans 'Some things we do'.

Anonymous 11/26/14 (Wed) 09:19:53 No.3951

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>Country:
Canada
>Age:
19
>Gender:
M
>Disorder(s):
ADD, social phobia
>Phobias:
Agoraphobia, altophobia
>Favorite thing about yourself:
I'm very artistic, I love playing music and drawing
>Least favorite thing about yourself:
I'm a manchild and I'm a pathetic excuse for a human being
>Worst habit:
Idk, there's plenty. mood swings, smoking, biting skin off my lips, masturbating into a cumrag (old shirt that I ejaculate into and the toss it in a corner of my room)
>Sexuality:
Virgin
>Relationship status:
Forever alone
>First thought in the morning:
Why am I still alive and why is the floor so cold
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
I'm motivated to do anything but I can't because I really should sleep even though I know I won't sleep much
>Where do you work/study:
Started college this september; I quit after a month
>Do you Drink:
Rarely, I don't like it much
>Do you Smoke:
Yes, and it's disgusting. I'm so poor I take the tobacco from a third of a cigarette, put it in my homemade bong, and then smoke it in 2 drags. It's really disgusting but the addiction is worse than actual cigarettes and it lasts 3x longer.
>Do you Do Drugs:
Used to smoke pot everyday and do mdma on weekends in my teens, now I just smoke pot once every 3-4 months
>Nervous habits:
Biting the skin off my lips, putting my glasses back in place on my face, clearing and scratching my throat, shaking my legs, pulling hair off my arms
>Song you most identify with:
Nothing to Lose by Billy Talent

Anonymous 11/26/14 (Wed) 12:25:54 No.3960

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Country: Indonesia
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, extremely low self esteem, likely ADD. Used to have serious temper issues during elementary, but I got that sorted out.
Phobias: Moths, heights, dogs.
Favorite thing about yourself: Others say I'm pretty relaxed and approachable, I can draw a bit, pretty knowledgable in zoology, can find inner peace when left alone in a comfortable environment.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Continuously doubting self and my self esteem is fragile, finding extreme difficulty focusing, losing passion and motivation way too easily, often getting unreasonably sad or upset from mundane reasons.
Worst habit: Spacing out involuntarily and frequently, procrastination.
Sexuality: Hetero, although I got my own kinks and quirks, but that's another story.
Relationship status: Single, probably for the better.
First thought in the morning: "Fuck, it's just a dream" or "good grief, it's just a dream".
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Highly varying.
Where do you work/study: Finishing high school.
Do you Drink: No, but who knows later.
Do you Smoke: No, but who knows later.
Do you Do Drugs: No, never planning to.
Nervous habits: Pacing, talking to myself, acting out mental imageries when no one's looking, spacing-out.
Song you most identify with: Pachelbel's Canon.

Anonymous 11/26/14 (Wed) 14:31:38 No.3977

Country: Canada
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): GAD, Depression, OCD
Phobias: Cancer
Favorite thing about yourself: My intelligence or imagination.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Everything else. Pointlessly hate myself, anxious all the time, end up destroying my close relationships.
Worst habit: Self harm, probably.
Sexuality: Homo
Relationship status: Taken
First thought in the morning: Do I have to?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Maybe I won't wake up.
Where do you work/study: I don't study, but I babysit.
Do you Drink: Not very often.
Do you Smoke: Not cigarettes.
Do you Do Drugs: Sometimes.
Nervous habits: Chewing on my hair, rubbing my thumb in between my middle and point finger.
Song you most identify with: Be Calm by Fun, probably. Don't listen to much music.

Anonymous 11/26/14 (Wed) 22:11:25 No.4007

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>>3177
You. We live close to each other. Meet up in Milwaukee?

Country: US
Age: 21
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Aspie (1997, 2001), Major Depressive Disorder, ADHD (2014)
Phobias: Bugs (any including butterflies), slight photophobia
Favorite thing about yourself: My uncanny optimism leads me to depressing states. Try reading Candide by Voltaire and you might be able to relate better.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Being unable to more or less say the more emotionally correct response in the right moment.
Worst habit: Clenching and clicking my teeth together when I do not even realize it.
Sexuality: Hetero
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Which fixation to I want to choose to be my fixation of the day.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Will I finally die during sleep? Probably not. (cue 15 minutes of waiting for sleep to come)
Where do you work/study: UW-Milwaukee
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: I don't toke as often as I used to. My big craze is hallucinogens. Love mushies, waiting for DMT/LSD to rear it's ugly face around my area.
Nervous habits: I like fidgeting a lot and walking around with no real purpose.
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiY-SgAFUUY

Bonus round: Lately, I have a fixation on being the most obnoxious person. Coupled with the fact that I have an IQ of 132 (took the test in '99) and I have dropped out of a semester for a second time, it makes me feel somewhat accomplished for knowing that I am an improbability in addition to being a broken human. Something about failing so hard that you eventually win–that whole scenario–makes me feel the most meloncholy I could probably ever be.

Anonymous 11/27/14 (Thu) 07:29:07 No.4035

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Country: New Zealand
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Aspergers
Phobias: None
Favorite thing about yourself: Sheer mental adaptability and versatility as the intended result of tulpamancy
Least favorite thing about yourself: Below
Worst habit: Militant elimination of the suboptimal
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: Uncertain of crush's sexuality
First thought in the morning: Too slow a state transition for an answer
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Above
Where do you work/study: School
Do you Drink: N
Do you Smoke: N
Do you Do Drugs: N
Nervous habits: Emotion not prevalent enough to analyze
Song you most identify with: http://foxamoore.bandcamp.com/track/starry-destination because it reminds me of the tulpa I created when I was 15 (mfw just now I saw the art for the the original version of the song, and holy crap she looks a lot like my tupper)

Anonymous 11/27/14 (Thu) 07:34:29 No.4036

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>Tortilla
>Fem
>20
>Schizoid
>The sea
>My hair
>Too many to list/care
>Apathy
>Asex
>I don't even know
>"Why can't I sleep more?"
>"Wish I could just keep sleeping"
>Engineering college
>Yes
>No
>No
>Moving my legs
>I don't know

Anonymous 11/27/14 (Thu) 07:44:25 No.4037

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>>4035
>mfw I look closely at the lyrics
>if I sang the song, literally every line could be seen as relating to my tulpa (e.g. "don't leave me without a window" could be interpreted as her existence nullifying my ability to dream, closing a window into my subconscious)
>the song was released around when my tulpa was created
ALL HAIL THE SPACECAT

Anonymous 11/27/14 (Thu) 19:52:39 No.4074

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Country: Clapistan
Age: 23
Gender: Male, but feel I have far more "feminine" traits than masculine ones. Maybe no masculine ones at all. I'd have to look at some sort of list to be sure. So whatever that means?
Disorder(s: MDD, social anxiety disorder, dysthymia, multiple conflicting diagnoses of autism/aspergers and ADHD, mild OCD.
Phobias: Can't think of any.
Favorite thing about yourself: I think I have a pretty face and that I'm fairly intelligent.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Dozens and dozens of scars from self-inflicted injury.
Worst habit: Nervous picking and scratching at my skin, causing scars mentioned above.
Sexuality: Sometimes I don't know, but most probably gay.
Relationship status: forever alone
First thought in the morning: How much longer can I lie here before it becomes too uncomfortable?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: There goes another day of my life spent for nothing.
Where do you work/study: No
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Scratching/picking at myself, worrying about judgements of others when meeting for the first time, catastrophizing.
Song you most identify with: Mad World by Tears for Fears. Not the melodramatic cover by gary jules who ruined its intended portrayal as a contrast between how a healthy person views reality and the words of someone struggling with depression, schizophrenia, etc.

>tfw over a decade of emotional and sometimes physical abuse ruined my life

Anonymous 11/27/14 (Thu) 20:54:20 No.4083

Country:USA

Age:18

Gender: Male
Disorder(s): GAD

Phobias:neurological hypochondria

Favorite thing about yourself: i cope with emotional distress internally by bottling it up, so that i don't bother others with my worthless bullshit

Least favorite thing about yourself:
Worst habit: when i reach my breaking point my otherwise logical decision making becomes clouded by feelings

Sexuality: insecure as fuck but probably bisexual

Relationship status: single

First thought in the morning: recalling my dream

Last thought before falling asleep at night: contemplating some shit from my day

Where do you work/study: highschool dropout, working on getting a license

Do you Drink: no

Do you Smoke: no

Do you Do Drugs: swiped narcotic painkillers from my mom for the three years i attended highschool, but quit cold turkey after a bad hallucinogenic experience

Nervous habits: shaking my leg
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OdMeog4CPw

Anonymous 11/27/14 (Thu) 20:56:25 No.4085

>>1875
>Favorite thing about yourself: no refractory period
I'm glad that you exist if only for that one thing.

Anonymous 11/27/14 (Thu) 22:01:21 No.4089

>>1875
You might identify with the song 4'33" if you don't identify with anything.

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 01:16:15 No.4102

>>1875
Tror å sove med rasshølet klistra til sengetøyet er en verre vane enn snus :^)

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 02:47:36 No.4107

>Country:
Sweden
>Age:
18
>Gender:
Male
>Disorder(s):
Bipolar 1, ADD
>Phobias: not really
>Favorite thing about yourself:
Naturally can act quite greatly, because I practically don't have a personality myself
>Least favorite thing about yourself:
Heavy procrastinating
>Worst habit:
Making excuses for everything
>Sexuality:
Straight
>Relationship status:
Never gotten to show or receive affection from anyone
>First thought in the morning:
Why wouldn't just continue sleeping?
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
Varies, but most recently usually how could I adjust myself to live in a world like this, or should I just kill myself
>Where do you work/study:
Music College/High School
>Do you Drink:
Yes, but not to get drunk
>Do you Smoke: Cannabis about once a week
>Do you Do Drugs:
See above
>Nervous habits:
Exiting the situation and making excuses for doing it, rarely sharing them to anyone
>Song you most identify with:
Currently New Seeds by BOC would fit quite well

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 05:10:12 No.4113

Country: Uruguay
Age: 15
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Anxiety, Depression
Phobias: Only fear of strangers and failure
Favorite thing about yourself: People say I'm smart
Least favorite thing about yourself: My insecurity
Worst habit:
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: How shit the days is going to be
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I wish I had a better life
Where do you work/study: School
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Playing with my hands
Song you most identify with: None

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 06:39:33 No.4115

>>4113
I suppose what you should to is figure out why people believe you're smart.
Even if it turns out your intelligence was just a delusion, by ridding yourself of the delusion you've set foot on solid ground, much easier to build from than the fog of assumption; and if you figure out that you do have a strong claim to mental prowess, you can amplify it greatly.

In the end though, there is no difference between the two findings; because with the former you figure out what makes you tick and exploit it from there, and with the latter you figure out how fortune has done the exploitation for you.

For example, if anxiety is more inherent than product of an analysis of your current state, then it's a convenient foundation to create an automated system of heavy personal psychology modification without even using a tulpa.

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 14:34:56 No.4146

>>4113
Are anxiety and depression considered mental illness?

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 15:01:13 No.4149

Country:UK
Age:22
Gender:Female
Disorder(s):OCD with intrusive thoughts
Phobias:Bridges, busy roads, crowded places, new situations, security & safety
Favorite thing about yourself:I have loads of really passionate hobbies and interests
Least favorite thing about yourself: The OCD stops me from being as productive as I want to be.
Worst habit: I bite my nails, sometimes too far down and it hurts.
Sexuality:Hetero
Relationship status:In a relationship
First thought in the morning:The dreams were so good I want to sleep and keep dreaming
Last thought before falling asleep at night:I don't really want to sleep but I have to sleep to ensure I function properly tomorrow. Sleep annoys me that it in itself becomes an obsessive daily ritual.
Where do you work/study:work at a laundry place, volunteer at an old 18th century museum/house and study at uni Psychology Single Honors- third year
Do you Drink:Not anymore
Do you Smoke:No
Do you Do Drugs:No
Nervous habits:I weigh myself multiple times throughout the day, I pace, tap out rhythms, count
Song you most identify with:Devin Townsend- Kingdom

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 19:12:30 No.4155

>>4146
For anxiety, if it becomes problematic where it interferes with daily life then yes.

Depression I'm sure has been considered an illness for a very long time. I know my great grandmother was in and out of mental health facilities for most of her life for depression related issues.

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 20:34:01 No.4157

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Country: Finland
Age: 22
Gender: Male cis scum
Disorder(s): See flag
Phobias: None
Favorite thing about yourself: Incredibly creative…
Least favorite thing about yourself: …But unskilled
Worst habit: Can't get off the computer
Sexuality: Fuck if I know, can only get off to furries
Relationship status: Tulpa
First thought in the morning: "I need to piss."
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Why the fuck do I have to do all of this again tomorrow?"
Where do you work/study: IT/Night school
Do you Drink: Get drunk alone occasionally to let out my inner animal
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: I wish
Nervous habits: Stroking my goatee, tapping my feet, finding a dark corner to hide every opportunity I get
~~Song~~ Album you most identify with: The Ape of Naples

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 20:40:55 No.4158

>>1875
>Favorite thing about yourself: no refractory period
I'm glad that you exist.

>>3216
Read the Stranger?

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 22:04:20 No.4163

Country: Europe
Age: 25
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Aspergers, maybe social anxiety, pedophilia if you count that
Phobias: Narrow spaces, heights, accidentally showing loli porn to my audience while giving a beamer presentation.
Favorite thing about yourself: Self-disciplined. I get things done, as long as it doesn't involve social interaction.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I'm very quiet. I can be not-quiet but I'll run out of energy within a few minutes, and then I'm quiet again.
Worst habit: Endlessly procrastinating anything involving social interaction.
Sexuality: Straight-ish
Relationship status: Never been in one
First thought in the morning: "I feel like shit"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fantasizing
Where do you work/study: Just graduated, don't have a job yet.
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Biting the skin off my lips.
Song you most identify with: None, I don't like songs with lyrics in them.

Anonymous 11/28/14 (Fri) 23:19:27 No.4166

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Country: Sweden
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression
Phobias: Social
Favorite thing about yourself: I can think better than most people
Least favorite thing about yourself: Terrified of social interaction
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: Kissless virgin
First thought in the morning: I've probably slept for too long
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I'm just gonna lie down for a while
Where do you work/study: I don't.
Do you Drink: Not very often
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Antidepressants
Nervous habits: My whole fucking life is a nervous habit.
Song you most identify with:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKlSVNxLB-A

Anonymous 11/29/14 (Sat) 12:45:02 No.4204

>>4166

Where do those black&yellow comments reside nowadays? They're all pure gold

Anonymous 11/29/14 (Sat) 18:33:03 No.4216

Country:merica
Age: i live with my parents and im the oldest child.
Gender: male
Disorder(s): Major psychotic depression, social anxiety, generalized anxiety, ADD/ADHD, Insomnia, Sociopathic.
Phobias: my gf
Favorite thing about yourself: musical abilities
Least favorite thing about yourself: compulsive lying, everything else
Worst habit: peeling my skin off
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: have a girlfriend at the moment
First thought in the morning: please kill me
Last thought before falling asleep at night: maybe tomorrow
Where do you work/study: school of the arts
Do you Drink: no, carbonation hurts more than a bullet.
Do you Smoke: used to, probably will again.
Do you Do Drugs: occasionally, not as much anymore.
Nervous habits: picking at my skin
Song you most identify with: Clairvoyant by TSSF or Fiction by A7x.

Anonymous 11/29/14 (Sat) 19:02:22 No.4218

Country: Northern Ireland
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): aspergers, a few learning disabilities, I haven't been diagnosed with anything else but I haven't been to a doctor about this shit I've been feeling.
Phobias:The future, failure
Favorite thing about yourself: I can give you an answer with my current state of mind
Least favorite thing about yourself: Laziness and lack of attention span, can't sit down and do the work I need to do.
Worst habit: wasting time, best way to do it is to spend an hour fapping, then do it 5 more times
Sexuality: hetero, however occasionally fap to traps the rest of the time it's mostly 2D
Relationship status: Kissless virgin
First thought in the morning: "you gotta do that work faggot"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "you gotta do that work faggot"
Where do you work/study: lets just say legal shit
Do you Drink: Very rarely
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: used to smoke weed
Nervous habits: leg bumping, nail biting, hair pulling, the usual
Song you most identify with: Pink floyd, Time.

Anonymous 11/29/14 (Sat) 20:52:17 No.4222

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>>4218
>aspergers + learning disabilities
why

Anonymous 11/29/14 (Sat) 21:18:49 No.4224

>>4222

I didn't feel saying I had shit like dyslexia and dyspraxia came under "illness".

Anonymous SAGE! 11/30/14 (Sun) 04:27:33 No.4253

>>1190
Country: murca
Age: 18
Gender: male
Disorder(s): none, as far as I'm concerned, maybe mild OCD in some cases
Phobias: darkness (only in unfamiliar places), generally creepy things
Favorite thing about yourself: ability to remember complex things
Least favorite thing about yourself: unable to remember trivial things
Worst habit: whistling (otherwise, twirling my short hair (it's not nervous habit, I do it all the time) )
Sexuality: gay
Relationship status: no other gay dudes within a 30 miles radius of me
First thought in the morning: getting my keys and everything in my pockets (wallet, etc)
Last thought before falling asleep at night: what I'm going to do on the internet tomorrow
Where do you work/study: soon-to-be STEM student
Do you Drink: nope
Do you Smoke: I don't have a fetish for cancer, though it is a pretty big thing out in the country here
Do you Do Drugs: probably would try weed given the opportunity, otherwise no
Nervous habits: I get worked up when other people are talking loudly near me while I'm on the phone
Song you most identify with: what >>3540 said

there should be this as question as well:
General interests: finding different sources of information, seeing what other people think about, exploring the far reaches of the internet, learning about different aspects of psychology, systems administration of Linux (I hate Windows)

Anonymous 11/30/14 (Sun) 12:58:45 No.4260

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>>1190
COUNTRY: U.S.A
AGE: 18
DISORDERS: Depression, P.T.S.D, Seasonal Affective Disorder, Anxiety Disorder
PHOBIAS: —
FAV THING ABOUT SELF: Can't think of one thing, physically it would be the color of my hair (auburn, reddish color, hard to find)
LEAST FAV THING ABOUT SELF: Everything? I mean when I look in the mirror I don't see a man who was able to overcome adversity I see someone who cracked under pressure in the end, I feel like a failure, a complete failure. Everything didn't just fall apart, it was blown to smithereens by a Davy Crockett and now only the shadows from the blast are what is left.
WORST HABIT: probably looking to drown my sorrow in something, drugs, vidya, food, whatever, and when I'm on edge I have to fiddle with something and I usually pick my lips so I destroyed them.
SEXUALITY: Heterosexual, thought I might be bisexual but no I'd just be able to fuck a really feminine on hormone trans girl.
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single, currently wanting to stay that way, some girl at University is obsessed with me and won't leave me alone and I'm just a fucked up freshman I'm a 5/10 at best and she's a 6/10 but still dammit I want to be alone.
FIRST THOUGHT IN THE MORNING: I'm sorry family for everything I've put you through, and Brother(s), I hate you a lot, I really do, God I wish you'd fucking change or understand but you were born that way. Mom, Dad, Sorry.
LAST THOUGHT BEFORE FALLING ASLEEP AT NIGHT: I give up
WHERE DO I STUDY: Biggest State University in New Jersey, the Scarlet Knights.
DRINK? Occasionally, used to be a heavy drinker, damaged my liver a bit
SMOKE? Cigars, but I stopped that too
DRUGS? Marijuana, but I stopped all the above because drug testing from psychiatric services.
NERVOUS HABITS: Tapping of foot, twiddle something in fingers, pick lips, look around
SONG I MOST IDENTIFY WITH: Can't just choose one music is a biggie for me. I'll go with:
>Schindler's List Main Theme
>Mad World - Gary Jules
>The Best is Yet to Come - MGS1
>Beautiful - Eminem

Anonymous 11/30/14 (Sun) 15:07:19 No.4265

>>4260
I think I prefer the Tears for Fears version rather than Gary Jules.

Anonymous 11/30/14 (Sun) 20:31:46 No.4272

Country: UK (England)

Age: 19

Gender: Male

Disorder(s): I think it's Schizoid personality disorder, I am "most likely on the Autism Spectrum (Asperger's) but my mother decided that was enough for her and so she decided I was autistic. You could say social anxiety if you like, I'll just file it under my personal failures.

If someone told me I have multiple personalities, I'd be inclined to believe them, but it's only conjecture. It is worth mentioning that I did used to have episodes where I would block my friends numbers, delete the numbers, send them horrible texts, just do anything to make myself alone in order to make me kill myself once I returned to my 'normal' mindset.

Phobias: Social events that I'm forced into. Thank you mum and dad for only caring about that diagnosis when it benefits you (usually financially).

Favourite thing about yourself: I'm smart, and I use it. I can make people do what I want (I mostly guilt-trip, I try to avoid lies since weaving those webs of deceit can be tricky).

Least favourite thing about yourself: I have no motivation or desire to achieve or fulfil my ambitions, and I'm a very ambitious man. This condition of mine, whatever it is, why can I not use it for exceptional achievements!? FUCKING HELL!

Worst habit: Whenever I'm alone I snort a lot, as though I have a runny nose and I'm sniffing, except my nose is dry.

Sexuality: Heterosexual, but sure, I'll experiment if in the right mindset.

Relationship status: Wilfully alone (this time)

First thought in the morning: I should have eaten more yesterday.

Last thought before falling asleep at night: I hate getting tired and having to sleep.

Where do you work/study: I don't. I'm doing an Open University course in February so I don't have to work and my parents will pay for it. Maybe I'll eventually fake my own death and escape somewhere I can be truly alone.

Do you Drink: No, my dad drinks. I hate him like no other.

Do you Smoke: No.

Do you Do Drugs: No.

Nervous habits: Biting nails, swallowing, shaking, inability to say anything if I'm with someone new.

Song you most identify with: Tough, my mood changes a lot, I want to keep this short and describe my default state of blankness, so either Kristoph Gavin's theme (from Apollo Justice) or Rem's theme (from Death Note). If I'm planning something or fantasizing about getting something in my usual manner (technical and precise) then it's the former. I don't search for lyrics to express myself, they're not variable enough.

Anonymous 11/30/14 (Sun) 20:54:40 No.4275

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>>1190
Country: USA
Age: 17
Gender: Male but I don't know if I'd want to be transgendered or something like that because I barely identify as a male
Disorder(s): Autism, The Assiest of burgers, ADD, OCD, possible depression/anxiety, maybe more because when I was younger the doctors thought I might have tourettes but I was never properly diagnosed because of poor parents
Phobias: losing my loved ones, people and strangers, death, and when I get nervous then hardcore panphobia
Favorite thing about yourself: That I can apparently make people smile and laugh
Least favorite thing about yourself: there's too much to list and I've been trying not to focus on it lately
Worst habit: biting myself, in the past it has been biting my nails, then the skin around my nails, and lately my knuckles as well as my lips
Sexuality: Pansexual
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: anywhere from "woo time to get the fuck up because I actually woke up early" to "why can't I just sleep forever?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I think about the day and then usually try to clear my mind to help me sleep. my mind wanders all over the place and makes it impossible to rest
Where do you work/study: School
Do you Drink: nope
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Do Drugs: only prescription, the ones prescribed to me though nothing illegal.
Nervous habits: bouncing my legs and fidgeting, biting as mentioned above, and when I get especially nervous I curse loudly, laugh hysterically, and make bad jokes
Song you most identify with: there's too many because I love so much music, but at the moment I suppose would be a tie between http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_zRt_EmqoU and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74TP8QhupLU but it changes with my mood

Anonymous 11/30/14 (Sun) 23:00:53 No.4279

Most people here are young, holy fuck

Anonymous 11/30/14 (Sun) 23:23:38 No.4280

Mfw my post got deleted and I dont remember how or why or if I posted something wrong, so i guess I can say fuck you mods?

Anonymous 11/30/14 (Sun) 23:28:02 No.4281

why cant I ever see my own posts

Carlos 12/01/14 (Mon) 01:03:17 No.4284

Country: I was born in mexico but, I reside in the US.
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Autism
Phobias: I kinda don't know…
Favorite thing about yourself: I am kind of a random and funny guy when I am not sad
Least favorite thing about yourself: My mental issues and how i handle things sometimes
Worst habit: Overreacting
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: How did I end up like this…
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Is tomorrow any better
Where do you work/study: At school
Do you Drink: No. I only drink soda
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: Trying to talk to someone without feeling nervous about the friendship at hand
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y14BbMCHDcU This song is depressing though.

Anonymous 12/01/14 (Mon) 01:20:53 No.4285

>>4275
From what I've heard from actual transgendered people, only do it if you actually feel like shit about your sexual characteristics. Don't attempt a transition just because you're curious what it would be like.

Anonymous 12/01/14 (Mon) 02:49:19 No.4290

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Country: UK
Age: 17
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Depression, Anxiety
Phobias: Mannequins
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm kinda cute
Least favorite thing about yourself: Find it very hard to get swole
Worst habit: Internet use
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Is there anyone else at home?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Do I have to do anything the next day
Where do you work/study: recently NEET
Do you Drink: Occasionally
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: Used to
Nervous habits: constantly look to the left in uncomfortable conversation
Song you most identify with: I dont really, at least nothing that isnt horribly cliched

Anonymous 12/01/14 (Mon) 07:19:42 No.4294

>>4224
Oh, so it's dyslexia and dyspraxia rather than learning disabilities?

Anonymous 12/01/14 (Mon) 07:23:15 No.4295

>>4279
I wonder how old
>>1660 is.

Anonymous 12/01/14 (Mon) 11:54:41 No.4297

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Country: Australia
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Borderline Personality Disorder
Phobias: Nothing major, scared of my family dying.
Favorite thing about yourself: My eyes
Least favorite thing about yourself: My self worth
Worst habit: Biting my nails.
Sexuality:
Relationship status: Living with partner
First thought in the morning: Need my coffee and smoke..
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I can do this.
Where do you work/study: Call centre
Do you Drink: Socially
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: Not anymore
Nervous habits: Picking at my face when I am stressed
Song you most identify with: The Mountain Goats- This year

Anonymous 12/02/14 (Tue) 15:38:15 No.4377

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Country: USA
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Ive spent a year of my life in 2 treatment programs, one wilderness one boarding school im supposed to be fixed but I dont fucking know whats wrong with me.
Phobias: Spiders
Favorite thing about yourself: Im very attractive
Least favorite thing about yourself: I dont try hard in school even though I know it will improve my self image
Worst habit: Undermining myself
Sexuality: Hetero
Relationship status: this bitch gets so mad at me and says were done and then fucks me later that night so IDK
First thought in the morning: Fucking school
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Tomorrow is the dawn of a new me
Where do you work/study: High school and I dont work atm because sports
Do you Drink: Way to fucking much
Do you Smoke: Weed everyday usually but not in basketball/swimming season
Do you Do Drugs: Rich parents dont give a fuck about me and throw money at me constantly to make up for it so I have developed a slight coke habit
Nervous Habits: I literally tear apart my thumbs because I pick at the skin so intensely
Song you most identify with: Pain by A$AP Rocky
I really just need constant support and watchful eyes to improve myself guys. I did it in treatment and know that I could do really well in life but I need a family. What should I do? I really need help.

Anonymous 12/02/14 (Tue) 22:14:21 No.4390

File: 1417558460886.jpg (512.77 KB, 1920x1080, 16:9, 1415340314210.jpg)

>>1190

Country: Kanada
Age: 23
Sex: Male, born with a penis and cut/sucked by a rabbi on my 8th day of in this world.
Gender: Male-Female and the spectrum between.
Disorder(s): Umm as in diagnosed ones?
Phobias: That I might be unable to ever fully express myself and find love. In ability to breath or sing, spiders, parasites, stuff in my lungs, dentists, hospitals, mutilation, fucking neck beard, my male body (I've sort of gotten used to it), not being clean… ect
Favorite thing about yourself: My voice, the goddess within
Least favorite thing about yourself: That I implode instead of explode, my ridiculously sensitive nature
Worst habit: Inhaling stuff into my lungs
Sexuality: Beauty
Relationship status: Forever Alone TM
First thought in the morning: Money / eating is a pain
Last thought before falling asleep at night: BLEH KILL MELT GURAHHAHH
Where do you work/study: UNI, Home- soon to be happily NEET
Do you Drink: Yest
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No (want to do LSD, E, Shrooms, Weed though as I bought an expensive vaporizer I'm not using but it's not worth the effort)
Nervous habits: In ability to breath normally, inhalation of stuff, sexually nervous around attractive girls, when I have shit I mean the neck-beard on I try to hide.
Song you most identify with:
Is this my life,
Am I breathing
Under water…

Anonymous 12/02/14 (Tue) 22:26:32 No.4391

>>4285

i had an internet friend who transitioned even though they didn't feel transgender but said it could help

could that count as curiosity?

Anonymous 12/03/14 (Wed) 01:10:09 No.4396

>>4285
I didn't mean to insinuate that I wanted to transition sorry for the misunderstanding. but I don't know exactly how I feel about my gender. I've got a penis, it's there, it functions. but I don't feel male or female. just sorta human. my gender identity has a sort of fluidity to it I suppose. that's the only way I can think to phrase it

polymorph!uKEFW4r7WU 12/03/14 (Wed) 03:47:23 No.4406

>>1190
country:
Aus
Age:
26
Gender:
Female
Disorder:
PTSD
Phobias:
too many to count, but agoraphobia, androphobia and fear of the dark are major ones.
favorite thing about yourself:
My musical ability
Least favorite thing about myself:
how weak i am
worst habit:
self-sabotaging my future
sexuality:
confused. Been in a 6 year relationship with another girl, and i've recently begun thinking about the possibility i'm straight, and just date her because i'm scared of guys.
relationship status:
as above, 6 years with my girlfriend
first thought in the morning:
i'm sick of these nightmares
last thought before falling asleep:
there goes another wasted day
where do you work/study:
I don't. too fucked in the head mate.
do you drink: Occasionally, but i try my best to avoid it.
do you smoke:
used to, swapped to ecigs, working on quitting entirely
do you do drugs:
psychedelics, entactogens and weed.
nervous habits:
Checking doors are locked, keeping my back to a wall, apologising after every sentence.
Song you most identify with:
Nine inch nails - hurt.

Anonymous 12/03/14 (Wed) 05:13:06 No.4408

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Country: USA
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): GAD, Depression
Phobias: Loss of bodily control, death, going insane, great cosmic happenings outside of my control (like a black hole swallowing the Earth)
Favorite thing about yourself: My friends think I'm funny
Least favorite thing about yourself: Several things
Worst habit: Running around like an autistic person when I'm deep in thought.
Sexuality: Girls
Relationship status: ???
First thought in the morning: "Oh, I'm not dead"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Something weird
Where do you work/study: current NEET
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Rarely
Nervous habits: Hyperventilating
Song you most identify with: Bent - Irritating Noises

Anonymous 12/03/14 (Wed) 05:30:49 No.4411

>>1190
Hi /mental/ists

Country: USA
Age: 26
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Major Depression
Phobias: big spiders, dieing old full of regret
Favorite thing about yourself: not fat, natural learner
Least favorite thing about yourself: procrastination, not following through on goals if I get bored
Worst habit: staying up all night
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: married. Kind of happy.
First thought in the morning: 5 more minutes
Last thought before falling asleep at night: dammit the suns comming up
Where do you work/study: currently unemployed, but seeking work as a certified phlebotomy tech. Also ill be going back to school next year.
Do you Drink: not recently but when I get some extra cash I will
Do you Smoke: quit August of this year
Do you Do Drugs: no but if they were available then maybe
Nervous habits: I'm a nailbiter, I've tried to stop so many times…any tips?
Song you most identify with: I can't really think of just one.

Anonymous 12/03/14 (Wed) 10:28:12 No.4421

20
Male
Anxiety/Deprassion
Bugs,Doing paper work
I dunno
lazy,stupid
Screaming randomly when remembering embressing stuff
bi-sexual(I like traps more though)
Never had gf/virgin
Gotta check imageboards
I am tireed

Mom`s home
Cant drink cuss meds
I smoke some pipe but it is like once in a month
Did twice before but very rare
Nervous habbits; Screaming,shaking,running around
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cttw09nfveY

Anonymous 12/03/14 (Wed) 11:36:53 No.4425

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Country: Canada
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, Currently being tested for Bi-polar Disorder
Phobias: Escalators, Spiders, Crowds of People
Favorite thing about yourself: My ability to make friends
Least favorite thing about yourself: Fear of getting to close and having them hurt me
Worst habit: Not finishing anything I set out to do
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: I'm gonna work on a cartoon/drawing
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Why didn't I do any work today
Where do you work/study: Wal-Mart
Do you Drink: Socially
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Socially
Nervous habits: Chewing the skin off my lip, brushing the hair out of my face

Anonymous 12/04/14 (Thu) 04:12:04 No.4456

Country: Finland
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Major Depression (getting treated for this), most likely AvPD
Phobias:
Favorite thing about yourself: I think I'm good at critical thinking
Least favorite thing about yourself: can't pick one
Worst habit:
Sexuality: hetero
Relationship status: single forever
First thought in the morning: considering going back to sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night: too many
Where do you work/study: registered to a university but almost effectively NEET, haven't been to class in a few weeks
Do you Drink: when my friends invite me to, yes
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: not sure if I have any
Song you most identify with: Crywank - You Won't Meet A Girl Sat In Your Room Listening To Music (But Some Songs Can Still Give You Butterflies)

Anonymous 12/05/14 (Fri) 02:30:34 No.4481

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Country:Canada
Age:15
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Aspergers, I suspect other disorders have formed and appeared since my last diagnosis
Phobias:Living forever with the form that I have now, false kindness
Favorite thing about yourself: I guess my taste in music is kind of good
Least favorite thing about yourself:My body
Worst habit:Over-eating
Sexuality:I'm not sure at all
Relationship status:alone, and I doubt that will ever change
First thought in the morning:I should have a shower
Last thought before falling asleep at night:I should've had a shower
Where do you work/study:Looking to work at a grocery store, study in the school library
Do you Drink:Nope
Do you Smoke:Nope
Do you Do Drugs:Nope
Nervous habits:I start talking to myself, trying to calm down
Song you most identify with:I can't really identify with anything I listen to, so I guess I like this song the most https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GI8hzUBtls0&spfreload=10

Anonymous 12/05/14 (Fri) 09:04:41 No.4486

Country: USA
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Clinical Depression, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Pica.
Phobias: People, making mistakes, vomiting.
Favorite thing about yourself: Tact.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Laziness.
Worst habit: Skin picking.
Sexuality: 'Heteroflexible'.
Relationship status: Untouchable.
First thought in the morning: What time is it?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I should probably turn off the light.
Where do you work/study: I don't.
Do you Drink: No.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: Skin picking, lip and cheek biting, teeth grinding, fidgeting.
Song you most identify with: Queen - The Prophet's Song

Anonymous 12/06/14 (Sat) 08:31:02 No.4516

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>>1190
Country:Indonesia
Age:15
Gender: I have vagoo
Disorder(s): Social Anxiety, i think I'm starting to develop depression
Phobias: Slipping over something and break my spine, being laughed at something, I won't be useful for anything and dies alone with no partner, social contact beyond small chit-chat
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm quite smart, have nice boobs that I can juggle and play with if I'm bored
Least favorite thing about yourself: My unbelievable fear of getting in contact with everyone, especially those who are more powerful than me
Worst habit: Cut off a conversation before it even starts getting serious and panicked over anything
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: Sad, Alone, and Tired.
First thought in the morning: gotta fap/bath
Last thought before falling asleep at night: You're shit
Where do you work/study: Finishing HS
Do you Drink: Nope
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Do Drugs: Nope
Nervous habits: Pinch myself in my left hand/inner thighs, pulling hair, faster speech speed, bite my clothes
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVoQMFfbfuQ

Anonymous 12/06/14 (Sat) 23:28:38 No.4533

I want to be really mean to all the girls in this thread because I've been hurt by girls. But I shouldn't.

Anonymous 12/06/14 (Sat) 23:53:45 No.4535

>>4533
That's a pretty common desire. Understandable but it ultimately won't make you feel better.

Anonymous 12/07/14 (Sun) 00:38:25 No.4536

>>4533
Same except i want the girls to be more mean to me again and again

Anonymous 12/15/14 (Mon) 19:18:57 No.4815

Country: USA
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): None, technically speaking.
Phobias: Heights and Abandonment
Favorite thing about yourself: My eyes and creative writings
Least favorite thing about yourself: My nose
Worst habit: Nail biting
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Just got dumped by friend-with-benefits
First thought in the morning: I don't want to do anything today
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I wish I did something today
Where do you work/study: Common room/dorm room
Do you Drink: On occasion
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Do Drugs: Nope
Nervous habits: Nail biting, picking at scabs

Anonymous 12/16/14 (Tue) 00:14:28 No.4817

Country: New Zealand
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, OCPD (undiagnosed), BPD (undiagnosed), avoidant personality disorder (undiagnosed), BDD
Phobias: Social
Favorite thing about yourself: Intelligence
Least favorite thing about yourself: Body
Worst habit: Computer
Sexuality: Gay
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: drink a nice cup of milk and relax
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I'm happy
Where do you work/study: I don't
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Jiggling legs, biting nails, touching face
Song you most identify with: My Body is a Cage by Arcade Fire

Anonymous 12/16/14 (Tue) 03:43:16 No.4818

>>4533
girls hurt you because you're a pussy beta bitch. Man up, grow some fucking balls and stop blaming women for your problems!!!(USER WAS FRIENDZONED FOR THIS POST)

Anonymous 12/16/14 (Tue) 21:02:03 No.4839

>>1190
Country: The land of tacos and illegals
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Dissociative Identity Disorder
Phobias: My life becoming a routine
Favorite thing about yourself: I´m creative, and people seem to like me for some reason
Least favorite thing about yourself: That I´m such an introvert
Worst habit: Day-dreaming
Sexuality: Girls, I also like dicks, but not men, that´s gay
Relationship status: Alone
First thought in the morning: Why did I have to wake up?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I hope I choke in my vomit
Where do you work/study: Dropped out of high school
Do you Drink: Yeah
Do you Smoke: Yeah
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Biting my lip until it bleeds, looking at the floor searching for shadows
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WedRDYmtvX4

Anonymous 12/16/14 (Tue) 22:24:14 No.4841

Country: USA
Age: 26
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Schizoaffective, Anxiety, Insomnia, ADD
Phobias:loneliness, insects specifically spiders
Favorite thing about yourself:jack of all trades
Least favorite thing about yourself:posture, lack of relationship/social experience
Worst habit:rambling
Sexuality:straight
Relationship status:single
First thought in the morning:hopefully today will be better then yesterday
Last thought before falling asleep at night:i hope tomorrow will be better than today
Where do you work/study:going to a university
Do you Drink: no
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits:overthinking, overanalyzing the situation
Song you most identify with: i dont really identify with songs but im listening to music constantly and thats usually along the lines of la coka nostra, army of the pharaohs, jedi mind tricks, etc.

Anonymous 12/24/14 (Wed) 10:53:28 No.5152

Country: 'murrica
Age:21
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): ADD/Depression/Social Anxiety
Phobias: Talking to people I do not know/Talking on the phone
Favorite thing about yourself: Able to draw I guess.
Least favorite thing about yourself: My pointless anxieties
Worst habit: Making a daily to-do list and not completing a single thing.
Sexuality: straight-ish
Relationship status: Taken? it's a confusing situation.
First thought in the morning: I'm tired.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Wonder how long I'll sleep this time.
Where do you work/study: freelance art (rarely), otherwise no real job/dropped out of college.
Do you Drink: sometimes
Do you Smoke: sometimes
Do you Do Drugs: (medication) Adderall, but I forget to take it regularly.
Nervous habits: Nail biting/hair twirling
Song you most identify with: Coming Home by Royksopp

Anonymous 12/26/14 (Fri) 11:18:38 No.5237

>>1190
Country: 'Murica
Age: 24
Gender: male
Disorder(s): Depression, ADHD
Phobias: Pissing in public toilets
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm not afraid of hardwork/ physical work
Least favorite thing about yourself: my inability to get the small mundane things in life done in a timely manner
Worst habit: Masturbating to Porn
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Forever alone ;__;
First thought in the morning: I hate my life
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I'll try harder tomorrow…
Where do you work/study: VCU, studying
Do you Drink: Yes, a lot
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Do Drugs: Nope
Nervous habits: Can't look people in the eye, especially girls, even when I'm telling the truth, legs bounce up and down on their own when I'm sitting, nail biting
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWWMgaAKW-o

Anonymous 12/26/14 (Fri) 11:46:24 No.5238

Country: Burgerland
Age:18
Gender:F
Disorder(s):Severe Chronic Depression
Phobias: Crabs, dead insects
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm kind of cute.
Least favorite thing about yourself:My mental state
Worst habit:Being unorganized
Sexuality:I can't be anything but straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: I want to buy a gun
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I don't sleep anymore except a couple times I've passed out
Where do you work/study: a UC
Do you Drink:No
Do you Smoke:No
Do you Do Drugs:No
Nervous habits:used to cut, still pick at skin, whimpering and running from people
Song you most identify with:Safe and Sound? I don't know.

Sorry, my life is significantly is better than most of yours I don't know why I'm complaining
I'm really dead right now though
But I'm a fuck up that hasn't bought a gun yet that just proves women are bitches at suicide I guess fuck.Attention whoring. Sorry. I'm so sorry.

Anonymous 12/27/14 (Sat) 03:20:21 No.5263

>>5238
if it makes you feel better I'm >>5237 and my dad works for the DoD and we live in the richest country in 'Merica. My life is great despite the fact that whenever I've been given the ability to control my own life it all falls apart so quickly. Money doesn't solve everything unfortunately and my parents are way to cheap to pay for any type of therapy, not that I would accept it if it was offered anyway.

Anonymous 12/27/14 (Sat) 05:58:20 No.5264

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Country: Australia
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, Anxiety
Phobias: Driving and insects
Favorite thing about yourself: Looks
Least favorite thing about yourself: My inability to grasp driving.
Worst habit: Smoking
Sexuality: I don't know.
Relationship status: Alone.
First thought in the morning: About how much of a fuck up I am.
Last thought before falling asleep at night:
Where do you work/study: I'm studying a diploma at the moment.
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: None
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zoass6XxJwk

Kutgebruiker9000 12/29/14 (Mon) 17:29:46 No.5334

Country: Ne-Ther-Lands (is NOT a real country!)
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Autistic, and agressive as fuck at times.
Phobias: Talking over the phone. and staring people directly in the face.

And my biggest phobia: seeing eerie stuff sometimes, it just comes back haunting myself at times.

Favorite thing about yourself: Doing almost impossible things that normal people can't come up with.

Least favorite thing about yourself: having autism. it really sucks.
Worst habit: getting aggressive over the smallest things in life.
Sexuality: Straight, with some fetishes involved though.
Relationship status: Single.
First thought in the morning: What should I do now today?
Last thought before falling asleep at night:
"Jezus Kutge.. wat doe je met je leven….?"

(Jesus, Kutge.. what are you doing with your life?)

Where do you work/study: NEET for the time being
Do you Drink: nope.avi
Do you Smoke: nope.avi
Do you Do Drugs: HELL NO!
Nervous habits: Not sure what this is so idk.
Song you most identify with: Dunno either.

So, yeah. this above is me pretty much in a nutshell.

Kutgebruiker9000 12/29/14 (Mon) 23:26:27 No.5341

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>>5334
Pic semi-related, it's a accurate representation of my life: darkness.

To be honest, I do feel like Mewtwo sometimes: I don't want to get into fights and hate everyone, yet unknowingly I do.

Anonymous 12/30/14 (Tue) 02:39:05 No.5354

Country: USA
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depressed, and Anxiety.
Phobias: Being surrounded by people I don't know, dogs, spiders, and stairs/heights, and starting conversations online and AFK.
Favorite thing about yourself: My hair.
Least favorite thing about yourself: My voice.
Worst habit: I freak myself out about almost everything even if I know exactly what to do.
Sexuality: Gay
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "I wish I could go back to sleep. I don't want to deal with today."
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "I should try to talk less."
Where do you work/study: NEET at the moment.
Do you Drink: Nope.
Do you Smoke: Nope.
Do you Do Drugs: Nope, but that might change.
Nervous habits: Holding my thumb in my other hand, chewing my lips, cracking bones, mainly my thumbs and neck, and moving various body parts, such as bouncing my leg, moving my hands slightly, or just turning my head.
Song you most identify with: I guess it would be "Tech N9ne - One Good Time ". It comes close at least, most songs are just to edgy.

Anonymous 12/30/14 (Tue) 19:49:07 No.5385

Country: 'Murica
Age: 16
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): OCD
Phobias: The uncertain,being alone
Favorite thing about yourself:I try to be kind to others as well as myself
Least favorite thing about yourself: I sometimes worry to the point where I break down, aNd how I sometimes find it hard to have a positive mindset on my life
Worst habit: worrying about things I have no control over
Sexuality:Straight
Relationship status:Single
First thought in the morning: Oh, it's morning
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I wanna get to sleep
Where do you work/study: Highschool/Community College
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No

Anonymous 12/30/14 (Tue) 22:56:04 No.5399

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Country: Burgerland(USA)

Age: 18

Gender: M

Disorder(s):Bad case of schizoid personality disorder diagnosed after 2 years of evaluation. As for self diagnosis, I think I may have body dysmorphic disorder. I wasn't diagnosed with it likely because I never told my doctors about the feeling of having parts that aren't human on me. Yeah, I know…odd. I also fear I may be early in the process of developing schizophrenia.

Phobias: Loss of my family. Spiders(only when they are actually touching me.) Political
conversations with family(I browse /pol/ a lot if that says anything.)

Favorite thing about yourself: I can retreat into my own universe at will and abandon society. Yeah I spend a lot of time in my head.

Least favorite thing about yourself: Spaghetti leaves my pockets at mach 10 in any social situation. I don't fear or hate people, I just can't function around them.

Worst habit: Laziness. It is near impossible to motivate myself to do anything that I do not find pleasure in. That said, if I do find pleasure in something, I will stay up for days working at it.

Sexuality: Asexual.

Relationship status: Single and not looking to mingle. The idea of supporting another both emotionally and financially just seems way too far out of reach for me to even try.

First thought in the morning: Coffee now…after I take a piss.

Last thought before falling asleep at night: Depends, probably meditation on the scripture that I always read before sleeping.

Where do you work/study: NEET. I live in my room. Support my parents with a portion of my disability check as well as house chores. In turn, I get a place to stay, internet and free food.

Do you Drink: Occasionally. I do like hard cider.

Do you Smoke: No.

Do you Do Drugs: No. No intentions of trying them as I hear they can do really nasty things to those with mental issues.

Nervous habits: Nail biting, chewing the inside of my lip, leg shaking.

Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLdiwS-okj0 Rhapsody of Fire - Angel of Light. Reason being because my only true companion is an angel who only speaks in metaphors that hardly make sense. Of course, I am unsure whether he is just a tulpa/hallucination or an actual being as only I can see and interact with him, apparently. He is the biggest reason why I have gotten myself into paranormal stuff but that is for another topic.

Also, pic related. The only goal I have in life is to abandon civilization and live as a hermit in a small cabin out in the desert or something. Maximum wizard mode.

Anonymous 12/31/14 (Wed) 00:52:05 No.5402

Country: Scotchland
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Psychotic Depression, Anxiety, Derealisation
Phobias: Not sure really..
Favorite thing about yourself: My butt maybe
Least favorite thing about yourself: The breasteses
Worst habit: Forgetting things, like constantly
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Just a feeling of deep disappointment
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this
Where do you work/study: A nursing home for elderly people with Dementia
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: Yerp
Do you Do Drugs: Yuhp
Nervous habits: Nail biting, occasionally bursting into tears
Song you most identify with: There's so many, but I guess Sonic Sum
Eratika

Anonymous 01/05/15 (Mon) 05:19:17 No.5603

Country: Slovakia
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, Social Anxiety, PTSD
Phobias: Don't
Favorite thing about yourself: I know stuff about computers I guess
Least favorite thing about yourself: I just suck at everything and I never get the job done
Worst habit: Staying awake at night
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: In relationship
First thought in the morning: depends which day it is
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "How the hell can people even like me? I should just end it all"
Where do you work/study: Secondary Electroengineering school
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: Yes if Waterpipe counts
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Way too many
Song you most identify with: N/A

Anonymous 01/06/15 (Tue) 06:28:20 No.5665

>>1190
Country: USA
Age: 20
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Been diagnosed with a ton of different disorders been different doctors, no longer know which ones are for sure but; Bipolar, depression, autism spectrum, OCD, PTSD, panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, ADHD, depersonalization/derealization, borderline personality disorder, PTSD
Phobias: People in general, existence
Favorite thing about yourself: Intelligence
Least favorite thing about yourself: Inability to distinguish whether my empathy is real or just another manipulation tactic of mine
Worst habit: ADHD medication
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: Time to watch anime
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Holding my waifu
Where do you work/study: Pharmacy technician but I'm thinking of quitting since I suck at people
Do you Drink: Socially, tends to make me more talkative, but also more likely to fuck shit up by misunderstanding
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Do Drugs: Occasionally
Nervous habits: Picking at skin, flicking my nails against each other, scratching myself
Song you most identify with: Eyedea & Abilities - The Dive

Anonymous 01/06/15 (Tue) 11:36:50 No.5673

>>1190
Country:Denmark
Age:18
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Depression i guess
Phobias: Heights
Favorite thing about yourself: My humor
Least favorite thing about yourself: everything else
Worst habit:Masturbation
Sexuality: Humans (no grannies or fatties though)
Relationship status: guess
First thought in the morning: Don't want to get out of my bed
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I'm lonely
Where do you work/study: at my school
Do you Drink: at times
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Do Drugs: yup
Nervous habits: Must use hands at all times
Song you most identify with: 404, did not find file

Anonymous 01/06/15 (Tue) 12:21:05 No.5678

>>5399
Hey dude, saw your post in another thread, me and one of my friends aren't making a movie about your situation! We just come up with ideas

Anonymous 01/06/15 (Tue) 19:18:12 No.5707

Country: United States
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Aspergers, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety
Phobias: Emetophobia
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm somewhat smart.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I base my self worth off of what other people think of me, and become incredibly envious of others because I'm constantly comparing myself to them.
Worst habit: Giving too much to other people, and never saying "hey this bothers me" until I snap.
Sexuality: Lesbian
Relationship status: In a relationship
First thought in the morning: "Wow, I slept like shit. At least I can get on the computer now."
Last thought before falling asleep at night:
Where do you work/study: Just dropped out of a community college, and only recently got my first job. It was seasonal, so now I'm unemployed.
Do you Drink: Starting to want to
Do you Smoke: Pot occasionally.

Anonymous 01/06/15 (Tue) 19:23:17 No.5709

>>5707
Do you Do Drugs: Considered the idea, but seeing as I'm unable to really meet with strangers, and I've got no money…no
Nervous habits: Scratching my neck uncontrollably when I have panic attacks, repeating the same phrase/word over again, stress eating (crackers for my emetophobia, because anxiety makes me feel nauseous), pinching myself (or anything that causes pain to distract myself)

AverageGuy 01/07/15 (Wed) 02:39:30 No.5747

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>tfw there's plenty of /mental/ists here

But, board is pretty slow.

Are these people just lurkers or did they signed up for this thread and left soon after visiting the board?

Anonymous 01/07/15 (Wed) 03:48:12 No.5756

>>5747
You're dealing with a bunch of people who are very introverted. Hell, I barely post on 8chan in general. Maybe 99% of my time is spent lurking unless I feel something really needs to be said…like right now.

Wouldn't be surprised if there are maybe 500 lurkers, right now, who are just reading because they don't want to post. A lot of the people here may see this board as a way to vent/let out all those problems that they struggle to keep bottled up in daily life and, in my experience, after you have vented everything, there really isn't much left to say. I just remain here out of curiosity and maybe offering helpful advice if I know I can help.

Anonymous 01/12/15 (Mon) 03:49:30 No.5993

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Country: US
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): ADHD-PI, intense shyness, depression. I suspect dependent personality disorder and AvPD. I've been quite anxious lately, too.
Phobias: Social situations
Favorite thing about yourself: I like that I'm easy going.
Least favorite thing about yourself: How stagnant I am. I don't accomplish anything. It's hard to get myself to even watch a show or movies, read books, play games. The majority of the things I set out to do remain unfinished.
Worst habit: Procrastination and laziness.
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Relationship status: I've never been in a relationship.
First thought in the morning: I worry about how I'm failing school and putting things off anyway. Soon I will have to worry about being in school and facing people, as I plan to enroll in actual school.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I'm probably thinking about how cold it is lately.
Where do you work/study: I'm cyber schooled. I've never had a job.
Do you Drink: Yes, when I get the chance.
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: What I can get my hands on but I wouldn't do anything hard.
Nervous habits: If I'm in public and I have the material I doodle to cope with nerves.
Song you most identify with: I can't think of anything but I think the tone of The Smiths.

Sorry for the length, I just feel compelled to be as complete as possible.

Anonymous 01/12/15 (Mon) 19:21:29 No.6018

>>5747

>>3267 here. I post, but I don't post much. It's hard to talk when I don't believe half the stuff I say, personally. And when I know that 99% of this board has it worse than me being "only" kinda sad.

Anonymous SAGE! 01/13/15 (Tue) 04:53:55 No.6025

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Polite sage to see if this fixes the images.

Anonymous 01/13/15 (Tue) 05:33:41 No.6026

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>>1190
Country: USA
Age: 16
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Depression, Anxiety
Phobias: spiders, heights, losing others, lots of people
Favorite thing about yourself: I can play instruments.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I get angry easily.
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Str8
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: "Man, my mouth feels and tastes like shit"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "I hope I don't fuck up tomorrow"
Where do you work/study: Should be attending High school.
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: If medication counts, no
Nervous habits: finger tapping, Scratching myself, avoiding eye contact
Song you most identify with: I don't identify with any songs.

Even though I don't like places with a high population density, it's never really affected my ability to get shit done, aside from being truant all the time. I'd say I do pretty well for myself. Now I'll go back to shit-posting on twitter-chan, while I lurk here. Here's some Chaika Bohdan.

Anonymous 01/13/15 (Tue) 11:46:28 No.6035

File: 1421149588875.png (80.97 KB, 632x758, 316:379, 1392661180802.png)

>Ausland of super spiders and killer koalas
>20
>M
>Ass Burger
>Commitment
>Witty, funny, good to fuck around with mates.
>I can get too annoying sometimes, my eccentric personality causes people to think I'm weird. It's gotten to the point now where I hate that word.
>Trying to do things my way when other ways are sometimes better and I know that. Also too much vidya.
>Hetro
>Single, Virgin.
>Why am I up? Am I working today? Do I get to see them today?
>Is this what I can expect for the rest of my life?
>Work: Supermarket Study: Telecommunications and Computer Systems
>Yes. Rarely but when I do, I intend to get fucked up.
>No
>No but seriously considering in trying weed with friends if time and circumstances permits.
>Scratching back of neck, trembles.
>Nil

Anonymous 01/13/15 (Tue) 19:44:04 No.6066

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

Country: USA
Age: 23
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Bipolar I and Depressive PD (diagnosed), possibly elements of Dependant and Schizoid PDs
Phobias:
Favorite thing about yourself: I've defeated my severe social anxiety and endured endless depression for over a decade.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Almost completely unable to motivate myself to do anything significant without near-instant gratification. Failed college three times because of severe depression and laziness.
Worst habit: Either being selfish, or being a lazy bastard
Sexuality: Straight. Traps are a guilty pleasure, but only if they actually look like women.
Relationship status: Forever alone and no longer interested
First thought in the morning: "Fuck, can I go back to sleep?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "When will I finally change things? I was supposed to be the smart and successful son."
Where do you work/study: Wageslaveland
Do you Drink: Far too often. Whiskey and beer.
Do you Smoke: Very rarely
Do you Do Drugs: Not anymore - former pothead
Nervous habits: Hair twirling, fidgeting with hands, fidgeting with beard
Song you most identify with: Lizard Skin by Gojira

Anonymous 01/14/15 (Wed) 02:27:48 No.6086

>>4533
I want to love every single one of them. Not like in a row, but you know what I mean.

Anonymous 01/14/15 (Wed) 16:50:47 No.6106

File: 1421254247106.jpg (61.43 KB, 582x496, 291:248, merelypretending.jpg)

Country: Sweden
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Social anxiety, ADHD, Assburgers, Depression
Phobias: Spiders
Favorite thing about yourself: none
Least favorite thing about yourself: everything
Worst habit: facial tics
Sexuality: heterosexual
Relationship status: none
First thought in the morning: none
Last thought before falling asleep at night: maybe tomorrow will be better
Where do you work/study: nowhere
Do you Drink: no
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: none
Song you most identify with: none

Anonymous 01/15/15 (Thu) 05:27:26 No.6125

Country: USA, Pennsylvania
Age: 28
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, bad anxiety
Phobias: Heights, claustrophobia, dying in my sleep, being homeless
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm kind
Least favorite thing about yourself: Shyness, anger issues, not being able to open up/putting others forward, internalizing EVERYTHING and blaming myself constantly, in debt with no job and live at home
Worst habit: Smoking, drinking, porn
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single, will probably be for the rest of my life, I've been burnt too much by women to ever trust one again
First thought in the morning: I want to get drunk
Last thought before falling asleep at night: My life is falling apart
Where do you work/study: No
Do you Drink: Almost everyday
Do you Smoke: Pack a day
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Sighing, pick at my fingers, grind my teeth
Song you most identify with: Everclear, Santa Monica (favorite from my childhood)

Anonymous 01/15/15 (Thu) 16:35:30 No.6140

File: 1421339730760.png (127.98 KB, 1153x796, 1153:796, I did it.PNG)

Country: USA
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Paranoid Schizoaffective, which leads to anxiety and depression.
Phobias: Bugs, having serious responsibility (like a job), people I know dying, sudden catastrophe (robbery, major earthquake, nuke, finding a dead body, etc)
Favorite thing about yourself: I had nice, curly Jesus hair, but I cut it off in a recent panic attack.
Least favorite thing about yourself: My teeth (Brushing makes me sick and I throw up a lot due to my panic attacks) and my weight (6'0 and 230)
Worst habit: I swear too much when trying to put words together in my head. "Hey, wanna… fuck… uh go to the uhh, shit, uhh store real quick?"
Sexuality: Sort of bi-sexual, mostly straight
Relationship status: Single, I just broke up with my girlfriend of two years. She lives in Canada. I've never met her physically.
First thought in the morning: "Today is the day for change!"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Oh well, I guess I'll start change tomorrow."
Where do you work/study: My room. I don't work nor am I in school. I dropped out in the 10th grade due to my mental health issues.
Do you Drink: On occasion. My father is an alcoholic so I'm doing my best to not rely on booze when I'm depressed. Which is all the time.
Do you Smoke: My pipe and the occasional cigar. Maybe a cigarette if I'm talking to someone who is smoking. Though I don't inhale.
Do you Do Drugs: Weed whenever I can. I smoke and veg/meditate for a while. It helps when I'm in an extra bad place. Though I don't have a constant supply.
Nervous habits: I chew my nails, bounce my leg, clench and unclench my fist, crack my knuckles, stutter, and before I shaved my head I would pluck a hair or two.
Song you most identify with: Round Here by Counting Crows.

Sorry if my post is too bloggy, first time here.

Anonymous 01/15/15 (Thu) 17:12:21 No.6141

>Country:
One of them
>Age:
18
>Gender:
M
>Disorder(s):
Depression, Social Anxiety
>Phobias:
Being alone, not in a I don't want to die alone kind of way, more of a, I'm not actually alone somebody who wants to harm me is hiding and I need protection from them kind of way.
Water.
Many plants and animals
Not sure where else to put this one, I'm really worried that people can read my mind. That everyone within earshot can "hear" what I'm saying, like I was speaking it.
>Favorite thing about yourself:
I try to be a good person.
>Least favorite thing about yourself: I'm vain, I'm probably stupid, I keep doing bad things, I'm a whore, I'm a coward, I'm a hypocrite, I crave attention, I'm obsessed with others opinions about me, I hate being sober, I get jealous to a yandere/abusive degree, I don't care to clean myself so I'm absolutely filthy, I hate some of the things I'm into sexually, I crave approval, I'm lazy, I can't really do anything even semi-important on my own, it's scary and I have no motivation. I"m probably incredibly immature.
>Worst habit:
Probably smoking.
>Sexuality:
bi
>Relationship status:
single
>First thought in the morning:
"I feel disgusting" or "I need a smoke"
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
Varies. Common stuff tends to be:
-my ex in general
-wishing I was a woman
-conversations with my pillow
-"oh shit, I'm going to die one day."
>Where do you work/study:
Unemployed High School Dropout
>Do you Drink: Yes
>Do you Smoke: Yup
>Do you Do Drugs: Yeah
>Nervous habits: Ripping paper, biting my sleeves, biting the neck hole of my shirt, biting my nails, biting the skin on the end of my fingers/thumb, biting pens or pencils. Lots of biting.
>Song you most identify with:
Iunno.

>>6140
I'm pretty sure these types of threads are meant to be bloggy, what's the point otherwise?

Anonymous 01/15/15 (Thu) 20:43:02 No.6146

File: 1421354581945.png (351.42 KB, 700x1065, 140:213, lol.png)

>Country
USA

>Age
16

>Gender
M

>Disorders
Only diagnosed with ADHD, but my parents think I have assburgers. I think I may have Social Anxiety/Depression, but I can't say for sure.
>Phobias
Social, Dogs, Hell, Events like Gamma Ray bursts and other stuff out of my control, dying

>Favorite thing about myself
I'm producing music atm

>Least favorite thing about myself
I can't bring myself to talk to anyone, I'm just too insecure

>Worst Habit
Nose-Picking + Eating, picking + eating scabs off face I DO THIS IN PUBLIC I AM SO FUCKING DISGUSTING WHY AM I ALIVE

>Sexuality
Straight being a kawaii bbw would be ok with me tho

>Relationship Status
KV, never had a gf. Theres not much point on finding a person to be happy with if you aren't happy with yourself.

>First thought in the morning
"I hate getting up, wish I had gotten more sleep"

>Last thought before bed
"It would be alright if I didn't wake up tomorrow. Shit its late."

>Work/Study
Catholic High School. I don't have any friends, and I'm sure everyone laughs at me behind my back, but at least everyone still thinks I'm a Catholic, right?

>Drink
Sounds nice, but no.

>Smoke
No

>Drugs
Benzos or MDMA might be nice, but no.

>Nervous Habits
Picking at face, leg tapping, biting the ends of my fingers/nails

>Song I most identify with
Thats a toughie. This is how i feel atm not that'd I'd ever work up the courage anyways

Anonymous 01/15/15 (Thu) 20:44:25 No.6147

>>6146
this is the song I identify with https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gO7uemm6Yo

Kutgebruiker9000 01/15/15 (Thu) 23:09:24 No.6157

>>5334
Slight update:

I daydream a LOT while in a vehicle.

I also recently found out I had intrusive thoughts when I read something about it, that's what I mean with "seeing eerie shit and that sometimes comes back to haunt me"

Strangely, this all happened somewhere near the end of 2009 and when I started writing fan fiction, it started pretty innocent, but then it got worse..

Some music may trigger that too, either positive (I wrote a entire fanfic out of a daydream once while I was at work in my dad's truck) or negative.

Anonymous 01/16/15 (Fri) 11:55:26 No.6173

>>1190
Country: Australia
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): mild/severe depression (I'm on 60mg of duloxetine)
Phobias:Spiders and heights, but quite mild
Favorite thing about yourself: I tend to forgive people alot, and try my best to not hurt anyone
Least favorite thing about yourself: I'm a lazy fucking wreck
Worst habit: there has never been a day where I haven't picked my nose and eaten it
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: N/A
First thought in the morning: some shit about last night's dream
Last thought before falling asleep at night: shit I dunno
Where do you work/study: At my desk or at uni
Do you Drink: never have
Do you Smoke: never have
Do you Do Drugs: besides medication, caffeine
Nervous habits: bite the shit outta my nails
Song you most identify with: right now, it's https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p07-byXUJ9E

Raccoon ## Board Owner 01/16/15 (Fri) 14:56:09 No.6178

Addressing some of the posts ITT and the occasional report of a post that will happen, let me clarify.

It is NOT against the rules to be "underage" on /mental/. I don't care if you're 16 or 50 as long as you're not being a douche. Post away, everyone.

Anonymous 01/17/15 (Sat) 18:26:26 No.6236

File: 1421519186080.jpg (102.47 KB, 531x600, 177:200, mistaken.jpg)

Country: United States
Age: 19
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):GAD Schizotypal
Phobias: Not being able to care for myself aka homeless(dependance fear),someones gonna kill me or get me busted/betray me even close friends, delusions
Favorite thing about yourself: Strong visualization spatial, decent mediator if not anxious.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Lose it under stress, ramble, takes hours to get simple things done.
Worst habit:Daydreaming,spacing out,indecisive
Sexuality: Bi curious
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Do something,something,something
Last thought before falling asleep at night:Do it tomorrow
Where do you work/study: Living at home, online.
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: Occasionally
Do you Do Drugs:Often
Nervous habits: Biting lips till scarred, rocking or hand over face in public.
Song you most identify with: Bjork-Wanderlust for rightnow

AverageGuy 01/18/15 (Sun) 01:14:51 No.6258

File: 1421543691847.jpg (53.69 KB, 494x600, 247:300, 1410823360337.jpg)

>>6236
Sup anon, i know where you took that picture, fellow /b/tard!

Did you like all the Beksinsky painting i posted on that thread?

Me Anonymous 01/20/15 (Tue) 13:43:29 No.6395

File: 1421761409235.jpg (Spoiler Image, 66.18 KB, 575x515, 115:103, image.jpg)

Maple syrup moose land
23
Male
ADHD, asbergers, psychopathy, all diagnosed professionally.
I'm afraid of being caught when manipulating, however other than that nothing.
I'm a really good looking guy and I'm rather intelligent.
I'm not as muscular as I'd like to be
Drugs and alcohol, not addicted but I have a natural taste for abstract states of mind, hence the use of drugs.
Pan sexual, I like everything
I have an intelligent beautiful girlfriend.
Who is going to break my glorious solitude first
People are going to want me to do things tomorrow
University, on my way to becoming a lawyer.
Yes I drink though it's not my favourite drug
I stopped smoking as I get many scholarships from being on provincial swim teams.
i won't talk about drugs
I don't get nervous, although I guess if it counts after someone talks to me for a certain amount of time I get somewhat irritable, if it's someone I have nothing to gain from talking to.
I usually browse 4chan, but I really appreciate this board existing, I believe there are the greatest of misconceptions, misunderstandings and injustices done to the community of the mentally ill, this boards existence brings me some peace of mind. If you read my message, if you are just browsing to see what someone who is mentally thinks like, view them as someone who is in need of help, not restraints, mentally ill is not mentally insane, the same at physically ill is not terminally ill.
If you are viewing this as someone with a mental illness, learn to work with your condition, I am happy with mine, I enjoy it's ups and downs and who it makes me, I have it easy, some people who see and hear things have it a lot worse, seek help if you believe you or someone you love is in danger because of mental illness.

Anonymous 01/20/15 (Tue) 22:03:59 No.6405

File: 1421791438642.gif (2.77 MB, 287x191, 287:191, 1 44 MB of feels.gif)

Country: Canada, Alberta
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Clinical Depression
Phobias: Rejection
Favorite thing about yourself: Look pretty darn good in lolita.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Terribly lazy, can't even into relationships.
Worst habit: Fucking lazy as hell, I also pick my nose and eat it.
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Of course.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Edgy as fuck suicidal thoughts
Where do you work/study: In university for library tech, first year second semester. Live in res on campus
Do you Drink: Occasionally
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Other than smoke pot when I'm at my parent's for holidays, no.
Nervous habits: Sleep. A lot of sleep.
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3RhpTliGv2U

Slept 20 hours on Monday. Hella lonely after some small rejection from a gal I fancy bought a week ago. She thinks I'm hella cute, but has an infatuation for another guy. I'm sort of over that, but the depression hasn't left.

Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 02:22:03 No.6459

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Country: France (I feel so alone)
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Major Depressive Disorder and avoidant personality disorder. Oh and trying to recover from bulimia haha
Phobias: agoraphobia
Favorite thing about yourself: I can be pretty chill
Least favorite thing about yourself: My body. My personality. Everything.
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Straight but open-minded? idk
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: i want to go back to sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night: just die
Where do you work/study: Neet for 4 years now.
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Do Drugs: when i can get my hand on some
Nervous habits: picking on my skin (until now i managed to avoid my face)
Song you most identify with:
Disiz - Extra-lucide if there are any french speaking people around here
Otherwise Nicole Dollanganger - Valley of the dead

Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 03:20:10 No.6460

Country:Germany
Age:19
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Anxious Avoidant Personality Disorder, Depression
Phobias:kek
Favorite thing about yourself:Still alive
Least favorite thing about yourself:Too much
Worst habit:Smoking and drinking
Sexuality:Straight
Relationship status:Single
First thought in the morning:Oh.. it's evening already
Last thought before falling asleep at night:Usually some stupid stuff about how much of a failure I am
Where do you work/study: NEET
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Do Drugs: trying not to
Nervous habits: making excuses to go home, biting fingernails, biting cheek, sweating, nausea
Song you most identify with: Deerhunter - Agoraphobia

Anonymous 01/22/15 (Thu) 04:23:50 No.6463

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Country: Norway
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Avoidant personality disorder, moderate depression disorder and paranoid personality disorder.
Phobias: Humans, socialization, going outside. Shit like that.
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm good with computers.
Least favorite thing about yourself: About everything else about me.
Worst habit:
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Varies between lewd stuff and suicidal thoughts.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I usually fantasize about actually mattering to someone before I fall asleep.
Where do you work/study: My "work" is "getting better". Get paid by the government by going to the psychologist.
Do you Drink: Once or twice a week.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: Fiddling with my fingers or jacket or something like that.
Song you most identify with: "Bad Apple!!"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzEUeWnV73U

Anonymous 01/25/15 (Sun) 05:50:58 No.6633

Country: 'Murica
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Anxiety, Insomnia, Derealization, I feel like there might be more wrong with me but I don't really know what it is.
Phobias: People who have more strength/authority over me (unless I haven't been affected by them)
Favorite thing about yourself: MY ability to make friends (sadly I don't really use it that much :c)
Least favorite thing about yourself: my self-consciousness
Worst habit: dermatophagia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dermatophagia
Sexuality: homosexual
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: "I'll be fine if I just get a few more minutes of sleep"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I usually make up stories in my head until I fall asleep.
Where do you work/study: In my room.
Do you Drink: Have done it a few times.
Do you Smoke: not tobacco
Do you Do Drugs: lots of caffeine, occasional marijuana, and adderall on the first day back from a long weekend or break.
Nervous habits: Uncontrollably roll my eyes and odd blinking patterns. (really fucking annoying and have been in trouble for "rolling my eyes" at people and then "lying that I can't control it" ugh.)
Song you most identify with: Reaching Out - Nero

Anonymous 01/25/15 (Sun) 12:52:34 No.6646

>>1190 (OP)
Country: Netherlands
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Autism Spectrum Disorder, light depression
Phobias: None that I know of
Favorite thing about yourself: Smart, extending to most of my life except social, education and career, in that I have good tastes, am healthy, eat healthily, can enjoy myself at least half the time.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Never gave a fuck about education until it was far too late. I feel like that was the key to my ideal life and I dropped it.
Worst habit: Wanting to do some thing I'll look back on as time well spent and instead spending hours and hours and hours behind the pc instead. Also I judge everything and everyone, and I make no attempt to reciprocate social contact. Make mistakes in completely simple mundane things. Because my internal logic is way out there compared to others. I can talk for hours, literally, about who I am and what my problems are and I change nothing. Social workers, psychologists, etc, they all love hearing me talk and think I'm doing okay. And I am. But I love seeing myself as a helpless person who will be saved by someone or something, and that I am more autistic than I really am. Maybe I'm not autistic, and just a lazy failure who overthhinks everything social so much I don't even try.
Sexuality: A little bit gay. I'm quite heterosexual, but yaoi is enjoyable for me. Even though anime isn't my thing, most of my porn is. I usually search for: Shemales, crossdressing, traps, bulges, upskirt. I used to have wetting, diaper and scat fetish (but scat only insofar as the act with underwear on, the second I actually see the scat itself the disgust begins)
Relationship status: Had one girlfriend, for a year, never loved her, broke her heart. Eh. Don't fantasize at all really, don't think sexual thoughts in public, not in love with anyone, not attracted to any girl I've seen yet. Intelligence is my biggest, major necessity in any potential partner. Can't find that.
First thought in the morning/Last thought before falling asleep at night: Completely different each day.
Where do you work/study: An education far below what I am capable of, surrounded by people I judge endlessly, no good qualities to be found in the whole thing I think.
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: I guess you'll think I'm quite silly for being Dutch and never having done weed.
Nervous habits: Doing that leg thing. You know, bouncing it up and down. Gotta touch something when I sit still most of the time. I used to look at every single face I walked past. Now I have turned it around completely and make sure I make no eye contact whatsoever.
Song you most identify with: We listen to the tales and romanticize,
how we follow the path of the hero.

Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,
How we'll rise to the height of our halo.

Listen to the tales as we all rationalize,
our way into the arms of the savior.
Feigning all the trials and the tribulations.

None of us have actually been there,
Not like you…

Ignorant siblings in the congregation.
Gather around spewing sympathy,
Spare me…

None of them can even hold a candle up to you.
Blinded by choice, these hypocrites won't see.

But enough about the collective Judas.
Who could deny you were the one who illuminated?
Your little piece of the divine.

And this little light of mine, a gift you passed on to me
I'm gonna let it shine
to guide you safely on your way.

Your way home…

Anonymous 01/25/15 (Sun) 20:24:51 No.6656

>>6459
Hey, you're not the only French here ! :)

Anonymous 01/26/15 (Mon) 07:56:06 No.6670

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Country: US
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): BPD, BDD, Major Depression, Anxiety, Unspecified Psychosis, doctor and I can't seem to decide if I'm Schizotypal or not.
Phobias: Unsecured heights, rats
Favorite thing about yourself: My eye color is kinda nice
Least favorite thing about yourself: This is an even tie between everything
Worst habit: None come to mind in a traditional sense besides possibly drinking, but I have a lot of very bad social habits (apathy towards not talking to friends for weeks at a time, deciding if I somebody is worth considering as a person right away, never opening up emotionally, etc.)
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "This is the exact opposite of what I wanted"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "ugh"
Where do you work/study: Last semester at a junior college before I transfer to university, work a paid internship in the field of my study
Do you Drink: Often
Do you Smoke: Sometimes
Do you Do Drugs: Once in a blue moon
Nervous habits: Stumbling badly over my words or just entirely clamming up
Song you most identify with:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXkm6h6uq0k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXVjJQKfGTc

Anonymous 01/27/15 (Tue) 05:21:53 No.6701

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Country:FUCK AMERICA, TEXAS PEW

Age:19

Gender:M

Disorder, DPD, and asperger's. I'm essentially a clingy, emotional, spergy asshole

Phobias: Heights. Abandonment

Favorite thing about yourself:Not much. I can cook

Least favorite thing about yourself: My body/ the fact I don't do shit with my life

Worst habit:Pick head because scalp issue

Sexuality: Straight but I wouldn't know too much. Every girl I've asked out has rejected me, so maybe I'll have a thing for boys

Relationship status:tfw never gf

First thought in the morning: "why am I such a piece of shit and still living?"

Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Why can't she love me?"

Where do you work/study: Nowhere, NEET

Do you Drink: Sporadically but heavily.

Do you Smoke: Yes. Pipes, cigarettes, cigars, the whole deal

Do you Do Drugs: Tried reefer once, not my thing. I enjoy hallucinogens, however

Nervous habits:Blinking

Song you most identify with: a bit of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBKWd5iAhOc

And a bit of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAND3u3MJmk

and a bit of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAND3u3MJmk

Using same band for continuity because why not.

Anonymous SAGE! 01/27/15 (Tue) 05:23:37 No.6702

>>6701
whops

BPD, DPD, and somehow officially diagnosed with asperger's. One doctor wants to go for the BPD diagnoses and the other doesn't.

Anonymous 01/28/15 (Wed) 05:24:39 No.6739

Country: USA
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Disorder(s): Bipolar disorder (type 1), Borderline personality disorder, BPD and I think I might also have some sort of OCD
Phobias: Developing paranoid schizophrenia
Favorite thing about yourself: I think I'm pretty cute
Least favorite thing about yourself: I know I'm very stupid
Worst habit: My random bouts of vanity
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: In a relationship (3 years)
First thought in the morning: "I need a new mattress"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "I really need a new mattress"
Where do you work/study: Nowhere. I'm an unemployed veteran and college drop out
Do you Drink: No
Do you Smoke: Formerly

Anonymous 01/28/15 (Wed) 06:09:42 No.6741

Country: Canada
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression,
Phobias: Intimacy, Heights, Failure
Favorite thing about yourself: N/A
Least favorite thing about yourself: Personality
Worst habit: Quitting
Sexuality: Hetereosexual
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning:
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I hope I don't wake up
Where do you work/study: Community College
Do you Drink: Often
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Sometimes
Nervous habits: Nail biting
Song you most identify with: N/A

Anonymous 01/28/15 (Wed) 23:45:52 No.6771

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Country: Chile

Age: 21

Gender: Male

Disorder(s): Chronic depression (diagnosed), probably obsessive compulsive and borderline as fuck.

Phobias: Failure, solitude, death.

Favourite thing about yourself: … I can't really think of anything right now. Probably that I can draw? Other than that, nothing.

Least favourite thing about yourself: Being raised as a spoiled rich kid. I want shit to be given to me in a silver platter, but the world doesn't work that way. Despite knowing that, I still keep hoping for shit to fall from the sky surrounded in holy light to me. Being extremely dependant of other people's moods to feel good myself. Sometimes I wish I was a cold motherfucker that didn't give an ass about anyone and just live my awful life.

Worst habit: Probably smoking. Sexualising the shit out of everything.

Sexuality: Don't fucking know anymore.

Relationship status: Single.

First thought in the morning: "Hope she's doing alright…"

Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Hope I didn't say anything stupid to her…"

Where do you work/study: Studying to be a programmer. Thought I'd like the whole thing at first but as it went on I learned it wasn't for me. Every single day of college is pure torture. The thought of being doomed to work in this field is disheartening.

Do you Drink: Only at parties/reunions just to fit in or to get wasted in purpose.

Do you Smoke: Sadly. I fucking hate this bullshit habit. My lungs must be fucking rotten by now.

Do you Do Drugs: Weed when a friend is generous enough to let me have some.

Nervous habits: Bite my fingers/nails, legs shake, breath erratically.

Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgfBIHOpwD8

Anonymous 01/29/15 (Thu) 06:46:52 No.6790

Country: US
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Schizoid PD, Sociopathy
Phobias: Wasps. Fuck wasps
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm smart
Least favorite thing about yourself: I have no direction in like and everyday is just a repeat of the last
Worst habit: Not doing my schoolwork
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Why the fuck are you waking me up at 6:45? I wake up at 7 every fucking morning. I need the extra 15 minutes bitch. (directed at my mom)
Last thought before falling asleep at night: What sleep?
Where do you work/study:
Do you Drink: At parties
Do you Smoke: When drunk
Do you Do Drugs: Yes
Nervous habits: I don't get nervous.
Song you most identify with: Pocket full of Sunshine. Just kidding. I don't fucking know

Anonymous 01/29/15 (Thu) 08:54:48 No.6793

>>6086
>Not like in a row, but you know what I mean.
All at the same time, gotcha.

Anonymous 01/29/15 (Thu) 23:49:51 No.6809

>>1190
Country: Murica unfortunately
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Austism (High functioning)
Phobias: Failure
Favorite thing about yourself: Nothing
Least favorite thing about yourself: My thoughts
Worst habit: Computer 24/7
Sexuality: Bi
Relationship status: Taken
First thought in the morning: Where is my tea
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I wish I was a girl
Where do you work/study: High school senior
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: idk
Song: Rule Britannia

Anonymous 01/30/15 (Fri) 01:25:45 No.6810

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>>6790
Easy there edgemaster, I'm sure you're a legitimate sociopath, and what a badass you are, we all agree.

Anonymous 01/30/15 (Fri) 03:11:10 No.6814

>>6810
>>>6810
>And I'm sure that you're a douche that thinks that he is always right.

>The definition of a sociopath is "a person with a psychopathic personality whose behavior is antisocial, often criminal, and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience."

>By this definition one can infer that the majority of people with Schizoid Personality Disorder are also sociopaths.
>Do your research if you are going to try and talk down to me.

Anonymous 01/30/15 (Fri) 04:11:25 No.6819

Country: ireland
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Panic disorder/anxiety disorder/depression
Phobias: Agoraphobia
Favorite thing about yourself: my hair, shits pretty long (nick drake style)
Least favorite thing about yourself: social tryhard (try to be as nice and kind as possible to people out of fear of getting disliked), also a furry
Worst habit: fapping, like 3 times a day
Sexuality: gay
Relationship status: single, desperate
First thought in the morning: fuuuuuck
Last thought before falling asleep at night: not really anything, my mind goes blank
Where do you work/study: mcdonalds, no education
Do you Drink: no
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: biting my lip, rubbing my hand through my hair, restless jumpy legs, constantly repositioning myself, cracking knuckles, list goes on

Anonymous 01/30/15 (Fri) 04:15:44 No.6820

>>6819
forgot:
Song you most identify with: not sure. listen to the last half of pink moon by nick drake, that should give you an idea (yeah, i like nick drake a lot, deal with it) also not how im rambling on about him, probably is assburgers

Anonymous 02/02/15 (Mon) 01:58:20 No.7236

>>6646
Heilige Tering, nog een Nederflikker op /mental/?!

Anonymous 02/02/15 (Mon) 02:02:40 No.7237

>>7236
Also a diaperfag that loves messing but hates scat in general here, why'd you quit?

Anonymous 02/02/15 (Mon) 03:35:55 No.7242

Country: USA
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): depression, mild social anxiety, therapist thought I might have mild aspergers
Phobias: ocean, can't think of others
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm 6'2"
Least favorite thing about yourself: acne or my weight
Worst habit: always thinking about how to kill people and get away with it
Sexuality: bi?
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: I wish I could sit on my computer all day
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I hope I don't wake up
Where do you work/study: highschool
Do you Drink: occasionally
Do you Smoke: yes, recently started
Do you Do Drugs: yes, for about 2 years
Nervous habits: always moving a leg/hand, pop knuckles
Song you most identify with: http://youtu.be/1ihcLg2sEQc

Anonymous 02/02/15 (Mon) 04:22:42 No.7245

Country:USA
Age:16
Gender:Male
Disorder(s):Depression, Anxiety, Dysphoria
Phobias:Bugs, heights, close friends getting hurt
Favorite thing about yourself:People think I'm funny
Least favorite thing about yourself:I'm lazy as shit
Worst habit:Biting my finger nails
Sexuality: lmao
Relationship status:single
First thought in the morning: what time is it
Last thought before falling asleep at night: i dont want to sleep
Where do you work/study:Highschool
Do you Drink:no
Do you Smoke:yes
Do you Do Drugs:no
Nervous habits:Binge eating
Song you most identify with:the sounds of homosexuals crying

Anonymous 02/02/15 (Mon) 04:23:30 No.7246

Country: Canada
Age: 25
Gender: F
Disorder(s): No two doctors can seem to agree. I've been told dysthymia by some, severe depression by others, some say obsessive compulsive personality disorder, avoidant personality disorder, generalized anxiety disorder. All I know is I'm sad as shit and I have obsessive almost debilitating thoughts about irrational or unimportant things.
Phobias: Mice. Death.
Favorite thing about yourself: Nothing.
Least favorite thing about yourself: How can I pick.
Worst habit: Picking at my skin.
Sexuality: Lesbian but have had sex mostly with men. I don't know why.
Relationship status: Single.
First thought in the morning: Why am I not dead.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I hope I die in my sleep.
Where do you work/study: Call center for a payday loan company.
Do you Drink: Socially.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: Picking my skin. Biting my nails. Picking my eyebrows.
Song you most identify with: I don't have one.

Anonymous 02/02/15 (Mon) 05:52:43 No.7250

Country: America
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): None
Phobias: Spiders
Favorite thing about yourself: Not too serious
Least favorite thing about yourself: Procrastinator
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Gay
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Depends on the morning
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Whatever story I make up
Where do you work/study: In college, don't really work or study though
Do you Drink: Nothing alcoholic
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: Nothing illicit
Nervous habits: Laughing or going quiet
Song you most identify with: I don't know, I was just listening to this though https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shMo_raYxbs

Anonymous 02/04/15 (Wed) 08:32:46 No.7308

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Country: USA
Age: 24
Gender: M
Disorder(s): Depression, Panic Disorder w/agoraphobia
Phobias: no specific phobia
Favorite thing about yourself: I'm good at empathizing with others and communicating clearly
Least favorite thing about yourself: anxiety
Worst habit: binge eating - weight loss - binge eating - weight loss
Sexuality: straight
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: time to go back to sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Maybe tomorrow I'll actually wake up on time
Where do you work/study: was working in research labs and going to class but have been off a few months for anxiety
Do you Drink: yes
Do you Smoke: cigars
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: Nail biting
Song you most identify with: too many of them

Anonymous 02/04/15 (Wed) 08:35:24 No.7309

>>6790

>alleged sociopath
>having a phobia

Pick one.

Anonymous 02/04/15 (Wed) 21:43:25 No.7316

Country: US
Age: 22
Gender: M
Disorder(s): None diagnosed presently/ Past Depression/ Suspect Dysthymia
Phobias: None
Favorite thing about yourself: I think I'm modest and I hate bragging. I hate people who brag. This is a positive and negative, as it makes it harder for me to identify what I'm actually good at.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I know my procrastination habits ruin my grades but I take few steps to rectify the fact. I also hate applying for jobs, but hate not having a job.
Worst habit: Hitting the "snooze" on the alarm clock repeatedly, wanting the few extra minutes of sleep, until I realize two to three hours later that I've hit the button 20-30 times and spent all that time in bed with no real sleep to show for it.
Sexuality: Mostly straight, but "androgynous" appearances are becoming increasingly appealing to me?
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Do I have enough time to eat breakfast?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I should have gone to bed sooner.
Where do you work/study: Study at State Uni, Work at a Renaissance Fair over summer.
Do you Drink: Yes, a lot.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: Biting nails, daydreaming, pacing around purposelessly
Song you most identify with: Justice - Stress

Had some reservations posting here because I don't really know if I have any right to suspect myself of a mental problem. I'll bet a lot of people here have it worse than me. I feel like I would be making excuses for myself if I pointed to "Depression" or "Dysthymia" as reasons for my poor academic performance.

Anonymous 02/04/15 (Wed) 22:40:44 No.7319

Country: Portugal
Age: 23
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Major depression, anxiety
Phobias: Social phobia (possibly philophobia )
Favorite thing about yourself: I like the way I think.
Least favorite thing about yourself: I overthink things. Not caring about anything on this world.
Worst habit: Believing I'm invincible or that I'm strong.
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship status: None whatsoever.
First thought in the morning: I want to sleep.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I will go through my day analyzing every detail and reach the conclusion I've done almost nothing. Try to imagine what tomorrow will be like.
Where do you work/study: College.
Do you Drink: Yes.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: Nail biting .
Song you most identify with: I don't really listen to music.

Anonymous 02/05/15 (Thu) 01:19:01 No.7327

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Country: Canada
Age: 16
Gender: MtF
Disorder(s): Schizophrenia, Depression, GAD, Aspergers
Phobias: The dark, heights
Favorite thing about yourself: I've heard I'm quite good at art
Least favorite thing about yourself: How do I even begin to fucking choose
Worst habit: Never taking any fucking initiative
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: In a relationship
First thought in the morning: I shouldn't have got up today
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fuck I hope I never wake up again
Where do you work/study: High School
Do you Drink: Rarely
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Chewing nails, winding up wires, bouncing legs, scratching
Song you most identify with: Just Pretending by Mushroomhead

TL;DR I'm pretty fucked up to say the least.

Anonymous 02/05/15 (Thu) 01:35:07 No.7328

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Country: United States
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression
Phobias: Aqua phobia
Favorite thing about yourself: I don't know.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Cowardliness/Laziness
Worst habit: SI
Sexuality:Bisexual
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: Why am I getting up?
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I don't want to wake up anymore.
Where do you work/study: Neither.
Do you Drink: No.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: None that I notice.
Song you most identify with: Too Much by Lowkey

Anonymous 02/05/15 (Thu) 01:41:58 No.7330

Country: US
Age: 19
Gender: m
Disorder(s): misophonia, depression, high functioning autism/assburgers
Phobias: social phobia, the sky (sometimes I feel like I'll fall up or some shit and get all dizzy if I look at it, it's fucking stupid)
Favorite thing about yourself: ??? i'm okay at computers
Least favorite thing about yourself: how unassertive I am, all the memories of stupid shit i've done that make me cringe, feeling dead - having no energy to do anything, no will, lazy or something
Worst habit: jerking off too much? skipping class? being on the computer all the time?
Sexuality: pretty fucking straight with a weird fetish or two
Relationship status: single
First thought in the morning: fuck i want to sleep, fuck this shit
Last thought before falling asleep at night: random shit
Where do you work/study: 2nd year of university, computer science
Do you Drink: rarely
Do you Smoke: smoked weed 3 times.
Do you Do Drugs: no
Nervous habits: shaking leg, spacing out/blocking, pacing, moving forwards/backwards
Song you most identify with: xasthur or something

Anonymous 02/05/15 (Thu) 05:23:20 No.7347

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>Country:
Clapistan.
>Age:
19
>Gender
dude, duh
>Disorder(s):
major depressive disorder, autism, insomnia
>Phobias:
Heights and peeing in public are my only two legitimate ones. I'm irrationally afraid of going insane, non-food items touching my teeth (toothbrush is an exception of course, but even that bothers me sometimes) and loneliness, though. thought it was worth mentioning.
>Favorite thing about yourself:
don't have any.
>Least favorite thing about yourself:
I'm pretty annoying to talk to since I use barely any filter during conversations, that is to say I don't put any forethought into my speech. That leads to me saying a lot of ignorant or insulting shit.
>Worst habit:
going on self-centered, self-loathing three paragraph long speeches about how much I want to die to people I barely know that have made the mistake of adding me on skype and then blocking them. have done it about 90 times.
>Sexuality:
I'd fuck just about anything.
>Relationship status:
engaged to a faggot from Poland. currently LDR. Not going smoothly, things look grim.
>First thought in the morning:
I fantasize about anal sex. Usually with cats. I have an autistic obsession with cats.
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
Fantasies about anal sex with cats again.
>Where do you work/study:
I don't.
>Do you Drink:
When I can. My mom buys me alcohol sometimes if I harass her for it. Really hard to do lately cause I usually break down into tears and scream for hours when I drink.
>Do you Smoke:
Absolutely not. But, I have a smoking fetish, and I will smoke some flavored cigars before and after gay sex with my bf.
>Do you Do Drugs:
Used to, lucky to have lived through it.
>Nervous habits:
Stuttering, inhuman degrees of blushing and sweating, shifty eyes, even less impulse control than normal, overly defensiveness, yelling inarticulately, crying, throwing shit, tapping fingers together, hair flipping, shifting my feet around awkwardly
>Song you most identify with:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyqUSACcXyY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITDaToPnsNs
both reflect my shitty codependent relationship
shit i'm crying

Anonymous 02/05/15 (Thu) 13:14:12 No.7355

Country: Feminist Caliphate of Swedenistan
Age: 27
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Assburgers, depression
Phobias:
Favorite thing about yourself: Yeah, nah
Least favorite thing about yourself: What a drive-less piece of shit I am
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Straigh cis-scum
Relationship status: Alone
First thought in the morning: "Here we go again"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Why am I such a fuckup?"
Where do you work/study: Nowhere
Do you Drink: Not really
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Fidgeting
Song you most identify with: I am a rock

Anonymous 02/10/15 (Tue) 05:19:13 No.7491

Country: USA
Age: 24
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): Depression, PTSD, potential Borderline
Phobias: Cockroaches
Favorite thing about yourself: Intelligence
Least favorite thing about yourself: Body
Worst habit: Smoking
Sexuality: Bi (?)
Relationship status: hah
First thought in the morning: "Oh, that's the alarm. Fuck, it's morning"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fuck if I know
Where do you work/study: San Francisco
Do you Drink: Yes
Do you Smoke: Yes

Anonymous 02/15/15 (Sun) 07:20:37 No.7684

Country: West Merka

Age: 23

Gender: Uhhhhhhhhhhh. Yes? Male? It? That? Female? Shemale? Roll a dice daily.

Disorder(s): Nothing confirmed, plenty suspected/

Phobias: Tight spaces. I'm afraid of any part of myself suddenly rotting.

Favorite thing about yourself: People seem to find me really trustworthy and that makes me feel warm and fuzzy that I can give at least something to them.

Least favorite thing about yourself: Me being a little bitch.

Worst habit: I enjoy self harm, I don't cut but if something needs to be cut out or cleaned I'll grab the knife and antiseptic and get to work.

Sexuality: I like many things and many people. Cocks are hot but guys usually aren't.

Relationship status: I'm in one and will happily be in the same one forever. That said, I feel constrained by having to choose one person, and feel like they're constrained for having to pick me (even though they seem happy about that) and wish we could bring in more people. Thankfully, they're open to it.them.

First thought in the morning:
>I hurt.
>No… not already.
>UP OUTTA BED, BUCKO, LET'S GO GRAB SOMETHING BY THE NUTS AND PUNCH IT IN THE EYEBALLS.

Last thought before falling asleep at night:
>It's over.
>I just wasted a day.
>I'll close my eyes and it will be tomorrow… fuck.
>Let's see what the nightmares have in store tonight.

Where do you work/study: Big tech company.

Do you Drink: I
Do you Smoke: FUCKING
Do you Do Drugs: WISH

Nervous habits: I cut my nails and chew my lips until they bleed. Compulsive masturbation. Leg bouncing.

Song you most identify with: I can't think of one. I choose songs for my characters but none for myself. I hadn't even realized that I do that. Fuck… that means something.

Anonymous 02/26/15 (Thu) 21:25:26 No.7970

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Country: Canada
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): StPD, Depression, Anxiety
Phobias: Deep Water, Large Fish/Octopi, Heights, Darkness, Social Phobia, Wasps, Having Somebody Read my Mind
Favorite thing about yourself: I try really hard to be polite and not think bad thoughts towards anyone else.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Most conversations that I have end up with me rambling on about some obscure topic that nobody cares about while the other person looks for an excuse to leave.
Worst habit: Procrastination
Sexuality: Confused
Relationship status: Single
First thought in the morning: "What time is it?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Why can't I fall asleep?"
Where do you work/study: Gas Station/University
Do you Drink: At the rare times when I get the opportunity.
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Do Drugs: No
Nervous habits: Twitching, Shaking, Talking to Myself, Scratching, Smacking my Head
Song you most identify with: "Mad World" by Tears for Fears

Anonymous 03/12/15 (Thu) 13:46:49 No.8354

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>>1190
>Country:
England
>Age:
23
>Gender:
M
>Disorder(s):
Not diagnosed. Seen a therapist and they think I most likely have a personality disorder though I don't know which
>Phobias:
None
>Favorite thing about yourself:
I'm a crazy Mancunian who'll kill you
>Least favorite thing about yourself:
I'm a crazy Mancunian who'll kill you
>Worst habit:
Hacking hotmail accounts and fapping at the act alone
>Sexuality:
bi
>Relationship status:
Single virgin for life yo
>First thought in the morning:
Mass murder or "Oh fuck I have to get up for work"
>Last thought before falling asleep at night:
Finally bedtime, I hope I never wake
>Where do you work/study:
Car dealership cleaning cars
>Do you Drink:
Socially
>Do you Smoke:
Rarely
>Do you Do Drugs:
No/rare
>Nervous habits:
None I know of
>Song you most identify with:
Look to the left my friend…

Anonymous 03/18/15 (Wed) 11:29:16 No.8538

>>1930

Are they sure it wasn't amphetamine psychosis and withdrawal?

Anonymous 03/21/15 (Sat) 03:43:15 No.8625

Country: Spain
Age: 29
Gender: Male
Disorder(s): I don't even know. Depression, among many other. Zero diagnosis anywhere.
Phobias: That the image I project over the people is not powerful enough (99% of the time that's what happens)
Favorite thing about yourself: I consider myself relatively intelligent and open to artistic sensibility, as judge, not practitioner.
Least favorite thing about yourself: Right now, how am I unable to speak in public without stutter.
Worst habit: Postponing any responsibilities.
Sexuality: Usually straight.
Relationship status: Single.
First thought in the morning: Let's check the smartphone now that I have friends.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: How I hate some of the people at my office for the pain they have caused to me.
Where do you work/study: In a low tier telemarketing job.
Do you Drink: Yes, every weekend.
Do you Smoke: Ocasionally.
Do you Do Drugs: No.
Nervous habits: I shrug. Formerly I used to bite my knuckles.
Song you most identify with: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YR5ApYxkU-U

Hope you liked.

Anonymous 05/05/15 (Tue) 22:18:46 No.9490

Country: Chile.

Age: 21.

Gender: Male.

Disorder(s): Narcissism, OCD, Aspergers, Schizotypal. Some psychopathic and paranoid traits.

Phobias: None.

Favorite thing about yourself: Me.

Least favorite thing about yourself: Nothing.

Worst habit: None

Sexuality: Straight

Relationship status: Married

First thought in the morning: In what can I improve today?

Last thought before falling asleep at night: Tomorrow will be a fine day.

Where do you work/study: I'm self-employed, I administer a farm.

Do you drink: Only wine.

Do you smoke: No. I have electronic cigarettes but I never use them.

Do you do drugs: I've only done LCD once. But no.

Nervous habits: No.

Song you most identify: I listen to classical music.

Anonymous 05/17/15 (Sun) 03:21:39 No.9746

>>1324

Are you in Victoria bro?

Anonymous 06/05/15 (Fri) 21:48:13 No.10107

>>1190

Country: U.S.A.

Age: 17

Gender: Male

Disorder(s): I never been diagnosed, but I suspect depression (family history)

Phobias: Being alone

Favorite thing about yourself: Constant need for self improvement

Least favorite thing about yourself: I have 3, slanted forehead, skinniness, and my curely hair (makes me look like a jew)

Worst habit: Masturbation

Sexuality: Straight

Relationship status: Single, kissless virgin

First thought in the morning: I wonder if I'll actually do anything in my life

Last thought before falling asleep at night: I think about scenarios where I talk to the girl I like and we hook up (usually I am a physically different person)

Where do you work/study: Just graduated HS

Do you Drink: At parties (so once every 3 months)

Do you Smoke: "Quit" 7 months ago, still smoke at parties or if I am stressed out

Do you Do Drugs: Used to take Vyvnase 7 months ago, friends OD'd on it (they lived) and I haven't taken a pill since then

Nervous habits: Shaking my legs

Song you most identify with: How To Fix Everything-Bayside

Anonymous 07/22/15 (Wed) 07:24:36 No.10820

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I see so many people not old enough to legally drink yet and i think 3 things:

1. Damn you whippersnappers for thinking your life is over when its just begun

2. Where do i go to speak with people my own age about these things

3. Damn Im a worthless old codger

Country: The US of Fuck Everything

Age:31

Gender:M

Disorder(s): Depression, Anxiety, Aspergers, Schizophrenia

Phobias: Bureaucracy, never amounting to anything in life.

Favorite thing about yourself: I like telling stories

Least favorite thing about yourself: My very existence

Worst habit: Existing

Sexuality: Asexual

Relationship status: Single

First thought in the morning: "Oh, I'm awake. Pity"

Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Goddamn it, why am I such a retard"

Where do you work/study: i serve pizza

Do you Drink: no

Do you Smoke: no

Do you Do Drugs: no

Nervous habits: Freaking the hell out whenever someone shows the slightest bit of discontent with me

Song you most identify with: "Hey You"-pink floyd

Anonymous 08/31/15 (Mon) 04:23:14 No.11423

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>>1190

>Country:

Canada

>Age:

>Gender:

Male, and gender and sex are the same fucking thing and fuck anyone who starts talking about societal constructions

>Disorder(s):

Sperglord, Depressive, and whatever clever name is used to refer a general loathing of 99.999% of human beings

>Phobias:

Crabs

>Favorite thing about yourself:

I helped make two amazing kids who I'm unwillingly dragging down with me

>Least favorite thing about yourself:

Don't make me choose.

>Worst habit:

Hatred

>Sexuality:

I like the ladies.

>Relationship status:

Married 20 years to a woman who didn't realize what she was getting into. To be fair, though, I had no idea at the time, either. She'd be better off if I was dead.

>First thought in the morning:

"Still haven't died in my sleep."

>Last thought before falling asleep at night:

"I hope I die in my sleep."

>Where do you work/study:

Ha ha ha! Do you think I can actually hold a job?

>Do you Drink:

No.

>Do you Smoke:

No.

>Do you Do Drugs:

Other than Cymbalta? No.

>Nervous habits:'

Nail biting. Teeth clenching. Masturbating.

>Song you most identify with:

Right at this moment? Attached.

Anonymous 11/05/15 (Thu) 13:41:53 No.12218

Country:

>England

Age:

>23

Gender:

Disorder(s):

>PDNOS

Phobias:

>I say I'm not afraid of inevitably… Loneliness

Favorite thing about yourself:

>Being possibly nuts

Least favorite thing about yourself:

>Being possibly nuts

Worst habit:

>Nothing

Sexuality:

>Straight

Relationship status:

>Single

First thought in the morning:

>Kill me

Last thought before falling asleep at night:

>Aah… Peace

Where do you work/study:

>Car showroom

Do you Drink:

>Socially

Do you Smoke:

>On and off

Do you Do Drugs:

>rarely

Nervous habits:

>tapping things

Song you most identify with:

>Bowie: Win

Anonymous 11/05/15 (Thu) 13:57:41 No.12219

>>12218

Then I see I've already posted. Least I'm not a virgin anymore

Anonymous 02/01/16 (Mon) 17:59:26 No.12666

>>1190

Country:Not telling

Age:17

Gender:Male

Disorder(s):-none-

Phobias:-none-, used to be afraid of heights, cured it

Favorite thing about yourself: I'm not a conformist

Least favorite thing about yourself: -none-

Worst habit:craving coffee sometimes

Sexuality: I like girls exclusively (straight)

Relationship status: v card, single

First thought in the morning: "let's scan what the fuck's happening around me"

Last thought before falling asleep at night: Whatever I'm studying, then "turn off the light, now"

Where do you work/study: shitty uni which my parents forced me into

Do you Drink: never have, never will

Do you Smoke: same as above

Do you Do Drugs: same as above

Nervous habits: Used to bite my nails, so my lunula is now under my skin. Now I constantly bite and mutilate my skin because I need to see my lunula

Song you most identify with: Vocal sounds like shit all the time, so It's Rachmaninoff's second concerto

Anonymous 03/29/16 (Tue) 17:00:55 No.12848

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Country: Denmark

Age: 16

Gender: M

Disorder(s): Depression, bulimia, anxiety, autism. I've also been diagnosed with dysthymia, but I don't think I actually have it.

Phobias: Blood veins. I used to also have phobia of musicals and money but overcame it.

Favorite thing about yourself: I'm not afraid to tell people to quit their bullshit.

Least favorite thing about yourself: My body.

Worst habit: Binge eating.

Sexuality: Hella gay.

Relationship status: Single, occasionally I go on dates or fuck random guys at parties.

First thought in the morning: Fuck my life.

Last thought before falling asleep at night: Fuck my life.

Where do you work/study: I'm taking some classes through my community college.

Do you Drink: Yeah.

Do you Smoke: Occasionally.

Do you Do Drugs: Occasionally.

Nervous habits: Chewing nails, biting lip.

Song you most identify with: Black Rainbow by Raffertie.