/mental/ - Mental Health, Illnesses and Disorders

I 100% know how you feel anon. I want a girl who has suffered as much childhood abuse as I have, and a possible borderline like me.

Sadly, these girls don't exist for us. And I envy any normal-fag dating my kind of girl, as they can't empathize, only pity

i have never had a gf but i think a schizo gf would be perfect oprtion for me

>>12456

A normal gf might be good. But how do they tolerate us?

>>12457

Beats me. I don't want one of those either.

>sticking your dick in crazy

>>12457

They don't. That's the fate of all madmen, anon. We are forever adrift; these cursed and broken souls, forgotten by the world and left to die.

try looking for girls in facebook groups for schizos, they're full of batshit retards that refuse to take their meds

>>12446

Yo, the girl I got with was off the rails when I met her. She had just come out of a mental institution, and a long term obsession she'd had with me was genuinely the only reason she was alive. I got with her sort of as rebound from a very abusive ex, and the relationship was really cool, we used to slash eachother to fuck during sex and stuff. We've been together for a couple of years, but she's gotten a lot better since, although I know if I leave her she'll regress right back into that state. I personally haven't gotten any better, so it kinda sucks, but could be worse

I'm screaming at night and can go days without talking to somebody. I will stare into space constantly. I have not many feelings towards real people (need a looot of time to develop those) but I'm in love with 22455thousand fictional characters. Sometimes I take drugs, just to feel something. I'm at least semi-attractive, if not more if I would lose like 10 pounds. I laugh manically, sometimes I think I am the Joker, I change my personality sometimes and can go from being super cute and nice to an absolute bitch, I have a foot fetisch, I like to pretend I am a ten year old girl being raped during sex, somtimes I sleep 3 days straight or three days not at all, I love screaming and shocking people just to get a reaction from them, I color my hair often, currently it is red btw, I love going to walks in the night, I pee very little like once a day, I like broccoli.

Am I what you had in mind, OP?

>>12665

I am a little attracted too…

would you do anal?

>>12446

>>12449

>>12450

I don't know what you anons are talking about, at least half the girls I hooked up with were half crazy. In fact, I am starting to believe all of them are.

If you are that desperate for a girl who's batshit then you might wanna check out gore websites.

>>12449

>I want a girl who has suffered as much childhood abuse as I have, and a possible borderline like me.

Don't couples with abuse history have problems with intimacy, and just sabotage a happy relationship?