Anyone ever have thoughts in their head when they wake up telling them to kill themselves while dealing with some paranoia and hyperactivity symptoms? I keep thinking: an hero. an hero now! Come on you were supposed to an hero months ago.

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Anonymous 12/10/15 (Thu) 18:36:40 No.12459

Anyone ever have thoughts in their head when they wake up telling them to kill themselves while dealing with some paranoia and hyperactivity symptoms? I keep thinking: an hero. an hero now! Come on you were supposed to an hero months ago.

Anonymous 12/10/15 (Thu) 20:51:06 No.12460

take antipsychotics op, you are a schizophrenic

Anonymous 12/11/15 (Fri) 19:08:26 No.12464

>>12459

>you were supposed to an hero months ago

That's what I kept on telling myself last year

>an hero, an hero now!

That's what I tell myself to this day

Anonymous 12/17/15 (Thu) 22:52:32 No.12501

>>12459

That actually sounds like mixed episode bipolar OP.

Waking up hyperactive and paranoid is a mania thing while the suicidal thoughts are depressive.

I've been there.

Anonymous 12/20/15 (Sun) 09:09:55 No.12516

Jesus Ive been getting this recently. Its disorienting as hell.

I get it in the middle of the day, too, but most frequently when I wake up.

Dont have mania or bipolar to my knowledge. Will speak to therapist asap.

Anonymous 02/11/16 (Thu) 23:43:05 No.12717

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I have a problem but I don't think it is schizophrenia, because I don't hallucinate voices. I mean, when I read a text there is a voice in my head that reads it, but it's my inner voice, not a schizophrenic hallucination.

I think a lot. Sometimes when someone is talking to me I stop listening because I am thinking about something else. I can lose hours thinking about random shit, usually it is a shitty conversation with myself about troll subjects (like the "Prove God doesn't exist" or "Are video games art" threads on /b/). The worse is that this is the same conversations over and over again in my head, sometimes I keep repeating the same idea over and over in my head.

I am too ashamed of this that I haven't told anyone, people link my absent-mindedness with my intelligence.

FUCK I HAVE SPENT 20 MINUTES WRITING THIS MESSAGE